Okay, my last post, before the school re-opens. I just hate the fact that school is reopening.
I am just dissatisfied.
Why there shouldn't be Arts and Science students to be combined in a class?:
1. How about the timetable, isn't it would be very messy?
2. How about during lectures? Does everyone take a class register list to mark their attendance since no one in their class took the same subject as the someone?
3. How about facing difficulties with studies? Isn't it easier to ask their classmates for help during their same breaks?
4. What about class bonding huh?
I just find it impossible. But please, let be just for the orientation. Because I wanna be in the same class as Hazwani and Alicia.
Once school reopens, I shall:
1. no watching tv but do watch the news
2. spend less time online
3. read newspaper
4. DO ALL OF THE TUTORIALS
5. don't go out (places) with my friends, if it means that i have to spend with my MONEY, i am having recession ok, so basically i shall be a social-reject for 2 years. PLEASE UNDERSTAND THIS MAN, I know other people are rich, but please don't ask me out okay?
-zzz. it bends!!!!
Saturday, January 31
Friday, January 30
Man, today I got so many things to complaint.
A girl from our school called me at about 12.30 noon and told about the orientation things:
"Your class is ***, your form teacher is ..... (i don't want to write here, but my CT is a male, anyway, lucky Dinosaur is not my CT, but maybe my GP teacher omg), orientation fees is $20"
-$ 20 so expensive
- I am happy cuz I AM NOT BEING WITHDRAWN FROM COLLEGE.
- WTFish. I'm at ***? Its like so freaking in front!
On the way to school, of course I didn't see anyone cuz I am blind and lazy to look at people, then I heard someone whistled, and making noises to attract my attention. I was like, I don't listen to strangers' whistles. But then, suddenly, someone called my name. And I turned around and saw Syed and Ishaq (my secondary school CCA dudes). I was wondering what are they doing around there walking. LOL. It seems like I'm rude huh? But I just don't SEE strangers, its like I'm walking in my own world alone. After that, I waved at him (or them).
Reached school already, I straight went to the Notice Board. I saw Nik's Dan's and Hazwani's name, but not Alicia's and Andrey's. I damn not happy. Then I went outside LT2, dumping my guitar case with Shannon, while me and Han Hui talked. LOL I bought the Green Tea, and it tasted different! The usual drink brand that our college students and teachers always bought is not available. Then, I went to the Notice Board again to see some names. Alicia is with same class as Nik and Dan. Hazwani is in 11*. I damn sad cuz their classes are like 11*, 11*. And I'm in 1**?! Its very WTFish. So in front de leh. And I saw some students' names from my class, some are foreigners. I think I'm the only retainee in that class. OMG. I WANT GO POLY LOL! Hopefully, this year won't be that bad la. Last year, first day, then bad like hell. Then whole year no good.
I just wish that I can make friends with the people. If not, I emo for the 2 years of my life in JC. This year, like, 696 students from JC1. SO MANYYY D:
Guitar practice, learning Blues 2 at the bottom part, *sigh, I confirm can't meet the expect time/beat. I always very fast one D:
That Chewing gum guy is so damn funny la! Here are some of his jokes:
- He was referring to his friend whom his friend claimed that he could conduct (to be a conductor). Then Chewing gum said, "He can only conduct the song Baa Baa Black Sheep!"
- I was asking him about this 1 note, and how to play that note, basically on which Fret. Then he said, "I think should be somewhere there (pointing near the 17th Fret) because you see, the Lollipop here is so tall". Yeah, he said something like that. If anyone knows how to read a music score, you will know that the high pitch note, will have a lot of strokes in that note right? Yeah, that's what I referring too.
So, its just so damn funny, even though its very =.=''. So far my life in college, I've never met a guy with such a great sense of humour, I admire that. See, none of my guy friends so far in college make me laugh and thinks its VERY hilarious. Too much pressure, huh? Taking everything seriously? LOL. No offence or whatsoever.
Due to my hate-ness towards my straightened hair cuz it seems like the hydrogen bond in my hair is not strong, I felt like buying a shampoo for rebonded hair. I went to the shop at GV, it was like $14.90 cheapest. I told the Auntie my budget is only $10 (cuz I got $10 note from my Chinese neighbour next door due to CNY woohoo). I said I will come another day, but I think I don't want la. Got this shampoo right, its $11.90, the Dark Brown colour one is for "Coloured, Permed, Rebonded hair" because I saw the banner at the Watson store before. And the Auntie at the shop I went said its only for COLOURED HAIR. I know its cheaper, that's why..... So, I decided to buy $11.90 as the volume is more than the $14.90 one.
I brought the h2 Maths and Chemistry Lect notes to ask people to help me. But just now, we all practised the guitar until my butt pain la. Non-stop. My back is aching D:
*sigh. I will update a little bit only, about my 1 week orientation soon, now must study, I think only 1 per week I shall online.
WOAH RED JUMPSUITE APPARATUS IS COMIN' TO TOWN! but I recession la. my friend's birthday they all going Seoul Garden, I can't go T_T
A girl from our school called me at about 12.30 noon and told about the orientation things:
"Your class is ***, your form teacher is ..... (i don't want to write here, but my CT is a male, anyway, lucky Dinosaur is not my CT, but maybe my GP teacher omg), orientation fees is $20"
-$ 20 so expensive
- I am happy cuz I AM NOT BEING WITHDRAWN FROM COLLEGE.
- WTFish. I'm at ***? Its like so freaking in front!
On the way to school, of course I didn't see anyone cuz I am blind and lazy to look at people, then I heard someone whistled, and making noises to attract my attention. I was like, I don't listen to strangers' whistles. But then, suddenly, someone called my name. And I turned around and saw Syed and Ishaq (my secondary school CCA dudes). I was wondering what are they doing around there walking. LOL. It seems like I'm rude huh? But I just don't SEE strangers, its like I'm walking in my own world alone. After that, I waved at him (or them).
Reached school already, I straight went to the Notice Board. I saw Nik's Dan's and Hazwani's name, but not Alicia's and Andrey's. I damn not happy. Then I went outside LT2, dumping my guitar case with Shannon, while me and Han Hui talked. LOL I bought the Green Tea, and it tasted different! The usual drink brand that our college students and teachers always bought is not available. Then, I went to the Notice Board again to see some names. Alicia is with same class as Nik and Dan. Hazwani is in 11*. I damn sad cuz their classes are like 11*, 11*. And I'm in 1**?! Its very WTFish. So in front de leh. And I saw some students' names from my class, some are foreigners. I think I'm the only retainee in that class. OMG. I WANT GO POLY LOL! Hopefully, this year won't be that bad la. Last year, first day, then bad like hell. Then whole year no good.
I just wish that I can make friends with the people. If not, I emo for the 2 years of my life in JC. This year, like, 696 students from JC1. SO MANYYY D:
Guitar practice, learning Blues 2 at the bottom part, *sigh, I confirm can't meet the expect time/beat. I always very fast one D:
That Chewing gum guy is so damn funny la! Here are some of his jokes:
- He was referring to his friend whom his friend claimed that he could conduct (to be a conductor). Then Chewing gum said, "He can only conduct the song Baa Baa Black Sheep!"
- I was asking him about this 1 note, and how to play that note, basically on which Fret. Then he said, "I think should be somewhere there (pointing near the 17th Fret) because you see, the Lollipop here is so tall". Yeah, he said something like that. If anyone knows how to read a music score, you will know that the high pitch note, will have a lot of strokes in that note right? Yeah, that's what I referring too.
So, its just so damn funny, even though its very =.=''. So far my life in college, I've never met a guy with such a great sense of humour, I admire that. See, none of my guy friends so far in college make me laugh and thinks its VERY hilarious. Too much pressure, huh? Taking everything seriously? LOL. No offence or whatsoever.
Due to my hate-ness towards my straightened hair cuz it seems like the hydrogen bond in my hair is not strong, I felt like buying a shampoo for rebonded hair. I went to the shop at GV, it was like $14.90 cheapest. I told the Auntie my budget is only $10 (cuz I got $10 note from my Chinese neighbour next door due to CNY woohoo). I said I will come another day, but I think I don't want la. Got this shampoo right, its $11.90, the Dark Brown colour one is for "Coloured, Permed, Rebonded hair" because I saw the banner at the Watson store before. And the Auntie at the shop I went said its only for COLOURED HAIR. I know its cheaper, that's why..... So, I decided to buy $11.90 as the volume is more than the $14.90 one.
I brought the h2 Maths and Chemistry Lect notes to ask people to help me. But just now, we all practised the guitar until my butt pain la. Non-stop. My back is aching D:
*sigh. I will update a little bit only, about my 1 week orientation soon, now must study, I think only 1 per week I shall online.
WOAH RED JUMPSUITE APPARATUS IS COMIN' TO TOWN! but I recession la. my friend's birthday they all going Seoul Garden, I can't go T_T
Thursday, January 29
(quickly typing this post)
The lady whom I wanna find was not in the office, cuz she went on leave. So tomorrow I have to ask her. OMG. I don't wantttt!
I just photocopied 14 pages out of 33 pages for Series and Sequence. First 4 pages, not bad lah. Still more haven't read. And my Chemistry, Redox Titration, HALF WAY DONEEE! T_T''
LOL everyone dunno how to teach me the Combustion Analysis. Hmm, I will wait for school reopens then.
Man, that guy in my guitar is LOL. Not bad lah, I regard him as a friend, like wx, zy they all. Woohoo. I not anti-social! LOL. We all learning Blues 2, and the part in Blues 1, the fast notes, is totally =.='' (know what I mean?)
The SPORT ACTIVITY for yesterday was cancelled (woohoo) cuz the EXCOs for the activity were not there, so it was being postponed next week. Mr P was asking, "Got bring PE shirt?" NO NO NO! Don't even think of asking me to participate =P
I got Audi couple luh! I think it shall last quite long =P but..., I think I'm abandoning Audi lah. Now, I must chiong ar! Now, I very happy cuz I got study. Yes, CALL ME A GEEK!
See, I got 82 hearts! My breaking record! xDD
- series and sequence, here i come
Sunday, January 25
Have I written down here that, we, the performing arts (and I think the Club/ Societies CCA) in our school are supposed to spend some time participating in Sports? Qiren told me that the MOE implement this rule. But Melvin said its the school.
I joined my current CCA is because I've leant a lesson in my Secondary School. Firstly, in sec school, I took up Floorball as my CCA, but its bery tough then I took up. Yeah, that AEROMODELING =.= STANDING UNDER THE SUN until my skin all DARK. So, the conclusion is: I DON'T WANT TO SPEND MY YEARS IN JC PARTICIPATING IN SPORTS, OR ANY CCA THAT EXPOSES ME TO THE SUN! Yeah, I told Qiren the reason why I chose guitar. Haha, he was like laughing, okay la, I admit that my reason is ... err, acceptable xD
Why we shouldn't participate in SPORTS related activities, since we are not even in it:
- we will be having SYF, and we need the precious time to IMPROVE, and not wasting time (haha, one of our members said, why must join? to waste time huh?, then everyone laughed LOL)
- our school has like 2 days of PE, and we are fit already. serious. I walk to school, and back home for like 25 minutes each time, I AM FIT. (but not now, since its still school holidays for me)
- asking we all to mix with the basketballers etc? NO WAY. they are having their own practice, we shouldn't disturb them :D
(sigh) CSE got Indepedent Research (or is it Independent Study?) for H2. Han Hui said its kind of a heavy subject. So, I think I should take H2 Maths. Okay, I think I am ready to take H2 Maths. Yesterday , my Maths teacher was like asking, whether I am still planning to take H2 Maths. In our school, I like my Maths teacher the most! Cuz she's nice, and caring, hmm, like how to say ar, like no ego larh. I guess all Maths teachers are GREAT! (yeah, but I wasn't happy when I was supposed to stand in class during 2nd day of Maths class cuz of punctuality of being late before the second bell LOL) She said I was to look for a lady in the office for confirmation of my NOT WITHDRAWING from the school, cuz later the school will delete my DATA! D: I'll do that this Wednesday.
Whenever I meet people in school, they will be like, "What are you doing here?", "Wah, new hairstyle" (yawn)
I joined my current CCA is because I've leant a lesson in my Secondary School. Firstly, in sec school, I took up Floorball as my CCA, but its bery tough then I took up. Yeah, that AEROMODELING =.= STANDING UNDER THE SUN until my skin all DARK. So, the conclusion is: I DON'T WANT TO SPEND MY YEARS IN JC PARTICIPATING IN SPORTS, OR ANY CCA THAT EXPOSES ME TO THE SUN! Yeah, I told Qiren the reason why I chose guitar. Haha, he was like laughing, okay la, I admit that my reason is ... err, acceptable xD
Why we shouldn't participate in SPORTS related activities, since we are not even in it:
- we will be having SYF, and we need the precious time to IMPROVE, and not wasting time (haha, one of our members said, why must join? to waste time huh?, then everyone laughed LOL)
- our school has like 2 days of PE, and we are fit already. serious. I walk to school, and back home for like 25 minutes each time, I AM FIT. (but not now, since its still school holidays for me)
- asking we all to mix with the basketballers etc? NO WAY. they are having their own practice, we shouldn't disturb them :D
(sigh) CSE got Indepedent Research (or is it Independent Study?) for H2. Han Hui said its kind of a heavy subject. So, I think I should take H2 Maths. Okay, I think I am ready to take H2 Maths. Yesterday , my Maths teacher was like asking, whether I am still planning to take H2 Maths. In our school, I like my Maths teacher the most! Cuz she's nice, and caring, hmm, like how to say ar, like no ego larh. I guess all Maths teachers are GREAT! (yeah, but I wasn't happy when I was supposed to stand in class during 2nd day of Maths class cuz of punctuality of being late before the second bell LOL) She said I was to look for a lady in the office for confirmation of my NOT WITHDRAWING from the school, cuz later the school will delete my DATA! D: I'll do that this Wednesday.
Whenever I meet people in school, they will be like, "What are you doing here?", "Wah, new hairstyle" (yawn)
Friday, January 23
just a brief for what happened today:
reached school, the school gate was like, CLOSED. I damn blur, dunno how to enter.
then go to guitar room, put my guitar, walked around the school aimlessly. zzz. i think our sch desperate to win lol. wth, put the booth! I was like, "WHOAAA..." very surprised.
at the hall, wth, all those A-crowd was sitting in front. and they are like, couple, couple, couple there. then we all sit there very sian. esp during the calligraphy teaching, everyone get restless.
then, when the whole class, during the calligraphy painting, me and tissany walked out, hehehe, i talked to my maths teacher and my malay teacher! WEEE! i feel happy xD
i very bored larh...
guitar practice, only a few people came. very stressed cuz i very slow to play the running notes.
- trying to find the BY2 song, the one from audition, but cannot find the specific one. sigh... or maybe wrong artiste. man, i've forgotten the song that they sanggg! ok forget it =.= i nvr say anything
- hehe, priya, dont feel bad ar. LOL.
- my stoichiometryyyy!
YES! I FOUND A NEW ROUTE HOME! ITS SHORTCUT LOL! REALLY REALLY SHORTCUT!
reached school, the school gate was like, CLOSED. I damn blur, dunno how to enter.
then go to guitar room, put my guitar, walked around the school aimlessly. zzz. i think our sch desperate to win lol. wth, put the booth! I was like, "WHOAAA..." very surprised.
at the hall, wth, all those A-crowd was sitting in front. and they are like, couple, couple, couple there. then we all sit there very sian. esp during the calligraphy teaching, everyone get restless.
then, when the whole class, during the calligraphy painting, me and tissany walked out, hehehe, i talked to my maths teacher and my malay teacher! WEEE! i feel happy xD
i very bored larh...
guitar practice, only a few people came. very stressed cuz i very slow to play the running notes.
- trying to find the BY2 song, the one from audition, but cannot find the specific one. sigh... or maybe wrong artiste. man, i've forgotten the song that they sanggg! ok forget it =.= i nvr say anything
- hehe, priya, dont feel bad ar. LOL.
- my stoichiometryyyy!
YES! I FOUND A NEW ROUTE HOME! ITS SHORTCUT LOL! REALLY REALLY SHORTCUT!
Thursday, January 22
Woohoo! I felt happy visiting my 115 classmates, Heng Wei asked, "No more LION KING ARH?" =.='' Then, Heng Wei and Cindy asked why I was there, and Danny said, "Of course to see me" HAHAHA!
* sigh, no catch a glimpse, its okay, tomorrow then I shall catch a glimpse
Seriously, since I am a girl, I prefer that I have no life. So I can concentrate on studies.
If I were a boy, its okay to have friends around, but boys, they do not talk that much right. All they did is to talk about gaming stuffs. Their life is quite simple, then can study better.
Guitar practice tomorrow! ): So, I will head down to school to watch the CNY concert. I WILL SNEAK IN!
Now damn headache, I want to study Stoichiometry, but dunno how to do. WTF.
-but then overall: yesterday was a happy day! (:
-i will go crazy if i were to be in the same class as her, the freak =.=', yes i am mean
* sigh, no catch a glimpse, its okay, tomorrow then I shall catch a glimpse
Seriously, since I am a girl, I prefer that I have no life. So I can concentrate on studies.
If I were a boy, its okay to have friends around, but boys, they do not talk that much right. All they did is to talk about gaming stuffs. Their life is quite simple, then can study better.
Guitar practice tomorrow! ): So, I will head down to school to watch the CNY concert. I WILL SNEAK IN!
Now damn headache, I want to study Stoichiometry, but dunno how to do. WTF.
-but then overall: yesterday was a happy day! (:
-i will go crazy if i were to be in the same class as her, the freak =.=', yes i am mean
Monday, January 19
Everytime I come to school, it must be a happy day or something right?
So, on last Wednesday, it was a NICE AND HAPPY DAY.
Last Friday, make-new-friend day.
Today, realisation day.
What is meant by 'realisation' day?
1. I met Andrey on the way to school, at the traffic junction. At the security post, we, the RETAINEES (hey, I've checked the Dictionary.com, and there's no such word as retainee! LOL), are required to write down our names on a piece of paper, instead of just scanning using ez-link card, because Andrey said our names had been deleted in the system. Wow. That's serious huh? LOL
2. We saw some girls, whom both of us know, who got retained. I didn't expect them to retain. One of them, from my last year Eng Lit class, retained cuz she doesn't want to take supp paper. Her case is the same as mine. Hmmm. Wow. We don't want to take supp paper, and probably this year will not have any more supp paper if people like me don't want to take LOL
3. During JC2's PPCT period, me and Andrey walked around the school, its very quiet. So eerie! Dan was like staring at me for like 10 seconds and said, "Ehh. I couldn't recognise you! You straightened your hair!" I also stared at him, and wondering, Is that Dan? Well, cuz I'm blind.
4. I said HI to Han Hui and he was like, "Whoaaa.... You straightened your hair. Now very pretty ar!" LOL. What a good friend! The first guy to say that! LOL
5. I'm jealous of YT! LOL because she has good CT.
6. Mr Alex came, and I am confused just now. He taught us quite fast. Phew, lucky a slow girl like me attended the holiday practices! Just the running notes on the 2nd page, I dunno if its correct or not. Its okay, I will play that part softer LOL
7. Retainees must come for Orientation huh? Okay, I'm kinda happy that the games are good, like 'Amazing Race' OUTSIDE THE SCHOOL! And 1 week of orientation! FTW! Cool man!
Okay, today realised a lot of things. Dunno how to describe it. *sigh*
h2 maths + no A-Maths background = isn't it like committing suicide? D:
I guess I am proud to be a retainee, cuz many people I know are retaining (schoolmates that I know but we never talk, that kind)
JC life is not enough for 2 years, unless its for damn smart people, with super high IQ =.=
I played Audi and I very sian already. Come online also nothing to do. Okay, now I finally got a good reason to study. Studying is the food for my soul :P ROFLMAO
A good year ahead! And I'm coming to school on Wednesdayyy! i will print 213's timetable, so that I can hang out with them. 115 still remains in my mind ...
- U is for Ungraded
So, on last Wednesday, it was a NICE AND HAPPY DAY.
Last Friday, make-new-friend day.
Today, realisation day.
What is meant by 'realisation' day?
1. I met Andrey on the way to school, at the traffic junction. At the security post, we, the RETAINEES (hey, I've checked the Dictionary.com, and there's no such word as retainee! LOL), are required to write down our names on a piece of paper, instead of just scanning using ez-link card, because Andrey said our names had been deleted in the system. Wow. That's serious huh? LOL
2. We saw some girls, whom both of us know, who got retained. I didn't expect them to retain. One of them, from my last year Eng Lit class, retained cuz she doesn't want to take supp paper. Her case is the same as mine. Hmmm. Wow. We don't want to take supp paper, and probably this year will not have any more supp paper if people like me don't want to take LOL
3. During JC2's PPCT period, me and Andrey walked around the school, its very quiet. So eerie! Dan was like staring at me for like 10 seconds and said, "Ehh. I couldn't recognise you! You straightened your hair!" I also stared at him, and wondering, Is that Dan? Well, cuz I'm blind.
4. I said HI to Han Hui and he was like, "Whoaaa.... You straightened your hair. Now very pretty ar!" LOL. What a good friend! The first guy to say that! LOL
5. I'm jealous of YT! LOL because she has good CT.
6. Mr Alex came, and I am confused just now. He taught us quite fast. Phew, lucky a slow girl like me attended the holiday practices! Just the running notes on the 2nd page, I dunno if its correct or not. Its okay, I will play that part softer LOL
7. Retainees must come for Orientation huh? Okay, I'm kinda happy that the games are good, like 'Amazing Race' OUTSIDE THE SCHOOL! And 1 week of orientation! FTW! Cool man!
Okay, today realised a lot of things. Dunno how to describe it. *sigh*
h2 maths + no A-Maths background = isn't it like committing suicide? D:
I guess I am proud to be a retainee, cuz many people I know are retaining (schoolmates that I know but we never talk, that kind)
JC life is not enough for 2 years, unless its for damn smart people, with super high IQ =.=
I played Audi and I very sian already. Come online also nothing to do. Okay, now I finally got a good reason to study. Studying is the food for my soul :P ROFLMAO
A good year ahead! And I'm coming to school on Wednesdayyy! i will print 213's timetable, so that I can hang out with them. 115 still remains in my mind ...
- U is for Ungraded
Sunday, January 18
I plan to go to school on Wednesday to study. Probably I will reach there early. i don't wish to go on Monday cuz Monday means FULL SCHOOL UNIFORM DAY, and i hate wearing school uniform. So, Wednesday, I got a reason to wear the guitar shirt :D
I think I shall start studying on Chem soon cuz I've spent too much time on Bio. and I got the feeling that I will have to take h2 maths this year. OMG. h2 chem and h2 maths are very heavy subjects for a kid with low IQ like me =.=
I'm beginning t love the song "Love Story - Taylor Swift" cuz it got nice lyrics! :D And planning t play the song using my guitar! :D
Now guitar 3 times per week ): hoho, I make a new friend!
"its 'chew' the chewing gum" lol!
and im bored playing the notes over and over again, and im a bad teacher.
ok nothing to say, sigh, life's bored.
I think I shall start studying on Chem soon cuz I've spent too much time on Bio. and I got the feeling that I will have to take h2 maths this year. OMG. h2 chem and h2 maths are very heavy subjects for a kid with low IQ like me =.=
I'm beginning t love the song "Love Story - Taylor Swift" cuz it got nice lyrics! :D And planning t play the song using my guitar! :D
Now guitar 3 times per week ): hoho, I make a new friend!
"its 'chew' the chewing gum" lol!
and im bored playing the notes over and over again, and im a bad teacher.
ok nothing to say, sigh, life's bored.
Friday, January 16
I'm in love with Cloud Strife
*sigh
When I went t sch on Wednesday, I was kinda happy to see my friends. More happy than I was at home =.=
I first saw donovon, we talked (huhu, he said my new hair is more better! LOL. and YT said, "See! Even Donny compliments you LOL)
Then, I very tired sit with wx, zy and Benny. At first I dunno who was waving at me cuz I'M BLIND.
Then, saw my friend, also waved ! Woohoo !
Get to guitar, when Tissany messaged, I get emo lol. *sigh. I will never be good enough man. He's just a damn kick . clever.
I get bored in guitar, HELP ME! I want to learn the new notes!!!!! I get bored when I kept repeating the same notes over and over again!
After the whole practice, the new teacher for our CCA came. Woohoo! She'll be strict to those people who do not come for practice! That's more like it, to get a GOLD! Adn yeah, its true that its kinda rare to have 3 teachers for A CCA! 3 teachers, is very WOOOOO.
now guitar 3 times a week. so far, now its good cuz school haven't start yet.
hehehe, me and Tissamy will countdown the days to her A-Level results!
omg. I can't wait! *winks*
Wednesday, January 14
Monday, January 12
Since yesterday's event is damn ****ing bad, now I got $2 per day as pocket money. But before that, no pocket money will be given (if that happens, I'm totally going to drop out from school, no kidd). So, let's do the Maths. $2 per day times 5 days per week. That means $10 per week, $40 per month.
If you are still clueless, it means that...
1. I will buy a $20 Top Up card, which I want to last for 2 months. Means no sms-ing unless its a "question mark" on the sms, so I have to reply. If not, I will be like those typical boys, who don't reply.
2. No taking bus for me anymore. From my house to the college, its like approximately 2.4km, so to and fro, its 4.8km. Uhh... Exercise.
3. No money for FOOD during lunch/ break.
4. The money is spend only on lecture notes.
1+2+3+4=PATHETIC
Hope you guys understand the pitiful plight that I am in. I can't enjoy in my social life anymore. I will be the old, pathetic ME, in my Sec 4 days. All I did when I reached home was to hit those books!
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So today, I was forced to go to my sec school, I saw this guy whom I know from Sec 1, who I decided to end the friendship when I find it too *coughs*, here's our conversation:
Him: Hey, U, what are you doing here?
Me: ........
Him: Hey I want to ask you, how much did you get for your O-Level points?
Me: L1R4, L1R5?
Him: L1R4
Me: **
Him: Oh. My results was bad.
Me: Zzz. So you are going Poly?
Him: Most probably.
As soon as we are separating from where we stood (and omg, we were standing in the middle of the school main gate where cars travel), he said, "Wow, you rebond your hair!"
All I had to say was, "Pfft..."
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I also met these 2 guy from my primary school classmates who are in my sec school as well. They used to call me "Gangster" in primary school (wth, and they still call me that now), so I asked them how's their results, and they said okay.
I was not eager to meet those guys cuz I was feeling soooooooo down.
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Sorry my friend, Tissany, I can't message you, cuz I didn't top up my prepaid card.
Sorry my friends and Priya, I can't go out when I am feeling so dead, and the horrible situation I am having now.
and WX, I now you can do it, my friends can do anything (I mean in studies)
and my friend, I thought want to study tomorrow, never say anything then fine lor, I stay at home, locked myself in the room.
and I dunno how to play Texas HoldEm. Shame on me! (well, I will be totally dead if anyone found out I want to play that!)
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Go and watch I Not Stupid Too. Shawn Lee's *whistle* character wrote: Tom is dead. ?
Yes, that's what I feel now,
I
AM
DEAD.
If you are still clueless, it means that...
1. I will buy a $20 Top Up card, which I want to last for 2 months. Means no sms-ing unless its a "question mark" on the sms, so I have to reply. If not, I will be like those typical boys, who don't reply.
2. No taking bus for me anymore. From my house to the college, its like approximately 2.4km, so to and fro, its 4.8km. Uhh... Exercise.
3. No money for FOOD during lunch/ break.
4. The money is spend only on lecture notes.
1+2+3+4=PATHETIC
Hope you guys understand the pitiful plight that I am in. I can't enjoy in my social life anymore. I will be the old, pathetic ME, in my Sec 4 days. All I did when I reached home was to hit those books!
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So today, I was forced to go to my sec school, I saw this guy whom I know from Sec 1, who I decided to end the friendship when I find it too *coughs*, here's our conversation:
Him: Hey, U, what are you doing here?
Me: ........
Him: Hey I want to ask you, how much did you get for your O-Level points?
Me: L1R4, L1R5?
Him: L1R4
Me: **
Him: Oh. My results was bad.
Me: Zzz. So you are going Poly?
Him: Most probably.
As soon as we are separating from where we stood (and omg, we were standing in the middle of the school main gate where cars travel), he said, "Wow, you rebond your hair!"
All I had to say was, "Pfft..."
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I also met these 2 guy from my primary school classmates who are in my sec school as well. They used to call me "Gangster" in primary school (wth, and they still call me that now), so I asked them how's their results, and they said okay.
I was not eager to meet those guys cuz I was feeling soooooooo down.
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Sorry my friend, Tissany, I can't message you, cuz I didn't top up my prepaid card.
Sorry my friends and Priya, I can't go out when I am feeling so dead, and the horrible situation I am having now.
and WX, I now you can do it, my friends can do anything (I mean in studies)
and my friend, I thought want to study tomorrow, never say anything then fine lor, I stay at home, locked myself in the room.
and I dunno how to play Texas HoldEm. Shame on me! (well, I will be totally dead if anyone found out I want to play that!)
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Go and watch I Not Stupid Too. Shawn Lee's *whistle* character wrote: Tom is dead. ?
Yes, that's what I feel now,
I
AM
DEAD.
Sunday, January 11
Man, I think I'm a geek. Always writing stuffs here.
Well anyway, today is so stupid.
My sister is so stupid. She brought $30, when we are going to library, and buy some things that costs $6. And in the end...
THE WALLET IS MISSING!
We went to Timezone, and maybe the wallet was misplaced, or it was being pickpocket. My younger sister even placed her head on the floor in case the wallet was below machines. I saw some people that might just take. This group of guys or this one girl. But the guys left the place after playing for two rounds of game, and the girl stayed in the place for like so long. Zzz. I very angry la, so stupid right, 13 year old kid brought $30 out! WTF. think she came from a RICH family meh? i check the dustbins also dont have lei.
I have many things to say leh. But now no mood la.
Must always be self conscious la. I always makes sure everything is intact in my bag every 5 seconds.
That's her retribution anyway =.= $30 being LOST.
that's really really really stupid.
i'm not a rich kid like all of my classmates/schoolmates are.
WAHHHHH.....
okay anyway, if I find the person, I'll give them a kick in the a**
heh, make sure they suffer physical, internal injuries.
so stupiddddd. RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
and wtf, i got scolded? omg, its only Timezone leh. said, "why you let your sisters follow you go timezone? nvr show good example" excuseee me, even if i did not go there, they'll go with their friends right? see, im such a pathetic kid, i dont go out to orchard etc, because thats the reason why. if u ask me to go orchard towers, where the hell is that? its because i've been not been exposed to such places. im such a social failure. anyone, JUST KILL ME! i hate and sick of living.
HOHOHO. i'M JUST spamming all these stuffs =.=
everyone starts schooling already omg. *evil laugh*
My timetable until 2nd Feb, from effect tomorrow:
1st week before school reopens: tidy up my room, really, everyting must be cleaned, including bio, chem worksheets that are under the bed collecting dust (i know.., its very EEKK) AND read my old magazines, and keeping some of them for some reasons; finishing up reading bio textbook.
2nd week: read bio lecture notes from last year
3rd week: study chem and do practices tutorial from last year
and i dunno about whether continuing my h1 maths or take h2 maths.
no distractions please, i will be like someone, basically BE A FREAK. yes, I think she's a freak, I think you guys would agree with me that she's a freak. EEKK.
Well anyway, today is so stupid.
My sister is so stupid. She brought $30, when we are going to library, and buy some things that costs $6. And in the end...
THE WALLET IS MISSING!
We went to Timezone, and maybe the wallet was misplaced, or it was being pickpocket. My younger sister even placed her head on the floor in case the wallet was below machines. I saw some people that might just take. This group of guys or this one girl. But the guys left the place after playing for two rounds of game, and the girl stayed in the place for like so long. Zzz. I very angry la, so stupid right, 13 year old kid brought $30 out! WTF. think she came from a RICH family meh? i check the dustbins also dont have lei.
I have many things to say leh. But now no mood la.
Must always be self conscious la. I always makes sure everything is intact in my bag every 5 seconds.
That's her retribution anyway =.= $30 being LOST.
that's really really really stupid.
i'm not a rich kid like all of my classmates/schoolmates are.
WAHHHHH.....
okay anyway, if I find the person, I'll give them a kick in the a**
heh, make sure they suffer physical, internal injuries.
so stupiddddd. RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
and wtf, i got scolded? omg, its only Timezone leh. said, "why you let your sisters follow you go timezone? nvr show good example" excuseee me, even if i did not go there, they'll go with their friends right? see, im such a pathetic kid, i dont go out to orchard etc, because thats the reason why. if u ask me to go orchard towers, where the hell is that? its because i've been not been exposed to such places. im such a social failure. anyone, JUST KILL ME! i hate and sick of living.
HOHOHO. i'M JUST spamming all these stuffs =.=
everyone starts schooling already omg. *evil laugh*
My timetable until 2nd Feb, from effect tomorrow:
1st week before school reopens: tidy up my room, really, everyting must be cleaned, including bio, chem worksheets that are under the bed collecting dust (i know.., its very EEKK) AND read my old magazines, and keeping some of them for some reasons; finishing up reading bio textbook.
2nd week: read bio lecture notes from last year
3rd week: study chem and do practices tutorial from last year
and i dunno about whether continuing my h1 maths or take h2 maths.
no distractions please, i will be like someone, basically BE A FREAK. yes, I think she's a freak, I think you guys would agree with me that she's a freak. EEKK.
The yesterday trip has no spark. In MY definition, spark means no waste money (definition been copyrighted my ME) :P . My friends and I usually go VivoCity to watch movie, then walk there for 2 hours.
Yesterday, go to lunch, upstairs the pool, National Geographic, Adidas shop. I only spend $1.80 over a cup of Ribena.
Which kind of good thing, $1.80! Now, I have $25 left. $10 for transportation. $15 for ....? And I have no money to top up my prepaid card, so..., if anyone messaged me, TOO BAD, I won't reply. NO MONEY NO MONEY!!! So, I'm going on M.I.A (Missing In Action) until 2nd Feb. OMG, I got like another 1 month for the amount of money I had now in my prepaid card, $0.57!
Oh yes, another resolution for the new year:
I will NOT buy anyone FREE birthday present anymore.
Firstly, I need money to buy books for my studies. Now, taking everything seriously.
Secondly, I need to save up for my OCIP Trip, so I could write it on my testimonial. (I have everything planned out)
Thirdly, I need to save up for A-Levels paper fee. Its VERY expensive, I think costs more than O-Level D:
But I will give, a card, and probably a FOOD (e.g birthday cake) for someone's birthday. Depends on the amount of money I have in that month.
P.S: If anyone want to buy cake and expect me to eat it, PLEASE let it be Halal for me okay. Shops to buy cakes that are edible to me: Polar, Prima Deli. THANK YOU! Yeahh, cakes don't have pork, but..., they put some wine or those alcoholic things inside, to preserve the cakes longerrrr. Understoodddd?
P.S: I don't expect people to give me presents anyway, cuz it's just "occupying the little amount of space I had in my bedroom".
Friendship BOND can't be bought with money or presents. Hahaha!
Just like what, Jolene said, she's going to be stingy this year cuz she needs the money for her Japan Trip after A-Level. So, I also want to be as stingy as her ^^
Yesterday, go to lunch, upstairs the pool, National Geographic, Adidas shop. I only spend $1.80 over a cup of Ribena.
Which kind of good thing, $1.80! Now, I have $25 left. $10 for transportation. $15 for ....? And I have no money to top up my prepaid card, so..., if anyone messaged me, TOO BAD, I won't reply. NO MONEY NO MONEY!!! So, I'm going on M.I.A (Missing In Action) until 2nd Feb. OMG, I got like another 1 month for the amount of money I had now in my prepaid card, $0.57!
Oh yes, another resolution for the new year:
I will NOT buy anyone FREE birthday present anymore.
Firstly, I need money to buy books for my studies. Now, taking everything seriously.
Secondly, I need to save up for my OCIP Trip, so I could write it on my testimonial. (I have everything planned out)
Thirdly, I need to save up for A-Levels paper fee. Its VERY expensive, I think costs more than O-Level D:
But I will give, a card, and probably a FOOD (e.g birthday cake) for someone's birthday. Depends on the amount of money I have in that month.
P.S: If anyone want to buy cake and expect me to eat it, PLEASE let it be Halal for me okay. Shops to buy cakes that are edible to me: Polar, Prima Deli. THANK YOU! Yeahh, cakes don't have pork, but..., they put some wine or those alcoholic things inside, to preserve the cakes longerrrr. Understoodddd?
P.S: I don't expect people to give me presents anyway, cuz it's just "occupying the little amount of space I had in my bedroom".
Friendship BOND can't be bought with money or presents. Hahaha!
Just like what, Jolene said, she's going to be stingy this year cuz she needs the money for her Japan Trip after A-Level. So, I also want to be as stingy as her ^^
Friday, January 9
Okay, hopefully no one reads this post because some parts are so embarrassing!
I reached school at 8.33am, and I just don't care if the teachers are going to give us a brief about the day's event. But when I asked the guy (I forgot his name), he said they were all sitting down there from morning, and teachers didn't brief anything. Then they said they should come a little but late just now and spent the time sleeping. How true!
We waited until 10.30am, it was our turn perform. While waiting, Tissany sat with Pei Yen. Then, after a few minutes later, she mouthed, ".... is there" I suddenly TURNED MY HEAD INVOLUNTARILY SO QUICKLY and he was staring at me. I want to thank Heng How for asking me to hold his guitar for him! If not, guess what will happen? I will wave at him! That's so freakyyy. Wahh, I also dunno why my hand suddenly did this "tiny wave" while holding the guitar. And I quickly muttered to myself. Okay, I talked rubbish to YT to relieve my embarrassment! This is sucks (of me). Huuhuu T_T
During the 1st performance, I was like saying, "That was stupid" to myself. So, I didn't really concentrate on playing. And WTH, WHY AM I ALWAYS SITTING IN FRONT, IN THE CENTRE OF THE ENSEMBLE?!
After the performance, Melvin said 1pm will be our 2nd performance, WTH 2 hours to go! Then I automatically said to YT, "Let's go out to Northpoint", and she agreed, and not asking anyone to follow us. We ate KFC, and I didn't finish my food cuz I was full (dunno why), so I put it in my bag. Walked around the shopping centre before heading off back to school. (Now I know something. The lady who did my hair said some words in Japanese regarding the type of rebonding hair, I dunno how to say that word so I just say "I want the second one" as I really BLUR. So, YT told me there's a lot of types of rebonding. There's normal, Korean, Japanese etc. No wonder the lady said some words that I did not understand. Haha, my hair is the Japanese rebonding. Ooh, now I see.)
Okay on the way to the Guitar room, Alvin was talking to Melvin. I was DEAD BOREDDD! i did something stupid. I said HI to Alvin, and he said HI to me. Then I asked him, "Do you remember me?" And I just walked off. I think they think I am super crazy. But its obvious to remember me cuz I was embarrassingly wearing a Guitar shirt to watch movie when they saw me the last time!
Back to school, WTH GOT FREE FOOD LEH! Nasi Lemak! FREE FOODDDD! We shouldn't have gone out and waste my money cuz I'm really on budget. President fault cuz he didn't say properly =P Margaret came! I missed her! She's going Poly! ): And felt like I want to go too!
AT 2.30pm, we had our 2nd performance, after spending time doing nothing!!! Our school band plays very well, AND I LOVE IT! Because when they play, the sound is full of ENERGY AND DYNAMIC! Super powerful! And Nasruddin was playing solo on his dunno what instrument! Very WOW. Compared to guitar..., *coughs*.
The 2nd performance, no one was watching. Only the teacher was watching and clapped for us. Many Guitarists left already. So, we played just for the sake of playing. After that packed up all the instruments, and the cute guitarrrr!
Eun wanted to go to our school to see Joel =.= (and I saw him many times today, and saw him eating while standing up). But in the end, didn't come. Hohoho, her loss =P
This Open House was kinda empty becasue I think most people would prefer to go the Polytechnics Open House, cuz its more exciting! Yeah, I am very sad about it.
Then bored la, go home walked lor.
The day: - bored - empty - embarrassing
Oh yes, I want to be Guitar President this year, and conquer it! LOL. I want to do a better job! Cuz I was feeling very =.='' when I see the guitar room VERY MESSY! Ok, but lazy to be President la.
And just now was so damn funny. The Shanq Kun guy asked, "Is this all the people who turned up?" Cecilia said, "Ya. After Melvin took over, this is number of people who turned up" And its a small number of people. hahaha I didn't say anything ok, ITS JUST SO FUNNY!
I reached school at 8.33am, and I just don't care if the teachers are going to give us a brief about the day's event. But when I asked the guy (I forgot his name), he said they were all sitting down there from morning, and teachers didn't brief anything. Then they said they should come a little but late just now and spent the time sleeping. How true!
We waited until 10.30am, it was our turn perform. While waiting, Tissany sat with Pei Yen. Then, after a few minutes later, she mouthed, ".... is there" I suddenly TURNED MY HEAD INVOLUNTARILY SO QUICKLY and he was staring at me. I want to thank Heng How for asking me to hold his guitar for him! If not, guess what will happen? I will wave at him! That's so freakyyy. Wahh, I also dunno why my hand suddenly did this "tiny wave" while holding the guitar. And I quickly muttered to myself. Okay, I talked rubbish to YT to relieve my embarrassment! This is sucks (of me). Huuhuu T_T
During the 1st performance, I was like saying, "That was stupid" to myself. So, I didn't really concentrate on playing. And WTH, WHY AM I ALWAYS SITTING IN FRONT, IN THE CENTRE OF THE ENSEMBLE?!
After the performance, Melvin said 1pm will be our 2nd performance, WTH 2 hours to go! Then I automatically said to YT, "Let's go out to Northpoint", and she agreed, and not asking anyone to follow us. We ate KFC, and I didn't finish my food cuz I was full (dunno why), so I put it in my bag. Walked around the shopping centre before heading off back to school. (Now I know something. The lady who did my hair said some words in Japanese regarding the type of rebonding hair, I dunno how to say that word so I just say "I want the second one" as I really BLUR. So, YT told me there's a lot of types of rebonding. There's normal, Korean, Japanese etc. No wonder the lady said some words that I did not understand. Haha, my hair is the Japanese rebonding. Ooh, now I see.)
Okay on the way to the Guitar room, Alvin was talking to Melvin. I was DEAD BOREDDD! i did something stupid. I said HI to Alvin, and he said HI to me. Then I asked him, "Do you remember me?" And I just walked off. I think they think I am super crazy. But its obvious to remember me cuz I was embarrassingly wearing a Guitar shirt to watch movie when they saw me the last time!
Back to school, WTH GOT FREE FOOD LEH! Nasi Lemak! FREE FOODDDD! We shouldn't have gone out and waste my money cuz I'm really on budget. President fault cuz he didn't say properly =P Margaret came! I missed her! She's going Poly! ): And felt like I want to go too!
AT 2.30pm, we had our 2nd performance, after spending time doing nothing!!! Our school band plays very well, AND I LOVE IT! Because when they play, the sound is full of ENERGY AND DYNAMIC! Super powerful! And Nasruddin was playing solo on his dunno what instrument! Very WOW. Compared to guitar..., *coughs*.
The 2nd performance, no one was watching. Only the teacher was watching and clapped for us. Many Guitarists left already. So, we played just for the sake of playing. After that packed up all the instruments, and the cute guitarrrr!
Eun wanted to go to our school to see Joel =.= (and I saw him many times today, and saw him eating while standing up). But in the end, didn't come. Hohoho, her loss =P
This Open House was kinda empty becasue I think most people would prefer to go the Polytechnics Open House, cuz its more exciting! Yeah, I am very sad about it.
Then bored la, go home walked lor.
The day: - bored - empty - embarrassing
Oh yes, I want to be Guitar President this year, and conquer it! LOL. I want to do a better job! Cuz I was feeling very =.='' when I see the guitar room VERY MESSY! Ok, but lazy to be President la.
And just now was so damn funny. The Shanq Kun guy asked, "Is this all the people who turned up?" Cecilia said, "Ya. After Melvin took over, this is number of people who turned up" And its a small number of people. hahaha I didn't say anything ok, ITS JUST SO FUNNY!
Tuesday, January 6
My Audition life is so pathetic. But I think its retribution lol. Last time I thought those "couples" I got are hackers, since they got too much EXP points and Dens. But actually they are not because I think the Audition got something wrong, maybe a bug, as all those "couples" I had had those extraordinare numbers in their EXP and Dens. So now, everytime, my avatar will have a "split". Now my avatar is single again. LOL Pathetic right? Well, well. Its okay.
Anyway, I'm angry. How come they know its $80. Sh*t man, then I should have gone for the $68 one. I play Audition also got scolding, and badmouthed me in front of them. Heh, R is for Retribution. I don't care. I so angry that when I played the Beat Rush in Audi, and got the part where we need to press "Ctrl", I pressed damn hard as if I punch people on their face. Then got scolding again because "scared that the keyboard got spoilt and need to buy new one and waste money over someone who made it spoilt". But don't blame me la, who make me angry? Who bully me, you'll get it man!
Anyway, I'm angry. How come they know its $80. Sh*t man, then I should have gone for the $68 one. I play Audition also got scolding, and badmouthed me in front of them. Heh, R is for Retribution. I don't care. I so angry that when I played the Beat Rush in Audi, and got the part where we need to press "Ctrl", I pressed damn hard as if I punch people on their face. Then got scolding again because "scared that the keyboard got spoilt and need to buy new one and waste money over someone who made it spoilt". But don't blame me la, who make me angry? Who bully me, you'll get it man!
Monday, January 5
I woke up at 9.10am, cuz very lazy to wake up. By time reach Guitar room, the President also haven't reach (LOL). Jolene asked me: "Hey, what's up with your hair? Use wrong shampoo huh?" I said: "Yeah!" After the President opened the Guitar room, I took out the school guitar, then went out of the room. GUESS WHO I SAW? CINDY LOL!
Cindy: Hey you rebonded your hair huh?
Me: *choose to ignore the question lol* Hey long time no see!
Cindy: You also long time nvr come right?
Me: I always come one
LOL LOL LOL
and I asked her about Priya's whereabout. Then she said Priya is still at Australia! Working for her uncle. No wonder. Next week start schooling already, COME BACKKK!
Practiced the SYF piece. And I asked Shannon and Stephanie: "What is the difference between this empty thing and this thing?" Then Stephanie said: "this one is NATURAL". And I went blur.
Music scores are forever cheem. Cuz when play on the guitar, the music scores showed differently.
Then, played Farucca and In the Sky for the Open House.
FINISH FINALLY!
Walked to Npoint, man, both of the shops don't have the shampoo that I wanted. I think I saw one last time! On the escalator, I saw Annette. I think she called me while we were playing some songs for the guitar. I dunno who called me cuz it seems that my SIM card, doesnt have some people's number in the other phone. And I'm very blur. Then, go home I walked.
Reached home, print out for Eun her thing. Man, I'm a very bad friend! Last time she accompany me to go to the salon, and I said I will follow her today, but in the end nvr accompany her. I'm such an old lady, I'm tired =X i pangseh kia =.=
Cindy: Hey you rebonded your hair huh?
Me: *choose to ignore the question lol* Hey long time no see!
Cindy: You also long time nvr come right?
Me: I always come one
LOL LOL LOL
and I asked her about Priya's whereabout. Then she said Priya is still at Australia! Working for her uncle. No wonder. Next week start schooling already, COME BACKKK!
Practiced the SYF piece. And I asked Shannon and Stephanie: "What is the difference between this empty thing and this thing?" Then Stephanie said: "this one is NATURAL". And I went blur.
Music scores are forever cheem. Cuz when play on the guitar, the music scores showed differently.
Then, played Farucca and In the Sky for the Open House.
FINISH FINALLY!
Walked to Npoint, man, both of the shops don't have the shampoo that I wanted. I think I saw one last time! On the escalator, I saw Annette. I think she called me while we were playing some songs for the guitar. I dunno who called me cuz it seems that my SIM card, doesnt have some people's number in the other phone. And I'm very blur. Then, go home I walked.
Reached home, print out for Eun her thing. Man, I'm a very bad friend! Last time she accompany me to go to the salon, and I said I will follow her today, but in the end nvr accompany her. I'm such an old lady, I'm tired =X i pangseh kia =.=
Saturday, January 3
Let’s do a reflection on what I’ve done for the past year:
The year started off quite well, with the O Level results and all. Then it turned all downhill (but still manageable). I made a lot of new friends which shares the same interests, I talk more to friends that I know except for some. If people think that I very err.. arrogant(?) because I don’t talk to them, its because I don’t have nothing to talk about (lack of speeches).
Then, I dunno what’s going on my mind, I joined the NDP Cheerleading, which is a great experience. My dream come true. And I love it!
I’ve been dozing off all the times, 24/7, I dunno why, but my brain just can’t seem to work. But its alright, 2009 is here, time to wake up.
I quit watching TV, my favourite online game, didn’t go anywhere around the country, don’t know the latest movies on the cinema… but the ending, I still doesn’t do well in studies. Hohoho!
Project Work takes the whole time of our time. Hopefully the results will be good.
I realised that I got 0 hours of CIP, but luckily my participation in NDP helps.
I learnt how to play the guitar, learnt to read music score, AND I’M TERRIBLY HAPPY!
Of course, every year I would do something stupid, which I don’t want to think about it anymore.
2009:
I have no resolutions, but here’s my motto for 2009: Hopefully the year will be full of new experiences and new journeys.
Something to achieve (and I don’t call it a resolution):
Be an EXCO member in my CCA
Get As or Bs in Promos
Make more friends with the Juniors! (:
Yeahh. This year, I want to be “isolated”. Its because sometimes, some people just made me sad. The way their behaviours and attitudes. So, now I will just focus on making friendship bonds with my Juniors, and my RETAINEE FRIENDS! :D That’s all, I’m sort of giving up everything.
This post is not referring to anyone in particular, no offence (if taken).
The year started off quite well, with the O Level results and all. Then it turned all downhill (but still manageable). I made a lot of new friends which shares the same interests, I talk more to friends that I know except for some. If people think that I very err.. arrogant(?) because I don’t talk to them, its because I don’t have nothing to talk about (lack of speeches).
Then, I dunno what’s going on my mind, I joined the NDP Cheerleading, which is a great experience. My dream come true. And I love it!
I’ve been dozing off all the times, 24/7, I dunno why, but my brain just can’t seem to work. But its alright, 2009 is here, time to wake up.
I quit watching TV, my favourite online game, didn’t go anywhere around the country, don’t know the latest movies on the cinema… but the ending, I still doesn’t do well in studies. Hohoho!
Project Work takes the whole time of our time. Hopefully the results will be good.
I realised that I got 0 hours of CIP, but luckily my participation in NDP helps.
I learnt how to play the guitar, learnt to read music score, AND I’M TERRIBLY HAPPY!
Of course, every year I would do something stupid, which I don’t want to think about it anymore.
2009:
I have no resolutions, but here’s my motto for 2009: Hopefully the year will be full of new experiences and new journeys.
Something to achieve (and I don’t call it a resolution):
Be an EXCO member in my CCA
Get As or Bs in Promos
Make more friends with the Juniors! (:
Yeahh. This year, I want to be “isolated”. Its because sometimes, some people just made me sad. The way their behaviours and attitudes. So, now I will just focus on making friendship bonds with my Juniors, and my RETAINEE FRIENDS! :D That’s all, I’m sort of giving up everything.
This post is not referring to anyone in particular, no offence (if taken).
Friday, January 2
What am I doing here at the computer? Sian. I should go out right? Zzz. Stupid. When I live on my own then can. You see, Marina Bay got fireworks; not many people in my msn is online, only 4 people leh; the neighbours in front of my block all shout like damn loud “happy new year”; khatib there got celebration. I FEEL SO LONELY. PATHETIC LIFE. (written on 12:10am, 1 Jan 09)
err... im going to straighten the hair, i feeling very nervous ~ =.=
err... im going to straighten the hair, i feeling very nervous ~ =.=
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