Sick~

i now having severe headache
probably b/cos of the weather lah..

listen to these songs
It rocks!

New classic(acoustic) by Drew Seeley



New classic by Drew Seeley and Selena Gomez



thats all

Tissany

this week:

bio test- GG
PE lesson - I LOVE IT!
the Milk Tea is like so common in school. i think i don't want to buy anymore luh. i want my GREEN TEAAA!
PE lesson on thursday, omg, so stupid larh. i forgot to remove the bangle on my hand. then ar, my hand is like so ... blue black, so EWWW.
maths test, wa seh, i always sleep instead of studying. if cannot get at least a C, i gnd =.=
i realised i enjoy 2 people company, i mean, the people that i made friends with this year.
first is clara, second is hidayat. lol. cuz they laughed at my jokes! :D especially clara, we can talk crap together, so fun! i walked home with her after the maths test, seriously, we think alike! remember, david archuleta? yes, she is the first human being who agrees that rm looks like david archuleta. finally found someone who got the same wavelength as me! oh ya, i didn't say anything about rm looking like david, to any other boys.
as for hidayat, whatever people said, he would laugh, so its fun talking to him while he laughed at my lame jokes xDD yeah, i made friends with them this year larhs. NEW FRIENDS~
lol. i think i am being bossy to this guy. zzz. but its for his own good. serious =X i don't want him to repeat the same mistake.
wa seh, i sucks at teaching larhs. like on wednesday, teacher asked the leaders to explain what their groups did, and i know that i will be standing down there talking whatever thing that just came out from my mouth.
haha yj is jealous cuz rm played piano for the girls during PE! LOL. hehe. yeah. I LIKE! =.=
today's GP - essay, i think get below than 20 marks larhs. comprehension, still got hope.
i like to complain :D i want to go home, but they don't allow D:
case study test, i failed. first question, im one of the 2 students who failed. inferential question, L1 - 3 marks. my friend wrote 5 lines, L3 - 9 marks. but its my fault also la, cuz i didn't say about the attitude of the people. haha second question, i dunno do what, i wrote about the arguments, and sort of evaluation i think, got L4 - 9 marks. err LOL. funny, cuz supposedly 1st question must be better than 2nd question what.

- i seriously bo chap. and my napfa for 2.4 E grade la. but i don't care :D

EMo KiD

26th May 2009

I finally blog today! =)
At the expense of my napping time though. Sianx
Quite a number of people told me that i looked totally sad.
well, that is true though. Bcos of a lot of things. I usually spent the time alone and pondering about the stuffs etc. So i looked emo. I listened to those emo love songs so.....

So difficult to maintain friendship with a no. of ppl.
Why is that so?
Possible?
i dun think so.

Someone is making me more emo by his msgs!!!!
sobsob
He must be oblivious to surroundings.

Too sad to write anymore stuffs alreadi...

i shall end the blog post with some songs

Nobody

Thinking of you

TiSsAnY

haiya. many things to say, lazy to write.
1. im officially a Librarian. dunno should be happy or not.
2. maths trail was over, dunno whether had fun or not. cuz its tiring x_x but okay larhs
3. i'm going to emo the whole following week, so don't disturb me :D
4. why our teacher keeps spamming us with homework?
5. i am physically and emotionally tired.
6. i need jokes for this week, due to the emo-ing state i am, probably from yj's, cuz his jokes are damn funny
7. i don't feel like talking to people, at any time of point, sms would be preferred :D
8. whatever i talked, are like 90% crap/joking. people thought i was being serious. so i don't WISH to talk to people who thinks that way.
9. i was asked what happened next year, as Tissany would be graduated from this school. i said i probably would be alone. (emo-ing). then a very good friend said, you still have us what. yes thank you :D thanks for accepting this crazy girl.
9. yeah. i think i am going crazy.
10. sigh. GG LARHS!

JOKES TO MAKE THE PEOPLE READING NOW - TO LAUGH: (life experiences)
First one:
Person A: *burps*
Person B: eww... *moved his hands to shoo away the air*
Person A to Person B: You like it? =P

Second One:
Person A: Ehh... Don't play with food la!
Person B: ... You got play 5 stones before?
A: Ya.
B: OHHH! Then you play with food also what!
A: Huh???
B: Inside the 5 stones are made up of green beans. ITS STILL FOOD!

LOL SOOO FUNNY LARHS. thinking of this a million times still made me happy.
THANKS dudes! :D

EMO DAYYY!
GP lesson shiok larh, teacher not in school. Then read magazine. LOL! I should stop being happy when I read the magazine. But I returned to Annette already.
During break time, the whole table, sw, rm, yj and me, were playing handphone games. LOL! then after that i went off, i saw hidayat and hazwani also played handphone games. as what rm says, we are the "HANDPHONE CLUB". i thin h & h can also join us xD
omg. Bio spa do squash again.
haiya. get out maths test results. gg again larhs. dunno why the class did quite badly. hmm. weird arhs. i worried about myself, and also yj larhs. not because of anything la, cuz retainees must promote together ma. must support each other. im so used to failure, i don't feel anything.
die.
emo.

- somehow losing concentration
- happy birthday weixiang and gareth.

Tuesday:
haiya.i damn emo for the whole day larhs. WTF my NAPFA 2.4 I think got E larhs. All thanks to the calf muscle cramp I had at night, and the strained thigh muscles. I think running without a stopwatch is better! =.=

Wednesday:
Chem SPA - OMG.
During the Sports Day, I spend most of the time hanging out with zy and Benny (and wx). I MISS THEM LUH! So I asked them to teach me Maths. Danny told wx why wx talked to his girlfriend. LOL I am Danny's girlfriend =.= yeah right. Benny played Pokemon, on his, what's that called? DS? err...

Thursday:
PE time damn boring. Cuz I only need to do Standing Broad Jump. Wa lao eh, I got E leh. Then, I super bored, I did sit and Reach, WTH 48 cm leh! The actual one I did was 46 cm! So huge different larhs. But its okay, I give up on NAPFA already. Got Bronze lor. Haha. Nothing to do, I watched the boys did the pull up. NICE! xD
During break, me, Annette and her friend, were discussing about the magazine which... HAHA damn shiok talking and talking.
Maths test, I think got Subpass only larhs GG!
Went home with Sheng Wei, RM and YJie.
I think its rm and yjie's routine to go to Old Chang Kee before going home. Then, I don't have enough cash, so I decided not to buy any food. rm bought his food first, followed by yjie and sw. then rm asked whether i want some or not, and see if i can eat or not larhs.
i said yeah, can eat. (and don't believe that he actually offered his food) so said just take lor. HAHA! I took one of his vegetable dumplings.
Then..., after yjie bought his food, he asked me, do you want mine too?
i asked, wahh really ar? then i took one of his crab or fish nuggets.
one hand got one piece, another hand got one piece.
For one moment, I felt like a princess and felt really blessed. OMG.
CONCLUSION IS THAT: THEY ARE SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE PEOPLE! I am so touched! But anyway, DISCLAIMER: I TREAT THEM AS BROTHERS. really, they rocks. hahah! THANK YOU SOOO MUCH GUYS!

Friday:
every lesson is boringgg. chem - gaseous state. bio - finally teacher found my essay! YAY!
during h1 lesson, stress liao. must write think so deeply, and must write well. AHHH D:
i can't believe i can't do maths question 1 just now. AJ also haven't do his 1.1, then both of us stayed back after school to do. (omg aj's band can play really good songs) we dunno how to do question 1, i suggested of calling rm to ask him teach us. i called but he's out of school already with yjie, somewhere far far away from college.
yjie damn evil ): haha just kidding
haha! he called out my name over the background, then i said that he sounded like G**.
so rm told yjie that i said that.
then yjie took the phone and speak like *** to me.
LOL I laughed like crazyyy. but i won't say why he talked like that, HE PURPOSELY TALK LIKE THAT LOL!
so, I seriously lost concentration on the maths question, but understood a little bit. in the end, i gave up and didn't do that question x_x
yeahh conclusion: the boys can do silly things to make you laugh.
i talked to audrey today also. she's a nice girl to talk to! :D

woohoo. so far, my week was okay. but GG in everything i did.

- MY HANDPHONE OK ALR LE!

i dunno yj got received my message or not. haiz. but anyway, i'm glad that i've finished everything up for the project. if we all win ar, i take all fo the vouchers worx xD

no time to do maths larhs.
i dunno how to reject wisarut, then i go for the cheer thing just now for our sports day.
i thought its normal cheerleading where u do stunts =.=
its... very musculine, very MAN, for our HOUSE cheer.
err... i prefer doing stunts =X
omg. can't believe i volunteered myself. want to cry larhssss!
D:
and my thighs is very pain, sian. tomorrow 2.4km die larhs
- wannadie

for the whole day, i was nervous or the interview, dunno why.
tried to occupied my mind by doing bio mcq, but it was freaking damn noisy at the library basement, everyone was making noise larhs, except for a group of boys who were like trying to study. tried to concentrate but can't, went off to guitar room there, but still concentration level isn't there, due to insufficient oxygen in my head and due to the interview.
when the interview starts, we waited for like until 7pm until it was my turn. so slow. then they asked me these questions, which OBVOUSLY I CAN'T ANSWER THEM! I talked crap, I didn't answer their questions. I AM ASHAMED OF MY ANSWERS LOL! And the teacher asked what did my friends say regarding me, after 1 year of guitar? I didn't say anything. Because ar, the things that my friends said are not relevant. The things that my friends said about me during guitar practices are: I am zhong se qing you, and I am a crazy girl. Yeah, not relevant in helping me in becoming the next President nor Vice-President. But they didn't list me for the POTENTIAL Pres or Vice-Pres. I think I should be happy larhs. Cuz I not ready to be a good leader or something. Then Priya said that probably I would become a Librarian. YAY I WILL BECOME THE NEXT PRIYA :D Well yeah hopefully, cuz I WOULD REALLY BE PISSED OFF IF I WASTED MY TIME FOR THE INTERVIEW (AND THE TIME OF WAITING) JUST TO GET NOTHING! If I become any EXCOs, also okay lor. But then ar, means I must be a good role model for the other members *coughs coughs* ZZZ. So paiseh larhs. They asked whether I could become a Treasurer =.= NO WAY :D
And talking about what qualities I have in me? Err... I DUNNO!
and omg, rm told me that he was chosen to become a Student Counductor in CO! so COOL larhs. i felt happy for him! (and jealous hahaha) I wish I can have music background so I can be a student conductor, I mean, I wanted to become like one since noticing Paul doing his great job as a conductor. He got the opportunity, but not me. So, since he got it, its good.

And WTH, Sports Day is after school hours on Wednesday. SO CHEAPOOOOOOOOO! ARGHHHHH! DAMN IT LARHS.

Wa lao eh, why people never vote for the photos for Seniors project?! Fine, whatever, I will do it on my own, if never win, don't blame me! I choose whatever photos that I like. MUAHAHAHA! =.=''

I don't care anything already larhs, just concentrate on studies only. Speaking from experience, from last year! Last year was such a horrible year. Due to living in a dark well. But I was happy. But the horrible year outweights the happiness. As a result, happiness doesn't count :D talking crappp.

Those boys are evil LOL. seriously, I dunno what's the meaning of stfu. Then, finally one of the boys told me, and I was so paiseh that I laughed, and he said I made them purposely said that so I could laugh. LOL. I am so innocent :D :D

from my observation, boys are gullible and naive when it comes to girls =.= just can't understand why.

- i think im gonna die soon cuz someone sprayed me with bygone = insect repellent. WTF

= CO got SILVER FOR SYF! (and their presentation for assembly is so funny!) lol dunno should feel happy or sad. Symphonic Band today dunno get what. Cfm can get Silver and better. Know what this means or not? The Aesthetics groups all got Silver, then Guitar... yeah. lol hahas! ok fine, i shall not talk about it anymore =X
tomorrow is day i could go home early!!! but... Clara nominated me, in Guitar EXCO, to be the Vice-President and another post. err... LOL. so, I have to wait for 3 hours for the interview x_x AND ME, VICE-PRESIDENT?! lol. i would probably wasted my time on the interview, and not getting any posts. but whatever, i don't care. but in any case, tomorrow just give my best shot lor.
reasons for not to choose me:
1. i am not sociable
2. not responsible
3. not vocal
4. i am a full time slacker
5. not a good role model
6. etc etc etc
:D muahahaha ! xD

= I should learnt from Annette some life skills that are useful :D

= wa lao eh. just now NAPFA test, 4 stations =.=
my thighs still pain larhs from Tuesday's PE lesson!
2 cm more than can get A for Sit and Reach!!! + 11.6 secs for Shuttle Run! = WTH!
So far, Sit and Reach = B; Sit-Ups + Pull-Ups = A; Shuttle Run = D
Conclusion: I counted the points, I get more than 15 points alr. So now, only aim to get D for SBJ and 2.4km. Die die must get D or better! =.= If Bronze, I go cry. LOL JUST KIDDING. I don't care about these stuffs (maybe)

= THe H1N1 flu is like from Orange to Yellow ARHHHH!

= YAY! This coming Wednesday, Sports Day. I'm gonna do something hohoho!

- oh its spelt as bo chup? yeahh. love it!
- seriously, WHEN I'M IN EXCITED STATE, I SHOULD JUST SHUT UPPP instead of talking!

life:

my sisters all have mood swings leh. hmmm. so frustrated. wait till I rich, i will own my own laptop, mp3, cool handphone =.=''

hidayat said that we seems more busy compared to last year. rm said that we are screwed cuz we don't have PW and MT, but we are still lagging behind.
YEAH. I AM SO TOTALLY LAGGING BEHIND !~

funny incident:

just now for Bio lecture, teacher explained about how siblings can have the same characteristics. as far as I know, yj told me that his brother is taller than him.
so just now i asked him, "Your brother got dimples or not?"
yj: "err.. I dunno leh. I never see."
me: ???
yj to rm: i don't see my brother's nipples.
me: "what?! I asked you about DIMPLES! =.='' "
yj: "oohh...!!! hmm. i don't know"
yeah. he sort of said like that. means he never answer my question whether his bro got dimples or not =.= i am just doing my own experiment larhs. i wanna see if the younger bro got dimples, then how about the other bro? you see, its all RELATED TO BIO :D nothing else =X
LOL it was so funny!

benny said that CHOIR GOT SILVER for SYF. OMG GUITAR GUITAR GUITAR GET .... ! I WANNA CRY LE.

- short post. but then one thing to say: MY DEAR FRIENDS, WHEN U SEE A GUY BESIDE ME, PLEASE DON'T SAY ZHONG SE QING YOU, cuz its VERY PAISEH =X
- oh yes, monday no school YES!

wa lao eh, at the maths website done by our school, they said that the 2010 A-Level maths paper would be very difficult, with a lot of alphabets, symbols etc, INSTEAD OF INTEGERS!
WTF!
1. I SHOULDN'T HAVE RETAIN.
. I SHOULDN'T HAVE TAKEN STUPID MATHS.
3. FIRST OF ALL, WHY AM I EVEN TAKING A-LEVEL?!
now, really stressed lor. dunno how to do maths hmk. if wanna think positive, think about the aim that i want IN LIFE.
i remembered y jie asked me 2 times, YOU WANT TO GET RICH AND EARN A LOT OF MONEY RIGHT?
yeah, i said "yes" for 2 times.
and he told me that firstly, you must study well in order to earn a lot of money. that's sort of encourages me to work harder.
BUT THEN... now, it looks damn bleakkk!
hmmm. in this situation, i think i shall never get rich T_T
maybe, i will just forget about being rich. maybe i could just ask y jie to hire me in his company when he gets rich lol.

probability of me graduating from college, is like =.=''
well, in any case, if i were get to thrown out by the end of this year, i just wanna say that
I'VE ENJOYED MY LIFE IN COLLEGE, WITH ALL THE GOOD FRIENDS THAT I MEET, EITHER GIRLS OR BOYS, THEY ROCKZ.
thanks for making me happy.
life in college is nothing when you don't have your good friends around.

- yeah this is an emo post huh? well, it is.

Bored of doing Bio concept map T_T
so now, I will write what happened today for SENIOR'S PROJECT.

the objective of today's activity is to take photographs, as we are lagging behind. and Tissany watched 17 Again the movie, I am so jealous :P
So, I met rm and his CO friends, and we all ate at KFC. The CO poor thing leh, Labour Day also need to come to school! Make sure get Silver worx :D Not bad larhs, I am quite famous leh. LOL only in CSE class =.= One of the girls in CO knows my name cuz we both are in the same CSE class. And the thing is, I dunno her name! D: Yeah, cuz everytime teacher calls my name during CSE lesson, as I'm the only non-Chinese at CSE within our class, so needs to ensure that i understand certain concepts. After we had our lunch, we went to the MRT station, funny thing is, yeah, I don't talk to his friends cuz I first time meet them, nothing to talk about, and secondly, I wasn't pissed off larhs. Why should I be pissed off? (Maybe I have that kind of pissed off face, but I didn't feel that way) :)

While waiting for yj at amk station, saw Vivian LOL. Then, on the MRT, she was shaking her finger at me, and I imitated her hohoho! Seriously, this is my first time knowing someone personally, who's TALL, who must lower down his head in order to get in/out of mrt trains :P

I thought if go to Esplanade there and walk to the Flyer, it would be faster. But I was wrong. Its quite far. So, the boys, particularly yj, said its very hot. Yeah. Damn hot lor. Can fry egg :P
At the Flyer, yj was searching for ATM machines that could suit with his card, unfortunately couldn't find any, and he wanted to eat Popeye (badly, I think) cuz he didn't eat his lunch. Took photographs, and we went to the F1 pit, got some people doing admin stuffs on the road track. I think got some upcoming events lor (not including the F1 race). I said, "I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I'M HERE DOING THIS!" Yeah. We are like innocent kids, taking photographs (while rm wore school uni LOL).

After taking photographs over there, we walked to the MRT station, couldn't find any ATM machines too! At that moment, there was silence between the 3 of us. I WAS CONFUSED, that's why. Then, we took the Green Line towards Tanah Merah. BUT... we dunno where we are heading to! We wanted to drop at Aljunied to take photographs of some places, but our legs couldn't move, we just don't want to alight from the train, then we go straight of to Changi Terminal. Actually, the plan was also to go to Changi Terminal, but due to accessiblity, we had to think twice. But finally, we reached Changi Terminal :D YAY! I think they couldn't see how happy I was! Cuz I long time never been there.

We reached there, FINALLY found the ATM machine that could suit with his card. Then, we went to T3, go there eat Popeye :D but we had to takeaway cuz no place to eat at the restaurant itself. Wa lao eh, I was squinting my eyes to see the menu (as I forgot to bring my specs), and I was also afraid that I don't have much money to spend on the food. So, I bought this thing costs $7.40 I placed my chickens etc in my bag, so I could bring home and eat, man, I don't mind it being soggy or not hot when I brought the food home. (cuz its food, can eat, can liaoz. but when reached home, the chicken still crispy leh :D)
Very funny lol, yj brought his camera but no battery. Luckily rm's camera got a memory card which can be used, and luckily he brought it! phew :D
After eating, went to see Lego in FairPrice (omg, I want the HOUSE SET!!! $255! =.=), CandyEmpire, Swatch shop (that cute watch is $79, with 40% off I think), Mr Bean. LOL they said that I won't buy these kind of watches (Swatch watches) when I grow up. zzz. They are absolutely wrong :P
One thing I noticed, the Departure Hall is so empty ): Now I believe that the aviation industry is not doing that well.
We went out of the place, to take photos, but after that, we kena chased out D:
While taking the SkyTrain previously, on the way to T3, there's this hotel, which has good architecture, I mean it looks beautiful outside.
As mentioned above, we went to Mr Bean, yj bought an ice-cream. While he was eating the ice-cream, this happens...:
yj (to me): what do you want to become in the future?
me: hmm. maybe i would become a ******* or an **********.
yj licks his ice-cream.
rm laughed.
zzz. I dunno what rm is laughing at. either my response or yj's in licking his ice-cream. so the thing is, they know what I would probably become in the future, but then hor, I tell you something, there's high probability that I won't be a ********** or an *************, to save face, I won't tell what I want to be to other people. HAHAHA! xD

Finally, everything was over! We decided to go home. So, yj chose to take 858 with me as its more nearer larhs compared to taking the train. rm is the best person to go out with if you want a tour guide. me and yj are like two kids lost in the jungle. LOL 2 vs 1 leh. rm was the one who sort-of led us the way to the Bus Terminal. After that, he went off alone to the train by himself. LOL THANK YOU SO MUCH Big Bro! Okay larhs, he can become a big bro to we all xD

Me and yj quite blur, we queued up at the bus 34 lane without realising it. LOL. Honestly, I dunno how long it took for us to reach here from Changi. Then, in the bus, me and yj gossiped LOL. This is my first time knowing a guy in college, that could actually talked about all these stuffs. Unlike some guys, who are always serious, and don't talk about our school life, particularly the people who made up the 'school life'. HAHAHA FUN FUN!
yj told me that his sec school got aircon in most classrooms, man, i should have go there to study lor. cuz psle aggregate to enter the school also the same as mine. haiyoo. mine is like =.= but the environment at my sch is not bad larhs. And I couldn't believe something that yj told me (but I do believe actually), that yj's brother is MUCH TALLER than him! D: like what, probably 1.95m?! Ahhh I so jealous la. I wanna GROW TALLER!!! ): i have one burning question: WHAT DOES IT FEEL LIKE TO BE TALL? o_O

In conclusion, my public holiday was pretty okay.
my new found friends: rm - jy on SYF, don't stress!, yj - do your maths!
see, I can communicate with 1991! YAY :P
LOL and Maths Trail is at Sentosa. WOOHOO. Its gonna be fun!, esp with Sheng Wei, there's gonna be some funny moments between him and *ahemmm* just kidding :D

- such a long post! jy on my hmk T_T ps if got spelling errors

Thursday:

DAMN SLACKING DAY LOL. FUNNY DAY LOL.

Ask me if I am still disappointed? Quite larhs. Emo-ing inside.

OMG next week is NAPFA TEST. DIE LIAO. Nvm, I get Bronze also I happy. Don't want to aim for Silver anymore larhs. Now i got phobia of doing shuttle run. Eww.

Then ar, after PE, "pretty" boy went to the toilet and wet his hair. When he came back, Sheng Wei said, "Eh, look at Ruiming's hair". AJ, Chia Hui and me turned around, and I am the one who laughed out loud the loudest! Lol. I am so evil =.=

I think I suffer from STM or something. Chia Hui asked me about this Statistics question, and I cannot solve for the answer man. ARGHH!

Then during GP, its PW again. So, when I turned to the right, Ruiming is playing his Pokemon. Turn to the left, Lan Yuan is playing his Sketch thingy. ALL ON HANDPHONES!!! Everyone so busy playing lor, I do Maths, emo there. Then Roy is so damn funny. He became the "narrator" and annoyed rm while Roy said all these Pokemon related stuffs using his changed voice. SO FUNNY LARHS!
and the thing is: WE ALL, WERE LATE FOR MATHS LECTURE. me and rm wanted to go first, cuz we don't want to stand. then they said, haiya, wait for the rest larhs. all for 1, 1 for all. and minutes later, we found out that Yan Cheng went off earlier already without telling us. LOL. then for the maths lecture, the whole SG stand, even though YC was not late. HAHAS. its quite an experience! :D break my record, cuz so far in my life, like last year, we aren't like that lor.
and wa lao eh, "pretty" boy knows about it you know! he said he can sense things =.= WAHH *cry* so i told him that he is creepy. he heard i told him that he is pretty. then he said, "Oh i pretty huh? thank you!" LOL. yes very 'pretty'. im sure you know what i mean larhs. cuz AJ everytime called him "cheo" =.=

Then dunno if still got the outing for seniors project or not. YJ never message me or call me! ): sigh sigh sigh. no time to do the project alr le. friday, me and rm available, yj got the camera. must jiayou! :D
but i sadden

- am i really ZHONG SE QING YOU?