Sianzzzz

Omg. Today's date is 09/12/2009.
That is approximately 6 days after my last paper(Biology P1)
Well,it is great that examinations are finally over which is what most people are waiting for. But nevertheless,I would rather examinations are not yet finished:( Now,throughout the 6 days of freedom,i was practically slacking every single moment and this kind of lifestyle is definitely not my cup of tea. I would rather go work and spend my time earning some bucks & save for christmas, instead of slacking real badly at home.

Went to orchard & Raffles Place with yt today to seek out for job opportunities and at the RE(Ngee Ann City) there,u know who i saw?
Ivan!
Omg. I din really expect to see anyone from my school there.
not to mention him hahas;)
I was caught in surprise when i saw him sitting there,wearing tee and shorts,filling the form(which i did yesterday). We also saw another guy from yt's ctg, the one who is pretty welcomed by a number of girls in our school. I cannt rmb his name unfortunately:(

I talked to ivan for quite a while as he was asking info about the job agency etc....
I must admit that he's really really nice guy to talk too!;)

Me and yt walked damn long while searching for places which could be hiring pple like us.
I din even get to shop nia~~~
Unlike her,who brought 19.90 jeans which is totally awesome for the price and the quality.
Im so jealous!
*Thus,i must always rmb to bring a lot more next time round if i meet up with frenz!
I WANT TO BUY JEANS BADLY~~~~~~~~~~~~

On our way back(near khatib thr),i then realized that the one who is standing somewhr near me looks a bit like Cindy Yap. I was right about it. But only realized that when i was about to alight from the train. So, din get to talk to her that much:( Btw,she's working in Taka!

I WANT TO WORK!!!!!!!

anyway,im uploading pics we took long time ago(otherwise,she will kill me if i still dun)
Hahas

Here they are!!!!

Zy & Danny(aka Jay Chou)
*Someone's fav. photo;)

zy's stressed look(as usual) LOL

Another stressed kid(whom is thinking of jumpin' down the stairs?!)
*Dun worry,my dear,u at most get yaself injuried thats all;)
LOL

My fav. photo!!!!!

Durain!;)

Woohoo~
i love it~~~~~

Me & Umairah;)

Zy(again) Zzzzzz
*No offence

Random pic

Umairah & mE;)

Both of us again!

Zy(aka yi tiao yu)
LOL

in the morning came to school, chiong cse. wahh... i scared! if i get 21 out of 50 I will be happy enough. If got U, then... )': okay fine, I screwed up for the exam.

I will hang out with Hu Wei on Thursday, haha, we were like saying something, and he said I got talent, so can ... approximation of what Aj told me, its the same! But I don't believe you all xD I'm so gonna ask him to help me in my Calculus YAYNESS! :D

So, I was sad about my cse, Alicia helps me to forget about my cse sadness, by treating me Starbucks Mocha Frappucinoooo! :D THANK YOU SO MUCHHHH! :D Makes me happyyy!

Yeah, reminded me of the drink that Yj bought for me, the one with whipped cream and ice-cream on top. YUMMM ... Love both of them :D hehehe. Yes, today I shall chiong Math!

Looking forward to:

1. Cutting hair tomorrow

2. Buy Ly's present

3. Math Calculus revision

4. Help from Hu Wei! haha, probably it will be the last time I will see him until after A-Level finish ):

5. Next week's timetable!

Okay yesterday, went out with Eunice, eat at Breeks, then study. when we going home, she sent me home, under the block. i really appreciate that she wanted to have a lighter so she can light up the candle. THANK YOU :D

So today, me and Alicia was sitting at the Art Gallery. Rm came up and asked me if I want to eat or not. Well, I didn't bring money cuz I thought I wanted to just go home straight after my Chem paper. I just want to sleep. Okay anyway, so I told him that I never bring money, he told me that they will treat me! HAHAHA. Ok lor! So we went to Sakura cuz I told them I want Swenson or Seoul Garden, but I was just kidding. Wahh really, yeow jie is the best guy on earth! even though sometimes, he like don't care, like bo chup, but WOW, he rocks. At the restaurant, got this small card, indicating a few drinks. There's no tag price on it. Yj asked me, hey what drink you want? I treat you in addition. He's the kind of guy who always jokes around. So I was like, hmmm. got this drink, which looks tempting and delicious. I told him I want that drink. But I was just kidding la. I didn't know he was really treating me. So rm did the order. I went to the toilet for 10 minutes whoaaa, the food was already served. Then rm said the restaurant was empty cuz he booked the entire restaurant. LOLz. I saw yj was drinking his drink. I thought he drank the drink because he wanted to know my opinion what kind of drink is nice. So, the waiter brought me my drink. seriously, PUPIL DILATION. so me and yj had the drink.

I want to say thanks to clara, sheng wei, yeow jie and rui ming. (i close one eye). but really, people who really are nice, i will treat them nicely also. if not..., see the consequences :D

so, yesterday i dreamt about Mark. lol the dream was contributed by eunice! i dreamt that Mark sent me back home after he went shopping with me. i bought a white coloured bag, while he carried the bag for me. and someone else was dreaming about me (and another girls)

what i believe is that, when you are with someone for so long, that person will be regard as a "permanent resident" in your brain. so, when you dream about a particular situation, you will naturally dream about someone whom you are always with or always thinking about. and in someone's case, i think its because i'm used to be his confidante.

- thanks hu wei for the motivation. really appreciate it (:

Monday to Wednesday, school was pretty okay.

On Monday, uhh... I was very annoyed. My sec school friends aren't weird. They rocks, mind you. The funny thing, I was talking to yj, rm sort of interrupted me, I told him to "Shut up". Then, yj told me, "wahh... he angry with you". Second time, I told him to Shut up also cuz I was annoyed. He said, "I won't talk to you throughout my life". Then, I told him, "Fine! Then ........". And yj laughed!!! hahaha. What I said was a bit funny! I LIKE! :D

On Tuesday, haha, me, Aj and Adrian sat at the library basement during... uhh... =X wahhh i smsed yj 2 times, he finally called me! i asked him whether he's eating out, and with who. So, I came down to wed exp. I asked CH, "hey u guys don't have PW?" CH said, "don't have". AND I WAS LIKE, "WHAT? DON'T HAVE?! HUH WHYYYY????!!!!!!!!" I sort of flared up :D for a purpose. Ok phew, so it was me, yj and rm went off for our lunch outside WITHOUT ANY JUNIORS! :D We went to Breeks! YAY! $8 each la. so we had soup of the day, our chicken + fries + coleslaw!!!, small cup of plain water, and ice-cream!!! omg, the ice-cream was peppermint. my fav! :D so the three of us took peppermint. i tell you, i was smiling when i was eating. HA! i didn't finish up my fries cuz scared i will vomit. but luckily, i did not vomit. i thought rm wasn't going to talk to me, but he was the one who spoke to me first. ha! so after we ate, we paid, there $5.60 change. rm wanted to put 60cents for their tips. then i took the 60cents LOL. he forked out his own money to replace the 60 cents. and i took $2 from him cuz i need to buy ai ling's present afterwards. while walking to send yj off, rm told me, "why u want to take the 60 cents?" the reason was" I AM NOT WORKING. EVERY CENTS COUNTS. haha, yj agreed with me. THE FUNNY THING IS: rm said that he gives tips as a form of respect. so i laughed like some crazy girl. then i told him, "ehh you respect me or not? come, give me money!" LOL. so he rephrased that :D reached school, for pcct, released quite early. did my chem. waited for aj and adrian. went off to npoint. wanting to buy for ai ling a teddy bear. no money left. so we bought a flower instead. phew... we had enough money! :D

ahh i finally get the better picture after rosani and aj told me something. after promos, i have a HUGE project. i'm going to draw a "tree" YES!

they dumped her. she came to me. took my bfs. i'm annoyed. she dumped me. now i dumped her and my bfs. but my bfs will still live in my heart. that's why i told him that i am disappointed. in you. i will always be -.-'' whenever see someone with him. for goodness sake, do your pw. we, the seniors, we rockzzz.

Today, Saturday. It was raining. But I still went to Gal's house, buying Mark's potato chips. I managed to finish bio lecture notes, after 1 week! There's also no Wii, that's why. After that, I slacked. I was confused cuz SW didn't mention where to go for the lantern festival thing. Then I suggested to go to the basketball court there cuz there's a large scale event happening. Me, Eun, Mark and Gar left Gal's house at 9pm, after Gar managed to play the PlayStation, finally he managed to get level up. We waited the bus for so long. I told them we should take bus at first. Then waited for 10 minutes, the bus still haven't arrive. We decided to walk to the festival. Haha. My bad! It was quite fast walking there. When we arrived, we crossed the road and met rm, yj they all. After I introduced my sec school friends, I introduced rm and yj they all. Then, moment of awkwardness. Ok, my bad also I guess. I dunno what they all doing, sitting under the block? I thought we were going to watch the moon? Or play lantern? My sec school friends are all very ON, they have a lot of connections from North, South, East, West. But just now, its very awkward. I dunno why! Ok I accidentally grabbed Gar's arm, like ewwww. He shouted "Don't touch me!" Ewww, that's an accident! So, me, Eun, Mark and Gar crossed the road again and were "discussing". Sighhh ): Funny incident, Mark asked me to move forward, then he whispered into my ears, "That girl lining up at that ice-cream there, that's what I want". He told me before about this dream girl, and she fits perfectly. Hmph, Gar bullied my Eun! ): Eun rocks! She told me something that enlightens me, enables me to think carefully, I can finally see the light. I should just give up. She's right about it! I can finally study in peace now :D

AHH I thought I recovered already. But now i feel like puking again! Luckily there's no food inside my stomach if not, I will be running into the toilet now. ALL THANKS TO SOME CONTRIBUTING FACTORS.

Thrusday:
Let's talk about the HAPPY moments. I felt happy going out with Tissany and Zhong Yu, even though Danny can't make it. The fun time we had, seeing Zhong Yu cooked those meats, Tissany serving us with food. Hahaha. Let's see, I ate, sausages, crabsticks, spaghetti, french fries, tons of chicken meats and beefs, ice-cream. Heh, I only puked out my YAM ice-creammmm! I treasure those days that we had, wait after A-Level then we shall play all day.

Friday:
Ok SW asked me to go to the Lantern Festival, then after a few mesasges he sent, I don't feel like going already. Its not about one particular guy who doesn't dare to do something, and use me as a bait to catch the fish. I don't care about that, cuz its his love problem. I don't understand why some people just happy to have found someone better to be friends with. With me, always talk about all these emo stuffs. And with some girls, I could see that someone is happy. Its not about wearing a MASK, cuz when someone shows his or her smile, I can tell whether its PURE happiness or what. And I could see that in someone's smile. After a few weeks trying to forget about all these kind of things, it came back again. Its either I be a social reject, or getting a bucket so that I can puke. I puke when there's some events occurring. I'VE NO MOOD TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW. I'm pissed. I JUST WANT TO PLAY Wii! please, don't use me as a bait. What teacher said just now about some people withdrawing from A-Level after paying a huge sum for the papers. Next year, heh, would be sucky without the Jc2.

Thursday:

heheh, I lazy to do PE :D then during PE, A.j taught me Differentiation cuz I couldn't understand Math lesson just now ): then during CSE, we need to do Souce Based Questions :O then for GP, teacher gave us some tips for Essay, Compre and AQ. She let us off early. Then for Math, I was very bored. Played with my GC! :D Roy and A.j were all sitting beside me. Firstly, I was caught talking. Actually I was talking to Michelle cuz she asked me some questions. Teacher taught I was the one starting the conversation, after that Michelle paiseh. LOL. Secondly, I was caught talking with A.j and Roy. Then teacher asked me, "Why do you want to sit in between these two guys"? She said something about the two guys being bo chup that kind. I forgot what she said, but it was so funny! And she said I should sit somewhere upstairs. Two teachers said me the same question, "Why you look so stressed?" LOL. A.j answered back "Cuz she's worried about GP tomorrow". Finally cleared up my misunderstanding with my "Best Friend".

Friday:

GP essay, I couldn't finish the transition paragraph 2. This time, I won't be stupid as to write nonsense. GP Compre, like duhh, everyone couldn't finish AQ. After the exam, went off to do my CSE. AHH need to pass up by Thursday or Friday. But I won't sacrifice my GP for CSE. So instead I finished up my CSE. Then my "Best Friend" went home alone sia ): Wahh... I did my SBQ for 4 hours like that! Hopefully got quality! :D

Saturday:

Me and Tissany reached the library earlier than the Zhong Yu and Danny. It was raining heavily, and ZY's bag was wet. Before that, got a guy sat beside Tissany. She knows what I was thinking. Heh. Then, we went off to McD, the guy had gone already. So I asked ZY about it, and he said that guy was his primary school schoolmate. YAY. See, I got chance le. Muahahaha. So I had a great time today. Danny came 2 hours before everyone went to our separate ways. Our school NEmation guy was there too. Danny said he wants to go to gym, instead of swimming. Wahh, I LIKE! Reached here, I bought a shampoo! Cuz got discount! :D

Thanks ar Tissany for discovering his name and school.

and thanks everyone for helping me in Differentiation! :D

I'VE CHANGED MY KICKAPOO JOY JUICE! ;D

I just love 15.09.09!
But today... sigh ): I GIVE UP!
the Math test, NO KICK LA. but then, i think get like around E grade. i know how to do that question after several attempts!!! but no time! AHH...

ok during break time just now, my dear accompanied me HAHAHA. ya very sad la, he got gf leh! LOL ):

ok so, after Math, like i couldn't take it anymore. i felt that its to its maximum already. i dunno what had and al were talking, cuz my ears got somewhat blocked, i put my head on da table as i nearly burst into tears. phew. luckily hidayat come and sit with me, if not there will be flooding le. time passed by quite fast, then tissany came already. then saw danny, i quickly shouted "DANNY WAIT FOR ME! GO HOME WITH ME!" ok then 3 of us walked together. since danny is like don't care that kind of person, i told him about some stuffs. haha, he said, "aiyaa... actually last year you can promote right? you should have taken the opportunity" actually, now, i do regret. at least i'm MORE happier last year, even if my academics like wth...

seriously, i find that human behaviour is sometimes hilarious, confusing. like i dunno wth people want to do such things. i just wanna run away from all these. like what i told aj, i need a brainwash. and adrian said i'm being lame ;-( haha. like fine, aj hangs out with me, so he told me about his sec sch class did a BBQ. each and everyone say about 1 bad thing and 1 good thing about each classmate, before their O Level study break. I feel that its fun. IM SO SUPPORTIVE OF IT -.- a classmate said that he got a big mouth LOL. hahaha very funny. ok back to danny. so i told him some stuffs. then he asked me a question "................" i got pupil dilation and my mouth was wide opened. i asked tissany who was busy messaging "omg tissany. did u hear what he asked me?!" she didn't hear wat danny said, so i repeated the question. LOL honestly, i couldn't answer to danny's question. LIKE OH MY... he's so spot-on. i only tell him about 2 lines, then he can make and evaluation of it sehh. CLEVER!!! ......... and danny's wise words "but LIFE STILL GOES ON RIGHT?" HELL YEAH I LIKE THAT!

Mark is unhappy ):

In conclusion:

- i should have just promoted myself last year. i miss everyone ):

- guys just don't move on. don't make use of me larhs. "BEST FRIEND" -.- lol i just love the messages i send to someone. even tissany likes it! :D

Monday:

Mark smsed last minute and asked me to go to Galston's house. Say do homework. Like at home also I can do by my own. Then, reached there, he ignored me -.- So i played Wii and PlayStation with Gareth. Uhh... I lost in all games, except for 1, which Mark helped.

Tuesday:

woohoo~ slacking day. then rm at night, asked me to go to the SG outing. i went because he asked me, if not i wouldn't bother coming. and i asked him to talk to me, so i wouldn't go there and waste my time. (and yeah he did)

Wednesday:

Heh, I "borrowed" my sis Crocs purple shoe (but as soon as I reach home, my feet hurts! i can't use GIRLY shoes)

Ok the day was super hot, luckily imma smart one to bring a cap. The person who suggests to play kite didn't come, heh, SHOULD CHOOSE ICE-SKATING LA! Waited for the bus for so long, finally it arrived. If we walked there, its quite far. When we reached, we went to the Rooftop, scenary damn nice. Can see the flyer, wooooots. So I obviously can't fly kite, so rm and zx (and ch and yj) flew it. Heh, zx and rm did better in flying the kite. Only zx brought the kite. Haha. Then some of them nothing to do, they played cards -.- so I just watched. Very boring. Done, we onboard the MRT, I went off first cuz I WAS REALLY DEHYDRATEDDD!

Thursday:

Ahh... Late for Math lesson. and Mark said this Saturday can't go buy gifts ):

Imma reduce this words:

serious business, rm is a very nice guy. his future wife will be very fortunate, really, im not kidding. as a friend, i do observe certain things. when he likes someone/ something, he will like it with all his heart. so really, treasure him. he's nice. even called me and said goodbye. like wow. i think he's better than Mark LOL (even though Mark claims that he got CHARM, haha).

this week:
again, quite an emo week. but luckily, its a SHORT week!
break record liao, i send 600 sms-es within less than 2 weeks. Mark is contributing to it. Haha. he survived talking to me, replying me in an instant. haha. he's my new confidant xD (apart from Tissany). i got a lot of things to say to you, but due to some circumstances, i just don't feel like talking to you.
i'm interested in learning people's behaviour and reaction to certain things. ok i want to study Philosophy. i'm beginning to get the hang out of what it is. i seriously don't understand why certain people did certain things. anyway, don't like people who destroys my happiness. thanks for your effort.
haha. my guy Juniors friends are all damn cute sia. like sw and ly. Ly said, "if you want to touch my hair, i'm fine with it. Its so smooth~" LOL. that day, sw bought a kickapoo drink. then he said he likes to drink it cuz its a joy juice, make him a bit joyful. then sw got asked me, "ehh then .... is your kickapoo joy juice?" xD when i told ly and aj about it, they laughed. haha yeahh i find it hilarious :D
i just miss talking to someone about personal stuffs. bet ya that someone changed their confidante.
i don't wish to see anyone during the school holidays, except for the people i want larhs. haha. like my sec school friends. don't worry ar Tissany, i won't ps you :D
chemistry test was a disaster. and on sunday, we had a CIP. man, it was the best CIP ever. FREE shirt, FREE Swenson (teacher treated us. wahh teacher(s) treated Swenson 2 times this year, all by my CCA teachers. THEY ROCKS LA)
- i miss my J2 friends ):

WTF

Friday

Right now, at this moment, i am totally indigant about what he said it just now, just before bio asp lesson.
Yeah, initially i showed him that displeased look already once he said that sentence(wtf, i WILL never forget about what he said). But, knowingly or unknowingly(if he did it unknowingly, he MUST be real dumb) , he did it AGAIN just now when bio asp was over. Yes, correct, again.
Isnt that like wtf?

For goodness sake,
DOES HE NOT REALIZE THAT HOW SENSITIVE THAT TOPIC IS?
OR DOES HE HAVE THE DISABILITY TO THINK CAREFULLY BEFORE HE SPILLS OUT ANY WORD FROM HIS MOUTH?
OR DOES HE THINK THAT I AM THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE WHO WILL NOT GET ANGRY UPON HIS WORDS AND SAYINGS PROBABLY BECAUSE I SORT OF KNOW HIS CHARACTER?
yeah right, i think i know him pretty well.
But apparently, it seems that he does not know me that well..

OR HE THINKS THAT I WILL NOT BE AFFECTED UPON HIS SAYINGS ABOUT ME IN FRONT OF MY CLASSMATES?!
well, if he thinks in that way, he is absolutely wrong about it

OR..MAYBE THAT IS HIS FREAKINGLY UNACCEPTABLE CHARACTER THAT NO ONE(yes, not even a single soul will accept that as well. How pathetic that is.) CAN ACCEPT OR EVEN RECOGNISES THAT IS BEING HUMOUROUS when it is not even funny at all?!

YOU!
yes,stop turning around and look at the others.
that is right.
you!
TOTALLY sucks to the core.

I WILL NOT LISTEN TO ALL YOUR CRAP FROM NOW ON
NEITHER I WILL JUST FORGET ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID TO ME TODAY(4th Sept 2009)
BECAUSE..

I AM TOTALLY SICK OF ALL YOUR CRAP STUFFS
AND I SEE NO POINT IN TOLERATING ALL THESE NONSENSE
WHY SHOULD I TOLERATE ALL THESE CRAP???
AND TREATING ASIF IT DOES NOT AFFECT ME???
TELL ME WHY SHOULD I ENDURE THIS BY MYSELF OVER THE PAST 1 YEAR AND 9 MONTHS OF CRAP?
WHY?

arent the others sick of this as well?
cannt you just stop it and think that you are the only one who is right whereas the entire world has to obey your sayings?
and for goodness sake, stop lying right under your teeth that you didnt study or what so ever.
who on earth will believe in that?!

My best advice to you is that you better stop all your nonsensical stuffs now. Otherwise, sooner or later, no one will be willing to be your friend.

Sorry
but i shall be the first one to say good-bye to you since i dont really want to talk to you neither do i want to hear your fucking voice anymore.

i had enough of these.

belated tchers' day celebration with 213
SOMEONE WROTE THAT she is"...a responsible person with good leadership quality in our class..."
YEAH RIGHT
That is soo true about her especially when she do not have the responsibility to take good care of her own classroom. How responsible could she ever be?!
I initially dont even want to say about this incident that happened in term 2 but well.. i dont really see the point in keeping it as a mean to cover-up her "responsibility" anymore.
In term 2, when i entered the classroom one fine day thinking that i gonna be late or something, i was totally horrified by the sight of the ctg classroom.
The classroom was in a total mess!!!!
The tables and chairs were not in their original positions anymore and they were just placed randomly in the small classroom area!
To my surprise, i was not the first one to reach the venue.

She and He reached the venue much earlier than me but they were tightly rooted to their seats, so tightly that they could not find themselves getting up!
Such a poor thing, i thought.
after placing my bag in my seat, i put on my ear piece and started to rearrange the seats and tables back one by one. Only after i started rearranging the tables and chairs for a few minutes, she finally managed to uproot off her nice,comfortable seat and began to arrange cos galston reached the classroom.
Such a hypocrite!
she does not deserve her whatever "responsible person.." fake impression given by jan they all.
But the thing is that, does she wrote that herself?
Well, i dont know but i cannt rule out the fact/

this week was pretty ok. i managed to control (: better than last week. however, i said the WORD! cuz i was too frustrated. oh my.
ok tuesday PE was LOL, kena trashed :D wednesday's guitar practice was ok -.- huuhuu. i wasn't sure how to play cuz our parts isn't that significant larhs. but i know how to play already, the secret behind it :D wahhh the chem spa was so WTH. next spa, next year, i better chiong. cfm this spa no hope to get FULL MARKS le! ): haha. i am very happy to sit with tissany during our break! :D ahh! i miss my j2 friends! wa sehh. so clever larhs, can guess so easily LOL. I LIKE! then we got back our SS2 test paper. like i thought i would fail, and like some of my classmates got As and Bs. of course, i don't dare to look at my paper. i asked tissany to look at the paper for me. she smiled. pupil dilation LOL. phewww. i didn't expect to get such grade. my SS1 module i got subpass, the homework i always refer to my friends, and i don't even understand some of the stuffs, and i didn't even practice for the test. HEHEHE. owned! hohoho. i managed to talk to sw's friend, and said, "HI SW'S FRIEND!" haha he smiled leh! SUCCESS.
anyway, just wanna say... I ROCKS :D hahahahah.

this week, i think its my worst mood swing of the time. let's see what we have.
on monday, bio spa was good :D
tuesday, it was meant to be a secret until the test was over.
wednesday, guitar time, we were supposed to play Yesterday by the Beatles. lol. I can't play my part well cuz i think it requires hearing, listening to th beat. i failed. then i thought want to wait for the ang moh guys, but then... nevermind lor :D
thursday, LOL. chiahui did a split during PE! PE was fun. but of course, all i did was scream. Math test was easy, but scared la.
friday, after school met annette. it was great. but regret ordering the "black pepper" sauce.
short phrases of the week, too short that maybe no one could understand :D
"thanks for everything, i did see you scarificed yourself for the sake of one, but i won't say anything. only thanks. i appreciate it" and i will too.
i just don't like it when guys don't reply to my messages. i got so fed up, i just don't care, i'm not going to reply any guys messages anymore, except for Mark. like really, in the message, i got put QUESTION MARK, but well, no one replied me.

CONCLUSION: I AM ANNOYED. why shouldn't i promote last year???!!!!

what happened this week:
hah. he said sometimes, its as if i've been possessed. hahah. err maybe lol? I LOVE LANYUAN, CLARA AND SHENGWEI! they bought for me a bag, for my ADVANCED BIRTHDAY present. AHH my Juniors damn rock la. i am touched. So, I went home after bio spa, then i went to the donut shop, and bought for them cute donuts! :D
yj was back on tuesday. PE was good, cuz we were just spectators! :D
wednesday cca practice was okay. haha ^_^ apparently, the gifts for the jc2 seniors were screwed up until that day!
thursday's pe was softball again =O then we need to do the gifts in the guitar room, lol we all thought we need manpower, but then ar, there's only 1 laptop, so actually 1 person can do all those stuffs leh. haha. but its okay, imma good exco member :P just kiddinggg. can't believe i was sleeping during h1 lesson, i think i slept with my mouth opened xD heheh. teacher felt happy cuz i spoke up. ROFL. wa sehh, rm said, "i think my pinky finger will pwned or owned (i dunno game languages) your first finger!" LOL then we compared, i want to hide my face... my first finger is approximately the same length as his pinky finger! =O and so damn funny. he sang to me, "tell me why...?" and the phrase was just random phrase out from his brain. i tried to search any song in my brain that has the "tell me why..." phrase. then i sang "tell me why... you're so hard to forget, don't remind meee!" he asked, "got such song meh?" i said, "yahh. by david archuleta" haha, he kept quiet after that. muahahaha! so funny larhss.
ahh... friday, can't go home early larhsss! we got to attend the college day. but it was fine larhs. lol sheng wei!!! don't make me feel so shy leh. so paiseh =X he's a funny kid! haha, and our other dear friend looks so cute when he wore a school tie! ok anyway, teacher don't want to buy for me souvenirs! ):
- i only think about funny moments, no more than that.
- and please, why don't you let go and MOVE ON...?

Monday:
I told him something and he was damn shocked. haha! see, i am clever :D
my guitar, someone took it for their practice, and i was searching for it high and low, finally i found a boy holding my guitar case! i felt like scolding the person! excuse me, for goodness sake, ITS MY GUITARRRR go and buy your own guitar!

Tuesday:
PE was okay. Our SG VS some other SG. okayyy, our GP teacher asked me whether i am alright or not, and whether my friend, yeah him, was okay or not. LOL.

Wednesday:
Guitar was lonely. haha.

Thursday:
PE we played softball, still not bad. the Calculus test, DIE.

Friday:
Yes finally we can sit anywhere during Chemistry. Well, I usually sit anywhere I like. But this is official, we can sit anywhere! ha! Bio SPA =.=
after SPA, me, clara and sheng wei and his friend, went to KFC, then window-shopping. IT WAS FUN! and sheng wei is so funny! hmm, and random too. he said that he is ...'s son. err no please :D he sang for me a birthday song too =.= haha he talked so funny on friday, with that "small kid" accent! xD

Saturday:
THIS IS THE LAST TIME I'M GOING OUT ON OUTINGS! like really, I am super busy, but don't want to feel guilty of rejecting my friend's offer to go cycling with them, so i agreed. but puh-lease, I'M VERY BUSY. we went cycling for 7km, saw those Aeroplanes so cool! haha. while i was inside the bus on the way back AJ saw me!LOL! ok so i bought a new bag cuz clara and lan yuan is tempting me to buy the Jansport bag, which is super expensive x_x hahah :D

- take care (:

this week was quite an emo week ):

i can't really recalled what happened cuz time all went too fast. let's start from yesterday.
okay during PE, i fell down again, on basketball court again, my eyes was on the Frisbee, I tried to jump and took it, but I "POOM", i bumped into Shu Li and fell down like how I fell the last time. Haha. My bad. The thing is, I only got scratches! ): I WANT to get hurt like how I got hurt the last time. Haha, YJ so funny la. Me, sw, rm and yj had to walk all over the school, trying to find a good spot to sit down cuz we can't go library. then on the way, we found our chem teacher. haha we knew something about the refrigerator at the E Club xD HAHAHA! so funny. ok then, i was quite emo due to some reason. thanks Mark for giving his opinions :D after school, we can't go out from the school, then we stayed at the library. i saw HW, i started talking to him. man. when i talked to him, i felt happy. gives me this satisfaction. i miss him larhs. huuhuu. i was too emo, then i followed SW to walk around the school. as we were bored, he dared me to do something, which is to say out "I LOVE YJ!" then he recorded my voice, while i said, "i love yj! let's go yj let's go!" yeahh... hahaha. i DARE OK! ok then, 1.30pm, yj went off, left me, clara and rm. me and clara didn't talk to rm that much, haha, he feels bored! xD so walked past Swenson, ahhh lots of people, we go BK :D

so today, Friday, h1 lesson, i was super blur. hidayat told me a story in the morning. seems like the whole of the country knows about the story, even radio got say LOL. then break time never eat larhs. During Bio, like everyone never listen to teacher talking, and i was listening "attentively", rm was listening also if im not wrong. so its like, she's teaching the both of us onlyyy! Math, wa sehh, i can die liao. teacher asked to pass up Math 1.2, i heck care larhs. after Math, me and rm went out to eat at ljs (cuz he wanted to eat FISH!). so sad larhs, clara and yj never come to school, both of us so lonelyyy! xD he asked me a lot of questions, I'm fine with it. he asked the same exact question as what AJ asked me a few days ago, "What do you think of when you look at me?" Hmmm... I don't dare to say anything cuz I shy LOL. So I said nothing, but yeah of course he knew I am lying! then he asked, "how about yj?" i said "nothing". "sw?" then i said "BLUR!" xD he also asked me, "do you play with your hair when you talked to the person you like?" hmmm actually, that's a VERY good question, i must think about it now. and so stupid larhs, i was telling him a story, i laughed at my own story, and my CHICKEN (yum) dropped out from my mouth =.= i can't finish my foooood cuz im full! so he said, think of the people in Africa. wa seh, its the same exact thing that Roy said months ago. so he waited for me, UNTIL i finish my food. YAY! and ya! i want to take revenge cuz that time he stared at me for the longest time! i can't help it but to laugh and said, "stop staring. i'm shy!" i must endure like him, and stare with my SHARP EYES! xD but ernest suggested to me long time ago that i should not stare at people xD
sighh. my friend shall live to a very old age. he asked me something, and of course, i will attend la, like hello i'm your friend! cheer up dude. don't be emo like me :D and don't ever break up the connections with your friends, like what i said, "DON'T EVER PS ME!" :P

HAPPY

school life: like usual, everyday is emo day, with this and that. but to think of it, friendship outweighs the sadness. funny incident, during GP, teacher asked the whole class (while doing comprehension), what's another word for school? then AJ said, "HELL!" LOL. yeahh, then rm was like trying to comfort me, he said, "Father is here .... (something something)" i forgot what he said but essentially (basically), he was referring to himself as my father, and said don't be sad. well, I was sad, and I tried to make myself laugh, I asked him, "Who's my mom?". hahaha! yeahh seriously, when i am sad, thanks my friends for being there :D ~~ ok so, we gonna have InterSG competition for PE, and i just can't shoot the ball into the goal! ~~ i think i'm freaking out on math, i still dream about math when i sleep. ~~ when you are close to someone, you will start to possess some of their characteristics, sometimes, you just felt as if you behave like them, and even deeper, you will start to dream about them (and i not referring to any specific person) ~~ hahah. on friday, me and clara went to kfc cuz it was still early, no MT lesson. so happy. and i draggeddd him along hahaha! ok me and clara will be eating together again this Thursday during the MT Compre, I will then drag both of the guys along. ~~ bio for next week, anyone wants to accompany me to chat during the whole bio lesson? :P

went out with my sec sch friends just now for dinner. my friends were like all saying, "why you and gal never talk one? like a couple who's been quarreling". heh, i give them the wth face. like seriously, EWWW. and omg, i like the chickennn! YUM :P must recommend it!

hoho, i got something on my mind that i want to tell someone about someone, YEAHH CAN'T WAIT FOR MONDAYYY! honestly, i hate weekends.

i did two of the FB quiz, both of them said that i will .... with a close friend. Roy commented on it and said, "ohhh. are you thinking what am i thinking? haha" i pretended not to know anything xD so ps!

- AHH I LIKE ... my SG mates. *evil laugh*

- tissany jiayou!!! rest well worx :D

Tired

18th July 2009

Omg hopefully wushu are able to qualify for the outstanding CCA performance award this year
I have been yearning to get it since last year when only The STUPID cca got it=( no offence to that cca but in my opinion, other ccas have put in reasonable amount of effort to get the award as well.....

Anyway, i am soo tired nowadays even Miss yeo said so=( For safety precautions sake, there is a need for us to sit according to our fixed sitting positions for every lessons so i was allocated to sit in the middle row so i am so distracted during lessons and i don't really get to ask any queries that i have in tutorials. But, Miss Yeo, i am totally fine;) Thanks for her concern!

Loner=Tissany
I think i have changed. Have i? hrm..well there were quite a lot of things that i have observed over the weeks since the new schl term began but nevertheless, i think that probably i am not meant to be close with any of the clique in my class. THAT might seems a bit(or very) pathetic but i am not
At least i do talk to almost everyone in class(or isit CRAP) lol
and i still have my close frenz in the college

Tissany

today rainy day. thought i want to walk to school, so i carried a large umbrella. by the time i reached the bus stop, my shoes and skirt were drenched. then took bus. wait until 7.50am then got a bus. cuz the rest all packed. then just now just squeezed in =.= wth should have walked larhs. now 1 more late, then die liao, CWO!!! then reached school, at 8.10am, went to toilet, wasted like 8 minutes, went to GP class, the Seniors were not there. so i called him, asking where everyone goes. so this morning, was total crap. i can't imagine going to CWO. ok anyway. then during chem spa, omg, damn confusinggg. do anyhow larhs. after chem, i dunno larhs, both of them are like very sad. don't want to talk to me ): i feel so sadden ):
went to wed exp, saw winnie, yeahh so cute larhs. im glad that zy benny missed me. I LIKE! math time, lalala, i can't concentrate nowadays dunno why OMG. walked with yj till the gate, he was showing a "sign" to his friends when they shouted "your new gf ar!" omg. so funny =.= at the traffic light, michelle told me that just now i came late, then teacher asked why i always got FEELERS ~
haha aj should have said things earlier! haha. it was damn funny xD

):
mood: NO mood

tuesday:

we started to sit according to the SEATING PLANNN! zzz. its so boring. i sat behind, so everytime i would just stone down there. haha me and audrey also like don't listen to teacher that much. yeahh. i said the phrase too much at yj. boys always forgive people. thank you. and thanks for the people, that asked me whether im ok or not during PE. well yeahh, after 4 rounds i going to faint already x_x after that, i nearly fainted cuz i really see STARS. okay for GP, we need to do whatever thing project. sighh ):

wednesday:

lol during gp time, its nature's call! i spend like a quarter of an hour in the washroom. the guys thought i go to the toilet for a while only, and for fun cuz i was getting bored. so, he asked, "can i follow?" zzz. when i came back, "why so slow?" =.= haha i told him i was speding time in the toilet cuz its fun xD seriously, I WANT TO THANK THE GUYS, RM AND YJ! i don't dare to look at my chem result, cuz i know what the result would be, yeahh my HIGH level of intuition =.= the guys kept bugging me for my result. then rm said, "ok i accompany you". then yj also followed. they both stand beside me. we were looking earnestly at teacher. the guys said, "oh we are here to give her support". teacher: then u guys should stand behind her so you can support"then, teacher asked me to go to the bench and look instead. sighh. thanks for being there guys. i tell you people reading this something... the guys are in a way, unique. they are more concerned than, im so sorry..., last year's guys. the guys have this soft feeling inside them. they rocks larhs.haha another funny thing. i asked yj about his A Level MT result. LOL his result is EXACTLY the same, including the Oral grade! even for PW! haha. in fact, actually the three, me and the guys, got the same grade. except one got Distinction for Oral. i can't believe xDlol long time never talk to AJ. haha just now talked, and woohoo, i will practice how to play 21 Guns :D

mood: emo, but partially happy.

thursday, friday ... i lazy to write, im just too emo =.=

actually, this week not bad larhs. da FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL. except that now I emo.

Tuesday:
It was Bio paper. Paper 2, sigh ): confirm just pass liao. after the paper, me, clara and lan yuan walked to npoint together. then ly said that he got his toe nail removed x_x ly so funny larhs, he said he will take bus home, then near the bus stop, he changed his mind. then he said he wants to buy ice cream, then we walked at the basement, okay he followed us to KFC. I thought he's leaving soon, but he stayed on cuz everyone bought the Bandito. after that, he followed me and clara to the library! haha. the chain goes on. yeahh, dunno where to eat, then we saw ruiming and yeowjie. then eat together lor. lol rm told me the 2 of them had been walking for 30 minutes in searching for a place to eat LOL. thats super longggg. since ly was there, we talked and talked, about ..... haha. i dunno i gave the wrong infooo! cuz i see black specs, ahh should be that guy, but actually wrong person.
i realised the tables at that corner of the library is small xD but i happy cuz i studied instead of sleeping at home :D

Wednesday:
chem paper not at aircon room x_x it was pretty okay. its an easy paper, i admit that. but i won't do that well. cuz i certainly leave a lot of blanks, and stupid larh, i wasted timeee doing another question which after tat i realised i dunno how to do! I WANTTOSCREAMMM! :D
its like a "tradition" after exams lol, me clara rm and yj went out to eat. this time at LJS. yum i like the giant bonanza cheap and fulfilling to my STOMACH :D now without lan yuan ): so we were like all quiet, eating our food xD
then me and clara went studying t the library. rm said he wanted to see th NEW library, so he just see see near the reception area. then we dragged both of them, till the inside of the library. i realised the library is HUGE. like the previous day, some of our college students were there :D while in the library, ly tried to call me, but he sms me, saying tat Jogathon is cancelled. Ooh i was super duper happy.

Thursday:
I studied for Math for 1 week, and I think I won't get A grade. sigh. Due to the extreme coldness, I got freaking nervous, then i can't think. stupiddd. Argument W and the Modulus thing, and this kind if thing, i know how to do at homeeee! AHHH! after the test, rm called and asked whether i eating with them or not. sigh. i got no mood liao. cuz i eating with tissany xD hehehe.
omg my h1. i was like stoned out, cuz case study. OMG.
ok so, it was confirmed that on friday got class outing. and sorry my dearest friends, clara, hidayat and lan yuan cuz i not going. seriously, if at the end of the year if got outing i will go.

Friday:
ok i promised ly that i will wake up early morning to study, but i slept until 11am!!! Ahhh. and forgot to take my temperature x_x
sigh... why am i so ..... as to take h2 math?! its like wtf. its the biggest regret larh. if any of the ....., knows about this, i am seriously dead. its like, i putting myself into deep ......... now differentiation leh. omg x_x

yeahhh this week event that made me happy is that: i know that there are friends that i can rely on. i just loooooove my Juniors. they rocks :D :D :D
and also, no Jogathon i so happy :D i LIKE xD
yjie's new taglines: "you want some"? LOL

lessons learnt for the past 6 months:
1. I must seriously study and read my H1 lecture notes whenever new notes are given out.
2. Must seriously read dictionary, get more vocab into muh head, read newspapers
3. don't talk with rm or ly during bio lecture, must listen to what teacher is explaining.
4. don't bother people, cuz i give up already
5. stop talking crappp
somemore, on the way ...

ps: tissany, its okay larhs. sometimes, its good to change friends. it broaden your social life :D but of course, its like a circle, u have to come back to your old friends after that :D

OMG

25th June 2009

I have to say something out desperately.

First of all, i feel so bad for not posting and maintaining our blog. Well it is a well known fact that i am not IT pro and i just dun really like to use computer for blogging. Ok, other than that, i am just tooo lazy to blog about stuffs. I appologize for that,especially to umairah.

Secondly, i feel sooo bad for ps 213 frenz(pet and priya)during the trip to the science centre. OMG. i dunno what to say for that. i am like joining 211 ppl instead of my own classmates especially when 213 dun really like 211 ppl, in my opinion though.
Too lazy to write bout stuffs during the trip. Probably going to take me ages just to write about that....i regret not taking lotsa pictures on that day=( In fact,i have already forgotten most of the things that i did last saturday. I might have short term memory or something. But i will never forget when they were discussing whether to sabo me or not=X

This is getting sooo out of hand!!!!!

Saw winnie just now in school~ Omg. He just rocks! I got the urge to have lunch and study together with him just now when i saw him having lunch ALONE. He is just like me,Emo kid=) Winnie, fear not, i shall be your BEST friend from now on!!!!

I WANT TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS: Revenge of the Fallen NOWWWWW!!!!!!!!

Gonna have dinner soon.

blog next time then=)

Tissany

bored larhs.
anyway, went to Facebook, and took up a quiz, this is what it says:
"I feel lucky everyday I'm with you"
You love hanging out with him/her. You'll pick him/her over your friends and felt like in heaven wen together.
omg. just like what people said zhong se qing you, to me. zzz.

that day during farewell party, so funny. our gutiar teacher asked me, u and clara same class right?
me: ya.
him: same subject combi also huh?
me: ya but different h1.
him: whoaaa... its very.... - *he dunno what to say*
me: - very GOOD!
LOL! seriously. we same exco position somemore! and we stayed quite near to each other. OMG. my new found friend. hahaha.
i think not going for class outing at sentosa. its so sunny larhs. i don't like.
i rather go to somewhere air-conditioned, near the ice, *hint hint*.

for the Farewell Party right, I think I didn't help that much cuz I was not available to help them. But basically, the non-EXCO members, they haven't receive their gifts yet.
What happened on Saturday:
WE all arrived quite early, but it was postponed to 1 hour later cuz some of the JC2s haven't arrive yet. Then they played games. I dunno whether they enjoyed it or not. but hopefully they did. Ha! I think I was the first one to water bomb Melvin. Alex tried to water bomb him, then Melvin tried to look at Alex to defend himself, but he didn't look at his right side, then... WHOOSH! SUCCESS! He's wet, thanks to me. YAY. I felt happy :D
I gave my good fellow guitar friends some gifts. Sincerely, from me :D
err... I didn't eat the food. So, got performance by the J1s, uhh. no comments. after that, Melvin gave us guitar picks which he wanted to give to his EXCO members, but there are a few of us, so he gave us instead. Wa sehh, comfirm expensive larh. And somemore he gave us Toblerones.
a lot of food wasted leh. zzz =.=''
then that day, on friday, we all went back to school, thinking to finish up whatever things to do for the Farewell Party, but most people were not there, then me and clara went to Maths consultation (i was there to collect back my paper). at maths consultation, only a few people came! omg. people are in holiday mood. hj, rm, clara and me were there. so little people.

then i messaged people, they don't want to go to watch the fireworks thingy. even my sec school friends aren't that keen. so i mass messaged people asking if they want to go. only rm replied. but in the end, he don't want to go cuz only me and clara were going. so me and clara went. woohoo. we were laughing cuz he don't want to go! its was quite nice to watch larh. thanks clara for her camera!:D she's my best Junior ever!

life sucks:
1. my phone is officially spoilt. wtf.
2. now my comp can't watch youtube or anyother videos, or even play games that requires Flash Player. so stupid la.yesterday i go post a video in facebook, then i want to watch the video. they said must dl a higher version of FLash Player, then dunno what happen. now cannot watch anything anymore. so i cannot even listen to david archuleta's songs at youtube. this means i will have to suffer for 2 years. wait until A-Levels then i will work then got money to buy my own stuffs.
i'm emo-ing in my own world of books now.
3. i dunno how to do Gaseous State.
4. dreamt that my essay GP block test got 0 marks.
5. i havent study for bio, math and my H1.
i am so dead

=.=''

Monday:
wth man. my handphone spoil on sunday night, then i emo, lazy to do homework.
chem test confirm fail. no one told us to go to the Lab. so the 3 of us remained at the Audi larhs. whatever larhs. i lazy to bother.
during bio lecture, LOL, no wonder he's a DM, cuz he can really scold people. So funny la, he sort of scolded me for fun. But phew, he's face is not that serious, got show a hint of 'just kidding' face. (i kept on laughing. he said, "can you please stop showing off your teeth" =.= LOL that's what being a DM does)
Yay, no PW. No H1.
Then got the RModule, i was a little bit annoyed. don't ask me why :D
haha. not bad la. i finally found soemone who don't really know what to write, like what qualities/ strengths do you have. Me and Hidayat dunno write what, we just write some short stuffs :P
OMG. i'm a total reject in sports. VOLLEYBALL! i really can't play. and my hand is bruised x_x after playing Volleyball, went to Audi. My head was in total headache.
(someone said to stop calling him David Archuleta. OKAY FINE, I SHALL STOP IT! yeah. i'm irritating) :D
DAY's MOOD: emo, laughter, annoyed.

Tuesday:
the RModule was over, im glad :D
i realised that im a lousy EXCO member cuz i didn't talk at all during meeting. ok next time i shall talk!

Wednesday:
for the rehearsal for Post-SYF performance, hidayat came over, and took off his specs, and told me to look at his eyes. i told him that he is pretty WITH HIS EYELINER ON :D
ehh, there's a difference between pretty, cute and good-looking.

Thursday:
DAMN. i failed my chem test, and my bio test, yj is even better than me. this is my true self - I'M NOT CLEVER =.= the funny thing is right, me and ly got like the approximately the same marks for chem and bio. we don't get this kind of marks usually, but now... WHOAAA!
i'm happy for my bros. rm got the highest mark for bio. OMG 17 leh. he win over me, that time i got 16.5. LOL. and happy for yj cuz he's working hard now :D
my interpretation: Dreams are the opposite of reality.

Friday: - super long essay -
I SURVIVED 2 HOURS OF MATH. HAHAHA! after math i went home. come back nicely at 1pm for the meeting. haha i finally talked at a meeting cuz there's no one i need to be shy with.
ZZZ =.= I GOT THE LIBRARY CUPBOARD KEYYY! and Qiren gave my FIRST task as a librarian HOHOHO.
then practice starts. i felt lethargic when we were supposed to play a particular part for like 6 times. i nearly went =.=''
2 things irritate me: (SERIOUSLYYYY)
1. when someone didn't stop the strings for the Coda section, its just irritating to the ears, when everyone was silent, the strings just went on x_x
2. people said keep quiet, listen to them talking, and i SHHHH loudly, THEN STILL KEEP ON PLAYING ON YOUR GUITAR. can one moment just shut up?!
finally we got like 15 minutes break, i go find hidayat, then we tried to find rm but we can't haiya... i told the guy at the malay stall that hidayat is so pretty, then the guy said, "no la. don't say like that. he's handsome!" LOL!
we changed into our attire, ate. blahblahblah. went to LT4 for the holding area. lalala. then we go up on stage and perform soon after that. i was like treasuring the moment on stage, but lucky for me, i still have next year to perform. i very sad cuz i will not be performing with the JC2s anymore. this is the last time. *emo*
after that, finished already, we go to LT2. Melvin told us that we can do anything with the children for the upcoming CIP on Saturday. then all of us were like laughing. then i rubbed my palms together, as if want to do evil things like that. HAHA. damn funny. what he meant was to play games, like some ball games or what.
we kept our guitars after that. been released from the WHOLE NIGHT. I WILL MISS MY DEAREST ALTO GUITAR! THE NEW ALTO GUiTAR! D:
me and yt went outside Guitar room, we saw han hui. seriously, me and han hui were like so excited when i completed his sentence. cuz we both agreed that ... dot dot dot :D :D
yt took photo with him, and I told him that he looks like a President. cuz CO wears the school vests. and han hui was happy when i told him that :P
i like never take pictures with anyone larhs, cuz i got no camera. then i asked yt whether she can take photos with me with some other people. she said ok, and became my photographer :D
i asked rm to take photo with me (which he gladly does not object), see my bro rocks. then took a picture with han hui (haha. i bet he's happy with his appearance on that day). finally took photo with yt. see, i very sad. last time together leh!!!
then we went off to audi to see the Band played. not bad larhs. I LIKE! :D
h ya, han hui and vinesh said guitar played = NOT BAD! lol. but up on stage, while im performing, i seriously do realise why we get a Bronze. or is it probably we played lousy since we were not being serious or something. the Bach piece, we played - wasn't that nice larhs. no offence.
thanks yt for my HAIR :D
i told hu wei that i am anti-social, then he said "what? u anti-social? your head la!" but he didn't say HEAD. lol funny funny.
DAY'S MOOD: HAPPY!!!, sad.

Saturday:
damn. can someone be more pragmatic?! next time if want people to watch a concert, let it be afternoon, NOT AT NIGHT. i mean, are we even interested to watch the concert?! i know its a good exposure, but we are not keen on it. its compulsory, in other words, we are being forced to go. 11pm then finish leh. OMG. how can girls like us go home till late at night? then somemore, say its compulsory, no teachers were there. if i rich, i give u FREE money, i don't want to go. i don't mind it being held in somewhere closer, but its at the WEST LEHHH! and i think i would have finish my math homework by now. AND I RATHER DO 10 TUTORIALS for bio as in exchange for not going for the concert. because i want to value my money, i forced myself to go, while being sleepy and got like headache.
i can't appreciate some songs, i just dunno how. but it was quite nice larh. cuz the people performed really listen to each other play. and the emcee looks like rm hahah! that's what AJ said. oh ya, and thanks AJ for the Pringles LOL! I SURVIVED TO AND FRO FROM THE CONCERT! ;D
MOOD: whatever.

- I LIKE! ;D

Sick~

i now having severe headache
probably b/cos of the weather lah..

listen to these songs
It rocks!

New classic(acoustic) by Drew Seeley



New classic by Drew Seeley and Selena Gomez



thats all

Tissany

this week:

bio test- GG
PE lesson - I LOVE IT!
the Milk Tea is like so common in school. i think i don't want to buy anymore luh. i want my GREEN TEAAA!
PE lesson on thursday, omg, so stupid larh. i forgot to remove the bangle on my hand. then ar, my hand is like so ... blue black, so EWWW.
maths test, wa seh, i always sleep instead of studying. if cannot get at least a C, i gnd =.=
i realised i enjoy 2 people company, i mean, the people that i made friends with this year.
first is clara, second is hidayat. lol. cuz they laughed at my jokes! :D especially clara, we can talk crap together, so fun! i walked home with her after the maths test, seriously, we think alike! remember, david archuleta? yes, she is the first human being who agrees that rm looks like david archuleta. finally found someone who got the same wavelength as me! oh ya, i didn't say anything about rm looking like david, to any other boys.
as for hidayat, whatever people said, he would laugh, so its fun talking to him while he laughed at my lame jokes xDD yeah, i made friends with them this year larhs. NEW FRIENDS~
lol. i think i am being bossy to this guy. zzz. but its for his own good. serious =X i don't want him to repeat the same mistake.
wa seh, i sucks at teaching larhs. like on wednesday, teacher asked the leaders to explain what their groups did, and i know that i will be standing down there talking whatever thing that just came out from my mouth.
haha yj is jealous cuz rm played piano for the girls during PE! LOL. hehe. yeah. I LIKE! =.=
today's GP - essay, i think get below than 20 marks larhs. comprehension, still got hope.
i like to complain :D i want to go home, but they don't allow D:
case study test, i failed. first question, im one of the 2 students who failed. inferential question, L1 - 3 marks. my friend wrote 5 lines, L3 - 9 marks. but its my fault also la, cuz i didn't say about the attitude of the people. haha second question, i dunno do what, i wrote about the arguments, and sort of evaluation i think, got L4 - 9 marks. err LOL. funny, cuz supposedly 1st question must be better than 2nd question what.

- i seriously bo chap. and my napfa for 2.4 E grade la. but i don't care :D

EMo KiD

26th May 2009

I finally blog today! =)
At the expense of my napping time though. Sianx
Quite a number of people told me that i looked totally sad.
well, that is true though. Bcos of a lot of things. I usually spent the time alone and pondering about the stuffs etc. So i looked emo. I listened to those emo love songs so.....

So difficult to maintain friendship with a no. of ppl.
Why is that so?
Possible?
i dun think so.

Someone is making me more emo by his msgs!!!!
sobsob
He must be oblivious to surroundings.

Too sad to write anymore stuffs alreadi...

i shall end the blog post with some songs

Nobody

Thinking of you

TiSsAnY

haiya. many things to say, lazy to write.
1. im officially a Librarian. dunno should be happy or not.
2. maths trail was over, dunno whether had fun or not. cuz its tiring x_x but okay larhs
3. i'm going to emo the whole following week, so don't disturb me :D
4. why our teacher keeps spamming us with homework?
5. i am physically and emotionally tired.
6. i need jokes for this week, due to the emo-ing state i am, probably from yj's, cuz his jokes are damn funny
7. i don't feel like talking to people, at any time of point, sms would be preferred :D
8. whatever i talked, are like 90% crap/joking. people thought i was being serious. so i don't WISH to talk to people who thinks that way.
9. i was asked what happened next year, as Tissany would be graduated from this school. i said i probably would be alone. (emo-ing). then a very good friend said, you still have us what. yes thank you :D thanks for accepting this crazy girl.
9. yeah. i think i am going crazy.
10. sigh. GG LARHS!

JOKES TO MAKE THE PEOPLE READING NOW - TO LAUGH: (life experiences)
First one:
Person A: *burps*
Person B: eww... *moved his hands to shoo away the air*
Person A to Person B: You like it? =P

Second One:
Person A: Ehh... Don't play with food la!
Person B: ... You got play 5 stones before?
A: Ya.
B: OHHH! Then you play with food also what!
A: Huh???
B: Inside the 5 stones are made up of green beans. ITS STILL FOOD!

LOL SOOO FUNNY LARHS. thinking of this a million times still made me happy.
THANKS dudes! :D

EMO DAYYY!
GP lesson shiok larh, teacher not in school. Then read magazine. LOL! I should stop being happy when I read the magazine. But I returned to Annette already.
During break time, the whole table, sw, rm, yj and me, were playing handphone games. LOL! then after that i went off, i saw hidayat and hazwani also played handphone games. as what rm says, we are the "HANDPHONE CLUB". i thin h & h can also join us xD
omg. Bio spa do squash again.
haiya. get out maths test results. gg again larhs. dunno why the class did quite badly. hmm. weird arhs. i worried about myself, and also yj larhs. not because of anything la, cuz retainees must promote together ma. must support each other. im so used to failure, i don't feel anything.
die.
emo.

- somehow losing concentration
- happy birthday weixiang and gareth.

Tuesday:
haiya.i damn emo for the whole day larhs. WTF my NAPFA 2.4 I think got E larhs. All thanks to the calf muscle cramp I had at night, and the strained thigh muscles. I think running without a stopwatch is better! =.=

Wednesday:
Chem SPA - OMG.
During the Sports Day, I spend most of the time hanging out with zy and Benny (and wx). I MISS THEM LUH! So I asked them to teach me Maths. Danny told wx why wx talked to his girlfriend. LOL I am Danny's girlfriend =.= yeah right. Benny played Pokemon, on his, what's that called? DS? err...

Thursday:
PE time damn boring. Cuz I only need to do Standing Broad Jump. Wa lao eh, I got E leh. Then, I super bored, I did sit and Reach, WTH 48 cm leh! The actual one I did was 46 cm! So huge different larhs. But its okay, I give up on NAPFA already. Got Bronze lor. Haha. Nothing to do, I watched the boys did the pull up. NICE! xD
During break, me, Annette and her friend, were discussing about the magazine which... HAHA damn shiok talking and talking.
Maths test, I think got Subpass only larhs GG!
Went home with Sheng Wei, RM and YJie.
I think its rm and yjie's routine to go to Old Chang Kee before going home. Then, I don't have enough cash, so I decided not to buy any food. rm bought his food first, followed by yjie and sw. then rm asked whether i want some or not, and see if i can eat or not larhs.
i said yeah, can eat. (and don't believe that he actually offered his food) so said just take lor. HAHA! I took one of his vegetable dumplings.
Then..., after yjie bought his food, he asked me, do you want mine too?
i asked, wahh really ar? then i took one of his crab or fish nuggets.
one hand got one piece, another hand got one piece.
For one moment, I felt like a princess and felt really blessed. OMG.
CONCLUSION IS THAT: THEY ARE SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE PEOPLE! I am so touched! But anyway, DISCLAIMER: I TREAT THEM AS BROTHERS. really, they rocks. hahah! THANK YOU SOOO MUCH GUYS!

Friday:
every lesson is boringgg. chem - gaseous state. bio - finally teacher found my essay! YAY!
during h1 lesson, stress liao. must write think so deeply, and must write well. AHHH D:
i can't believe i can't do maths question 1 just now. AJ also haven't do his 1.1, then both of us stayed back after school to do. (omg aj's band can play really good songs) we dunno how to do question 1, i suggested of calling rm to ask him teach us. i called but he's out of school already with yjie, somewhere far far away from college.
yjie damn evil ): haha just kidding
haha! he called out my name over the background, then i said that he sounded like G**.
so rm told yjie that i said that.
then yjie took the phone and speak like *** to me.
LOL I laughed like crazyyy. but i won't say why he talked like that, HE PURPOSELY TALK LIKE THAT LOL!
so, I seriously lost concentration on the maths question, but understood a little bit. in the end, i gave up and didn't do that question x_x
yeahh conclusion: the boys can do silly things to make you laugh.
i talked to audrey today also. she's a nice girl to talk to! :D

woohoo. so far, my week was okay. but GG in everything i did.

- MY HANDPHONE OK ALR LE!

i dunno yj got received my message or not. haiz. but anyway, i'm glad that i've finished everything up for the project. if we all win ar, i take all fo the vouchers worx xD

no time to do maths larhs.
i dunno how to reject wisarut, then i go for the cheer thing just now for our sports day.
i thought its normal cheerleading where u do stunts =.=
its... very musculine, very MAN, for our HOUSE cheer.
err... i prefer doing stunts =X
omg. can't believe i volunteered myself. want to cry larhssss!
D:
and my thighs is very pain, sian. tomorrow 2.4km die larhs
- wannadie

for the whole day, i was nervous or the interview, dunno why.
tried to occupied my mind by doing bio mcq, but it was freaking damn noisy at the library basement, everyone was making noise larhs, except for a group of boys who were like trying to study. tried to concentrate but can't, went off to guitar room there, but still concentration level isn't there, due to insufficient oxygen in my head and due to the interview.
when the interview starts, we waited for like until 7pm until it was my turn. so slow. then they asked me these questions, which OBVOUSLY I CAN'T ANSWER THEM! I talked crap, I didn't answer their questions. I AM ASHAMED OF MY ANSWERS LOL! And the teacher asked what did my friends say regarding me, after 1 year of guitar? I didn't say anything. Because ar, the things that my friends said are not relevant. The things that my friends said about me during guitar practices are: I am zhong se qing you, and I am a crazy girl. Yeah, not relevant in helping me in becoming the next President nor Vice-President. But they didn't list me for the POTENTIAL Pres or Vice-Pres. I think I should be happy larhs. Cuz I not ready to be a good leader or something. Then Priya said that probably I would become a Librarian. YAY I WILL BECOME THE NEXT PRIYA :D Well yeah hopefully, cuz I WOULD REALLY BE PISSED OFF IF I WASTED MY TIME FOR THE INTERVIEW (AND THE TIME OF WAITING) JUST TO GET NOTHING! If I become any EXCOs, also okay lor. But then ar, means I must be a good role model for the other members *coughs coughs* ZZZ. So paiseh larhs. They asked whether I could become a Treasurer =.= NO WAY :D
And talking about what qualities I have in me? Err... I DUNNO!
and omg, rm told me that he was chosen to become a Student Counductor in CO! so COOL larhs. i felt happy for him! (and jealous hahaha) I wish I can have music background so I can be a student conductor, I mean, I wanted to become like one since noticing Paul doing his great job as a conductor. He got the opportunity, but not me. So, since he got it, its good.

And WTH, Sports Day is after school hours on Wednesday. SO CHEAPOOOOOOOOO! ARGHHHHH! DAMN IT LARHS.

Wa lao eh, why people never vote for the photos for Seniors project?! Fine, whatever, I will do it on my own, if never win, don't blame me! I choose whatever photos that I like. MUAHAHAHA! =.=''

I don't care anything already larhs, just concentrate on studies only. Speaking from experience, from last year! Last year was such a horrible year. Due to living in a dark well. But I was happy. But the horrible year outweights the happiness. As a result, happiness doesn't count :D talking crappp.

Those boys are evil LOL. seriously, I dunno what's the meaning of stfu. Then, finally one of the boys told me, and I was so paiseh that I laughed, and he said I made them purposely said that so I could laugh. LOL. I am so innocent :D :D

from my observation, boys are gullible and naive when it comes to girls =.= just can't understand why.

- i think im gonna die soon cuz someone sprayed me with bygone = insect repellent. WTF