emo post, again:
DON'T TALK TO ME!!!
I am feeling so emo. I will be sad forever! I am crying inside!
I will write out what we did today.
WE rehearsed for a while in Auditorium before going off to RP. As soon as we reached RP, we saw this guitar ensemble, the girls are wearing like Angels dress costume. DAMN BEAUTIFULLL! but we told ourselves, "ahh its okay. they looked nice but maybe they play no quality"
While waiting to go inside the tuning room, we are all so noisy larhs! Everytime the coordinaters told us to KEEP QUIET! In the tuning room, we tuned properly!!! DAMN PROPERLY! After tuning,we went to the backstage of the theatre to wait for our turn. As soon as the RI finished their piece, its our TIME! I gave YT the confidence smile.
While on stage, I really focused, lucky no stage fright, I just felt confidence and smiled from ear to ear, and told myself, THE DAY HAS FINALLY ARRIVED! And keep saying to myself, TO GIVE ALL MY VERY BEST, AIM FOR GOLD!!! :D
Paul was conducting us, looking all happy.
Finally, we finished our pieces, we went out, put our guitars back in the casings, and sitted in the theatre to watch our schools play. LOL the girls use foot stool leh, so their legs are like wide apart, and some are wearing dress, so it looks, ERRRR. Saw few pretty guys and 1 pretty girl. The Angels' school, played DAMN NICE! They played Coup De Coeur as their first piece. LOVE IT!
After the guitar ensemble schools performed their pieces, we went for lunch at RP canteen. $3.50 leh for the food OMG. $0.80 for drinks, SO CHEAP. Me, YT, QQ and Cynthia were all talking about ... *coughs coughs*
After eating lunch, I emo one corner. Then, around 3pm, the results were out. So we sat patiently in the theatre, listening to the announcer announced the results of each school. 30 over schools involved leh. So finally, the announcer announced *Our Schools Name* *Medal type*. IT FELTS AS IF SOMEONE STABBED ME IN THE HEART! I felt like crying. Then minutes later, I was weeping =.= Then, I kept quiet, emo the whole time. I messaged Tissany once I knew the result. While waiting for the bus, I also cried a little bit. Only like 4 schools got Gold and above. Its like WTF IS GOING ON?! Even those elite schools got the same medal as ours! HEHE! :D but the "Angels'" school got GOLD LEH!
At school, I saw some of my classmates, they were all smiling at me, and waving at me, I just gave them that emo face, and just waved, like a robot. I AINT GOT MOOD FOR ANYTHING! Inside LT2, Mr S and Paul asked who wanna go out and eat dinner. Not many people raised up their hands lor. I also didn't raise up my hand. Suddenly, Paul said, "Mr S is treating us leh!" I raised up my hand to indicate that I want to go! LOL! Mr S said, "Ok la. I will feed my baby with plain water from now on" LOL DAMN FUNNY!
In the end, we all met at Swensons! :D YAYNESS! I was damn happy. I ordered Fish and Chips, and Mint ice-cream, $13.90 and $6.50 respectively. OMG! =.= Very happy get to eat with the friends I have. But then, around 20 people came for the dinner. Jolene and co. went to KBOX?! LOL! I VERY HAPPY! After all that, we took pictures, and the cost for the Swenson will be shared equally among Mr S, Mdm C, Mr O, and Paul (I can't write the teachers name here lah, later can track down one). THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! :D (And Paul is the student conductor for the previous 2 guitar SYF, SO TALENTED MAN!)
In conclusion,
1. WE really tried our very best, its not our fault that we get that kind of medal. Even our school music teacher said that we played very well during rehearsal (and during SYF and rehearsal, we sound approximately the same)
2. The school is proud of us, including our teachers, we are the BEST batch, compared to the previous batch.
3. I now loving Coup De Coeur, THROW AWAY BACH AND JAZZSUITE! ARGHHH~ Coup De Coeur is soothing my nerves.
4. I will be emo from today onwards and to infinty days. Just don't ask me this SENSITIVE QUESTION: "What did you guys get for SYF?" JUST DON'T ASK ME THAT QUESTIONS, PUH-LEEZE! If not, I will cry!
5. No mood to go for guitar practice for 1 hour, no mood to do homework. CMI.
6. MY Chem test, I got C! WTF! DIE LARHS.
7. I still remembered discussing with HC that we would get a Bronze maximum, and he said we would get COP maximum for SYF, a few months ago when we started learning Prelude and Fugue. But then, as months passes by, I got the feeling that we would get at least Gold. But now, I am right afterall? I shouldn't say anything in the future. I shall become quiet as a MOUSE! =.=
- ċŏŭp dė ċŏėŭr
Tuesday, April 28
Sunday, April 26
TO HIM:
uhh...
THANKS FOR RUINING MY DAY:D
such a jerk man!
I am so not going to talk to him EVER AGAIN. everything has its own limits! just now it already reached its MAXIMUM RATE, and going on a plateau. my patience has run out.
NOT gentleman
NOT appreciative
know why the guitars got hole?! its for ME (yes ME!) TO VOMIT!
I shall just forget about the friendship I had with him (not trying to brag or something, but without me, he can't play that second piece), and after this whole thing, we shall remain as strangers if we EVER crossed path at school, and until Tuesday, there's gonna be a silence treatment.
FULL STOP! i'm seriously going bo chap already.
in conclusion, HW still rocks lah. I asked for his msn (but he don't use it), he gave me his handphone number instead. There's a reason for this la. I know him recently due to excessive INTENSE guitar training, so a bond called FRIENDSHIP bond is being built between us. Cuz I treasure the friendship I am having now with my fellow guitar members as they shall no longer be in school in an couple of months. SO, I still want to communicate with them even after they are no longer here. Friendship just don't end like that, right? Even if want to end, there should be some FAREWELL PARTY or something like that, to indicate "OFFICIALLY END OF FRIENDSHIP PARTY" (but for him, its just ended up like that, POOF)
And as an inspiration to work harder, he's the right J2 to look up to.
Today so pissed off that I did Maths hmk with extra large font for my handwriting. And GP essay, omg, haven't do =.=
- my mission: is to make (especially) you smile(: (not for that person who ruined my day!)
Friday, April 24
Tissany where are you? Never update, busy huh? I understand (:
Studying is all matters for now. JY! :D
Basically, I'm just gonna write some random stuffs that happened this week:
- rm asked me a question: "Do you know why I was born?"
so I dunno, I just said, "Its because of your parents?"
he said: "No. I was born because I want to balance the universe/equation".
I find this is quite meaningful, in a sense that he knows what he wants. I reflect this on the way home... so, I realised something ... ITS BECAUSE I WANT TO MAKE OTHER PEOPLE BE HAPPY (AND TO SMILE) (: I know its unsuccesful now, but SOON, I WILL help to make my objective come to life!
- the chem SPA 4 is so CONFUSING! I am sure teacher gonna see that our workings are all the same. lol. idc, no more full marks le T_T (no more chain) its okay, aim to get full marks for the next SPA =P
- OMG. WTF. tap the card thingy for marking your attendance?! that means i need to come early to tap for that thingy? I SERIOUSLY HATE ITTTT! i can find like 100 reasons why it shouldn't be like this. Simply HATE IT! =.=
- my knee like never get heal like that. the skin is damn rough T_T please don't say its infection larh. i find it very X_X and sometimes, its still hurts!
- WTF MORNING CALL FOR GUITAR TOMORROW? even if THE GUITAR PRESIDENT asked me if wnat morning call or not, I would just say, "YOU THINK YOUR CALL CAN WAKE PEOPLE UP MEH?! I RATHER CONTINUE SLEEPING THAN LISTENING TO YOUR VOICE" lol i love sarcasm ^_^
- then hor, just now, that HC guy really COMPLETE MY DAY! the jokes he made is so freaking FUNNY. i can't help it, but to LAUGH OUT LOUD! but yeah, its kinda lame.
YJ's quote: "My cuteness kills me!"
So I used that quote and said it out to HC.
and HC said: "Do you know why guitars got hole?"
Me said: "For the projection of sound?"
HC said: NO. ITS FOR ME TO VOMIT!
LOL so funny, that I tried to giggle silently as the lecture theatre was quiet, just as soon before we start playing Jazzsuite.
before guitar rehearsal starts, i actually told Priya that i was sad, dunno why i was sad. but then after guitar, I'M HAPPY due to the excessive laughter I had! :D
- T_T now cannot listen to those songs in my phone. so gotta rely on the YouTube to listen, and the speaker is damn CRAZY. yeah. I want to buy a super duper speaker. but of course, wait long long. don't expect too much people (:
- the AsiaSoft people came to our school. WOOHOO! I LOVE IT!
- got a lot of homework leh T_T
- IMPORTANT: when I say I want to HANG OUT with them (know who la), it DOES NOT MEAN that I LIKE (in love) WITH THEM. NO NO NO! Its about the fun. Anyway, even if I do..., I only tell 1 person. YES, i only tell MY GOOD FRIEND, TISSANY! Cuz I won't tell other people ^_^ (biased)
- I am currently damn bo chap. im bo chap kia alreadyyy. currently, my mind is full of SYF practices, and whatever Maths crap inside my head, no time to think about anything.
- Just now, teacher taught me Logarithm. Not bad larhh... Need more PRACTICE! (: Hu Wei shall be my motivation., err I mean, my ROLE MODEL (:
done typing, so sleepyyy. today do nothing. tomorrow do GP essay and Maths. sunday is for Redox and Atomic Structure!
call me, THE BO CHAP KIA :D
Studying is all matters for now. JY! :D
Basically, I'm just gonna write some random stuffs that happened this week:
- rm asked me a question: "Do you know why I was born?"
so I dunno, I just said, "Its because of your parents?"
he said: "No. I was born because I want to balance the universe/equation".
I find this is quite meaningful, in a sense that he knows what he wants. I reflect this on the way home... so, I realised something ... ITS BECAUSE I WANT TO MAKE OTHER PEOPLE BE HAPPY (AND TO SMILE) (: I know its unsuccesful now, but SOON, I WILL help to make my objective come to life!
- the chem SPA 4 is so CONFUSING! I am sure teacher gonna see that our workings are all the same. lol. idc, no more full marks le T_T (no more chain) its okay, aim to get full marks for the next SPA =P
- OMG. WTF. tap the card thingy for marking your attendance?! that means i need to come early to tap for that thingy? I SERIOUSLY HATE ITTTT! i can find like 100 reasons why it shouldn't be like this. Simply HATE IT! =.=
- my knee like never get heal like that. the skin is damn rough T_T please don't say its infection larh. i find it very X_X and sometimes, its still hurts!
- WTF MORNING CALL FOR GUITAR TOMORROW? even if THE GUITAR PRESIDENT asked me if wnat morning call or not, I would just say, "YOU THINK YOUR CALL CAN WAKE PEOPLE UP MEH?! I RATHER CONTINUE SLEEPING THAN LISTENING TO YOUR VOICE" lol i love sarcasm ^_^
- then hor, just now, that HC guy really COMPLETE MY DAY! the jokes he made is so freaking FUNNY. i can't help it, but to LAUGH OUT LOUD! but yeah, its kinda lame.
YJ's quote: "My cuteness kills me!"
So I used that quote and said it out to HC.
and HC said: "Do you know why guitars got hole?"
Me said: "For the projection of sound?"
HC said: NO. ITS FOR ME TO VOMIT!
LOL so funny, that I tried to giggle silently as the lecture theatre was quiet, just as soon before we start playing Jazzsuite.
before guitar rehearsal starts, i actually told Priya that i was sad, dunno why i was sad. but then after guitar, I'M HAPPY due to the excessive laughter I had! :D
- T_T now cannot listen to those songs in my phone. so gotta rely on the YouTube to listen, and the speaker is damn CRAZY. yeah. I want to buy a super duper speaker. but of course, wait long long. don't expect too much people (:
- the AsiaSoft people came to our school. WOOHOO! I LOVE IT!
- got a lot of homework leh T_T
- IMPORTANT: when I say I want to HANG OUT with them (know who la), it DOES NOT MEAN that I LIKE (in love) WITH THEM. NO NO NO! Its about the fun. Anyway, even if I do..., I only tell 1 person. YES, i only tell MY GOOD FRIEND, TISSANY! Cuz I won't tell other people ^_^ (biased)
- I am currently damn bo chap. im bo chap kia alreadyyy. currently, my mind is full of SYF practices, and whatever Maths crap inside my head, no time to think about anything.
- Just now, teacher taught me Logarithm. Not bad larhh... Need more PRACTICE! (: Hu Wei shall be my motivation., err I mean, my ROLE MODEL (:
done typing, so sleepyyy. today do nothing. tomorrow do GP essay and Maths. sunday is for Redox and Atomic Structure!
call me, THE BO CHAP KIA :D
Sunday, April 19
emo post, full of sarcasm:
OMG. kelian wo de mama. $200 pok already larhhs. now lunch time, since my mom no money, self-sacrifice, i will just eat INSTANT NOODLES EVERYDAY at school.
yeahh. 5 packets = $2 per week. cheapo! (:
my knees, POOR THING, instant noodles obviously lacked of vitamins and proteins, so my DEAR knees, it will take you forever to get heal.
and i can't be bothered with anything. USELESS. i will just live under the well.
yeahh. i know last year, i am one of the lowest ranking people in the whole college, in terms of academic. no shock when no one asked me question regards to academic subjects. so this year, yeah, its either people think that i am not clever or people think that i am selfish. THANK YOU VERY MUCH PEOPLE FOR MAKING ME FEELING THIS WAY. its okay, i am used to people think that i am not clever. well, i admit i am not anyway. lol i didn't blame anything.
i appear non-approachable cuz
1. i'm blur
2. shy
3. no common topics to talk about
4. just 'bo chap?'
5. people don't talk to me, i don't talk to people
in conclusion, my last year good friends know me well. FULLSTOP.
and Benny, LOL, i just read his January post few days ago, I AM SO TOUCHED. i'm considered one of them right? =P
see, this is what i call, SINCERITY. if I go out from college, I DON'T THINK ANYONE CARES.
1991 rocks.
- just can't be bothered
OMG. kelian wo de mama. $200 pok already larhhs. now lunch time, since my mom no money, self-sacrifice, i will just eat INSTANT NOODLES EVERYDAY at school.
yeahh. 5 packets = $2 per week. cheapo! (:
my knees, POOR THING, instant noodles obviously lacked of vitamins and proteins, so my DEAR knees, it will take you forever to get heal.
and i can't be bothered with anything. USELESS. i will just live under the well.
yeahh. i know last year, i am one of the lowest ranking people in the whole college, in terms of academic. no shock when no one asked me question regards to academic subjects. so this year, yeah, its either people think that i am not clever or people think that i am selfish. THANK YOU VERY MUCH PEOPLE FOR MAKING ME FEELING THIS WAY. its okay, i am used to people think that i am not clever. well, i admit i am not anyway. lol i didn't blame anything.
i appear non-approachable cuz
1. i'm blur
2. shy
3. no common topics to talk about
4. just 'bo chap?'
5. people don't talk to me, i don't talk to people
in conclusion, my last year good friends know me well. FULLSTOP.
and Benny, LOL, i just read his January post few days ago, I AM SO TOUCHED. i'm considered one of them right? =P
see, this is what i call, SINCERITY. if I go out from college, I DON'T THINK ANYONE CARES.
1991 rocks.
- just can't be bothered
Saturday, April 18
random thoughts:
1. feel irritated
2. feel inspired
3. feel disgusted
4. feeling confused
5. 17 AGAIN?!?!?!
6. detached skin left on the basketball court =P
AND I AM INSPIRED TO BECOME A CONDUCTORRR!
just now during guitar practice, the Jc1 girls are forced to be a conductor. i am Jc1 wat, then why never call me to become the conductor?! LOL. I WANT LEH! everytime see Paul conduct, its a damn cool la!
if i want to become a conductor in ACTUAL LIFE, is it too late? need music background right? should start from young! ahhh!
- no future, no life =.=
1. feel irritated
2. feel inspired
3. feel disgusted
4. feeling confused
5. 17 AGAIN?!?!?!
6. detached skin left on the basketball court =P
AND I AM INSPIRED TO BECOME A CONDUCTORRR!
just now during guitar practice, the Jc1 girls are forced to be a conductor. i am Jc1 wat, then why never call me to become the conductor?! LOL. I WANT LEH! everytime see Paul conduct, its a damn cool la!
if i want to become a conductor in ACTUAL LIFE, is it too late? need music background right? should start from young! ahhh!
- no future, no life =.=
Friday, April 17
thursday:
PE time, i damn nervous to run (i was the one in front), while doing sort of a shuttle run to warm up. THEN... that's where i fell down. i thought firstly, its just a scratch as i dont feel pain. then my classmates were like, "OOH!" i looked down and realised that my knee got white white colour. obviously the skin has been 'detached on the basketball court'. then i purposely asked clara to go toilet with me, haha, cuz we sort of hate PE. reached toilet, then it started to bleed. after that, we dunno how to use the first-aid kit. we go asked teacher. LOL i wouldnt dare let other people dab the antiseptic on my wound. so i decided to put it myself. yuh yan was there to ensure that i could grab her if i couldn't stand it. then wasted LAAAA!, cuz during PE tat time, the dunno what thing came to our school, so we played their shooting game instead. WOOHOO. i get that band, with one shoot (but aim not tat good). haha. "SPECIAL TREATMENT!"
in conclusion, THANK YOU CLARA, YUH YAN AND THE TEACHER FOR THEIR HELP! =P GREATLY APPRECIATED.
ok maths test, can pass, by still emo la.
Friday:
;) a secret day
haha damn funny. i was wearing half Uniform/costume for guitar rehearsal cuz obviously i could not wear pants. so when the teachers asked me why i didn't wear my pants, then i showed them my knee! then they gave me this 'ouch' face. HAHAHA.
as for rehearsal, it was quite okay, except they made a little bit of changes, which makes HC think that we were actually performing a Drama. LOL. then *coughs coughs* someone's pants got torn, then can ... damn evil la. we all, basically the Alto people all laughed behind him. they don't dare to tell him. but after that, some people told him. lol i didn't laugh too much la, you know... RETRIBUTION. yeahh. so better don't laugh. sigh. today quite emo also la. bio test not A T_T
hmmm. to someone, who sat beside me...: don't get irritated. its not good. think of the people around you, okay? (: remember: CHANGE is always the best (:
me: no life =.=''
PE time, i damn nervous to run (i was the one in front), while doing sort of a shuttle run to warm up. THEN... that's where i fell down. i thought firstly, its just a scratch as i dont feel pain. then my classmates were like, "OOH!" i looked down and realised that my knee got white white colour. obviously the skin has been 'detached on the basketball court'. then i purposely asked clara to go toilet with me, haha, cuz we sort of hate PE. reached toilet, then it started to bleed. after that, we dunno how to use the first-aid kit. we go asked teacher. LOL i wouldnt dare let other people dab the antiseptic on my wound. so i decided to put it myself. yuh yan was there to ensure that i could grab her if i couldn't stand it. then wasted LAAAA!, cuz during PE tat time, the dunno what thing came to our school, so we played their shooting game instead. WOOHOO. i get that band, with one shoot (but aim not tat good). haha. "SPECIAL TREATMENT!"
in conclusion, THANK YOU CLARA, YUH YAN AND THE TEACHER FOR THEIR HELP! =P GREATLY APPRECIATED.
ok maths test, can pass, by still emo la.
Friday:
;) a secret day
haha damn funny. i was wearing half Uniform/costume for guitar rehearsal cuz obviously i could not wear pants. so when the teachers asked me why i didn't wear my pants, then i showed them my knee! then they gave me this 'ouch' face. HAHAHA.
as for rehearsal, it was quite okay, except they made a little bit of changes, which makes HC think that we were actually performing a Drama. LOL. then *coughs coughs* someone's pants got torn, then can ... damn evil la. we all, basically the Alto people all laughed behind him. they don't dare to tell him. but after that, some people told him. lol i didn't laugh too much la, you know... RETRIBUTION. yeahh. so better don't laugh. sigh. today quite emo also la. bio test not A T_T
hmmm. to someone, who sat beside me...: don't get irritated. its not good. think of the people around you, okay? (: remember: CHANGE is always the best (:
me: no life =.=''
Monday, April 13
(short post)
why life has to be so suckyyy?
1. i haven't do gp essay, ST1 revision.
2. i'm lagging behind
3. i get stressed up so easily
4. my phone is not working.
5. every electronic thing that i touched will get spoilt
6. probably im cursed.
7. now, my life shall be complete silence and emptiness cuz i can't listen to the radio or my songs in my phone.
8. i can't take photos cuz phone spoilt, can't see the beautiful images i've snapped.
9. can't message Tissany. so i probably will be living in a dark well where there's no 'signal'.
10. so busy with life, that i ate prata for breakfast, 4 nuggets for my 'lunch' at 5pm, and my dinner at 10.30pm
just msn-ed with wx. thanks or enlightening me. i really need it, and it helps. thank you :D
why life has to be so suckyyy?
1. i haven't do gp essay, ST1 revision.
2. i'm lagging behind
3. i get stressed up so easily
4. my phone is not working.
5. every electronic thing that i touched will get spoilt
6. probably im cursed.
7. now, my life shall be complete silence and emptiness cuz i can't listen to the radio or my songs in my phone.
8. i can't take photos cuz phone spoilt, can't see the beautiful images i've snapped.
9. can't message Tissany. so i probably will be living in a dark well where there's no 'signal'.
10. so busy with life, that i ate prata for breakfast, 4 nuggets for my 'lunch' at 5pm, and my dinner at 10.30pm
just msn-ed with wx. thanks or enlightening me. i really need it, and it helps. thank you :D
Sunday, April 12
the guitar camp is the best camp ever, cuz its so slacking ;) that's what i called ... LIFE
so saturday morning, woke up late, 9.40am. Reach school at 11.45am. then eat lunch, then practice as an ensemble. dot dot dot. had dinner, mcdonalds leh. and err... forgot to pay $10 to them for the camp meals. then we changed into our black costumes. onboard the bus, i had to follow the jc1 cuz im a retainee T_T
and i think im such a whiner. omg. teacher, not your fault.
then reach rp, just love the environment there la. the theatre is small leh. i thought shouldn't it be HUGE? ok, just went to the website and there's a lot of compartments in the cultural centre. we went to is the 1000 seat theatre. damn shiok. took a lot of nice photos ;) haha. and took photo of someone sleeping while holding the guitar!
reached school like around 11.30pm. the girls slept at the staff lounge, and err... bh slept among with the girls? LOL. the staff lounge is the best place on earth. so disturbing luh, a lot of people come in then see see. irritating.
then, morning..., we just watch the performance on the day before that teacher recorded, then go home! and i've slept for 6 hours at home. sigh.
- hmm. no wonder, both of them are sisters! oohs.
- i am so dead. yeah. i guess my vow has been terminated, since i didnt get a D grade for pw. but then ar, i just feel like going to poly leh.
- ok. happy birthday hidayat.
- life's sucks. haven't do GP essay T_T
sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.
ps if got spelling error, or improper sentence being typed (and my classmate can write really good sentence structure)
so saturday morning, woke up late, 9.40am. Reach school at 11.45am. then eat lunch, then practice as an ensemble. dot dot dot. had dinner, mcdonalds leh. and err... forgot to pay $10 to them for the camp meals. then we changed into our black costumes. onboard the bus, i had to follow the jc1 cuz im a retainee T_T
and i think im such a whiner. omg. teacher, not your fault.
then reach rp, just love the environment there la. the theatre is small leh. i thought shouldn't it be HUGE? ok, just went to the website and there's a lot of compartments in the cultural centre. we went to is the 1000 seat theatre. damn shiok. took a lot of nice photos ;) haha. and took photo of someone sleeping while holding the guitar!
reached school like around 11.30pm. the girls slept at the staff lounge, and err... bh slept among with the girls? LOL. the staff lounge is the best place on earth. so disturbing luh, a lot of people come in then see see. irritating.
then, morning..., we just watch the performance on the day before that teacher recorded, then go home! and i've slept for 6 hours at home. sigh.
- hmm. no wonder, both of them are sisters! oohs.
- i am so dead. yeah. i guess my vow has been terminated, since i didnt get a D grade for pw. but then ar, i just feel like going to poly leh.
- ok. happy birthday hidayat.
- life's sucks. haven't do GP essay T_T
sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.
ps if got spelling error, or improper sentence being typed (and my classmate can write really good sentence structure)
Friday, April 10
life's been much better. i feel less sad.
but my maths, yeahh, i accidentally saw my maths results when i turned over my file, and okay, at least its not a U.
yesterday got the PW results. I never expected to get such grade. Its beyond my expectation. Then ZY said, "Thanks for your hardwork" something like that, then I replied, "ZY, I love you!" zzz. haha. I love my PW mates. Ahh... Our hardwork has paid off (:
the rest, JY for h2 subjects! (:
i gotta agree la, life's unfair. its just like that. nothing can change it. that's her luck. don't worry my dear last year classmates, she will get her own retribution. don't think about it too much. people like her can't survive in the society. you know what i mean? the whole class knows her lies and evil stuffs lies underneath her. we can't do anything about it. we can't change her. don't let it affect you. Moral of the Story: Don't let the slackers get the credits for your hardwork. Do let the teachers know.
that's why..., now I try not to interfere with people's life, cuz it will make my life even more complicated, and I would be stressed up thinking about all these unimportant stuffs. well, I used to thinking about all these stuffs, but i came to realise that its all sh*t. see my guy friends, they are simple, and enjoy their own life. that's carefree. i want to be like that too. phew. im glad my life is not as complicated. my life evolves around school, homework. THE END. yeahh, that's why i sort of free almost everyday. but i really cut down on my social life cuz its such a waste of money and time. (except Tissany and my dear last year classmates, you guys rockzzzz) after A-Level then can lah.
so yesterday, was such a Drama day.
morning PE time, wth, I can run 4 rounds within 10 minutes and 28 seconds! i think i broke my own record. zzz. this year, of course NAPFA test, don't want to get NIL. but Bronze also okay la. i lazy to care about these stuffs.
why people ask me questions, i will answer the wrong question? sigh. i am not so going to talk to jq, lol so paiseh X_X haha
uhh.. tomorrow Camp. sighh. sad sad sad. think on the brighter side, i still can see some people at school on a saturdayyy! will suffer humiliation tomorrow. anyway, want to hire me for predicting the future? see, i can predict wx's group grade for PW leh xD zzz.
got a lot of revision to do, hehe, today slept for 14 hours. HAPPYYYY! :D
- oh yes, yesterday is Jesse McCartney's, and Hon Kwan's birthday! happy bady! :D
but my maths, yeahh, i accidentally saw my maths results when i turned over my file, and okay, at least its not a U.
yesterday got the PW results. I never expected to get such grade. Its beyond my expectation. Then ZY said, "Thanks for your hardwork" something like that, then I replied, "ZY, I love you!" zzz. haha. I love my PW mates. Ahh... Our hardwork has paid off (:
the rest, JY for h2 subjects! (:
i gotta agree la, life's unfair. its just like that. nothing can change it. that's her luck. don't worry my dear last year classmates, she will get her own retribution. don't think about it too much. people like her can't survive in the society. you know what i mean? the whole class knows her lies and evil stuffs lies underneath her. we can't do anything about it. we can't change her. don't let it affect you. Moral of the Story: Don't let the slackers get the credits for your hardwork. Do let the teachers know.
that's why..., now I try not to interfere with people's life, cuz it will make my life even more complicated, and I would be stressed up thinking about all these unimportant stuffs. well, I used to thinking about all these stuffs, but i came to realise that its all sh*t. see my guy friends, they are simple, and enjoy their own life. that's carefree. i want to be like that too. phew. im glad my life is not as complicated. my life evolves around school, homework. THE END. yeahh, that's why i sort of free almost everyday. but i really cut down on my social life cuz its such a waste of money and time. (except Tissany and my dear last year classmates, you guys rockzzzz) after A-Level then can lah.
so yesterday, was such a Drama day.
morning PE time, wth, I can run 4 rounds within 10 minutes and 28 seconds! i think i broke my own record. zzz. this year, of course NAPFA test, don't want to get NIL. but Bronze also okay la. i lazy to care about these stuffs.
why people ask me questions, i will answer the wrong question? sigh. i am not so going to talk to jq, lol so paiseh X_X haha
uhh.. tomorrow Camp. sighh. sad sad sad. think on the brighter side, i still can see some people at school on a saturdayyy! will suffer humiliation tomorrow. anyway, want to hire me for predicting the future? see, i can predict wx's group grade for PW leh xD zzz.
got a lot of revision to do, hehe, today slept for 14 hours. HAPPYYYY! :D
- oh yes, yesterday is Jesse McCartney's, and Hon Kwan's birthday! happy bady! :D
Tuesday, April 7
lol. danny messaged me and said thanks, and the food i gave him was nice. then, i replied, "....i'm really happy that you appreciate it" err... It seems wrong lah, it should be, "I am GLAD that you appreciate it", cuz happy and glad is such a huge difference!
Then, we voted for our House EXCO, I believe I made the right choice ;)
For Chem test, not bad la, easy. Bio test, OMG, last year's nightmare came alive. CMI.
those 2 guys, rm and yj, they actually reminds me of wx and zy, always create somethings that would make people (like me LOL), to smile. Yeahh, for me to smile is a difficult task, then talking to rm and yj is fun! like can bully them like that =x just kidding!
my source of entertainment stared at me, and i stared at him.
then rm was like saying, "what? you think you are a girl, i scared huh?"
then i said, "what? you think you a boy, i scared is it"?
LOL LOL.
and i sort of agree with yj larh, feel stressed despite we are retainess! but them, for them is not bad, cuz they at least have some knowledge from last year's subject..., THEN ME LEH? sigh ):
huuhuu. on saturday night, IT IS COMPULSORY to stay overnight at school T_T hehe, sort of looking forward to it too. but,..., don't want larhhh! i only want to go to RPCC, to see the environment xD
- had fun had fun had fun
Then, we voted for our House EXCO, I believe I made the right choice ;)
For Chem test, not bad la, easy. Bio test, OMG, last year's nightmare came alive. CMI.
those 2 guys, rm and yj, they actually reminds me of wx and zy, always create somethings that would make people (like me LOL), to smile. Yeahh, for me to smile is a difficult task, then talking to rm and yj is fun! like can bully them like that =x just kidding!
my source of entertainment stared at me, and i stared at him.
then rm was like saying, "what? you think you are a girl, i scared huh?"
then i said, "what? you think you a boy, i scared is it"?
LOL LOL.
and i sort of agree with yj larh, feel stressed despite we are retainess! but them, for them is not bad, cuz they at least have some knowledge from last year's subject..., THEN ME LEH? sigh ):
huuhuu. on saturday night, IT IS COMPULSORY to stay overnight at school T_T hehe, sort of looking forward to it too. but,..., don't want larhhh! i only want to go to RPCC, to see the environment xD
- had fun had fun had fun
I WANNA SEE DAVID ARCHIEEE!
Sunday, April 5
this week, whole week damn emo. because of one thing: GP!
yeahh. so depressed about it. thinking whether i can promote or not next year. sighhh.
but on the other hand, not bad la, guys are entertainers.
"My cuteness kills me"
"Statistics is for a girl's work"
LOL. these phrases made me laugh.
yeah. you know, we need to balance the Yin and the Yang, yeahh, hope you guys understand that.. err... how to say huh? that's why I have friends like Tissany, Weixiang etc, to balance out. but nevermind. I sort of agree that if you are a girl, you would have some guys characteristics and vice versa.
ok la whatever if you don't understand.
=.=
i've been buying Mark in ffs, and i no money already le!
okay anyway, I think I know what to buy for Danny and ZY. Cuz ZY is rather a close friend of mine, so I shall buy some nice food for ZY. hahaha! sorry guys, im having recession, dont expect something good, and i know guys don't really like gifts (in terms of things), so i prefer giving food larh. ^^
nothing to say alr le. SYF is coming soon, omg had to wear those costumes X_X
randomness:
oh ya, 1 more thing. omg omg. i learnt something this week. regarding how boys felt, when they are showing concern towards the other party.
YES! i can write a book already. (wth am i talking?)
yeahh. so depressed about it. thinking whether i can promote or not next year. sighhh.
but on the other hand, not bad la, guys are entertainers.
"My cuteness kills me"
"Statistics is for a girl's work"
LOL. these phrases made me laugh.
yeah. you know, we need to balance the Yin and the Yang, yeahh, hope you guys understand that.. err... how to say huh? that's why I have friends like Tissany, Weixiang etc, to balance out. but nevermind. I sort of agree that if you are a girl, you would have some guys characteristics and vice versa.
ok la whatever if you don't understand.
=.=
i've been buying Mark in ffs, and i no money already le!
okay anyway, I think I know what to buy for Danny and ZY. Cuz ZY is rather a close friend of mine, so I shall buy some nice food for ZY. hahaha! sorry guys, im having recession, dont expect something good, and i know guys don't really like gifts (in terms of things), so i prefer giving food larh. ^^
nothing to say alr le. SYF is coming soon, omg had to wear those costumes X_X
randomness:
oh ya, 1 more thing. omg omg. i learnt something this week. regarding how boys felt, when they are showing concern towards the other party.
YES! i can write a book already. (wth am i talking?)
Wednesday, April 1
omg. my GP March Holiday Comprehension Assignment, I got 13.5 out of 40. Probably the lowest in class larh. I checked the dictionary for the Vocab section, ALSO WRONG! I did the assignment with my heart leh. sigh. But luckily, I have another Senior who "accompanied" me and get the same marks as me! HAHA. *phew* I am not alone! LOL.
then ar, I think teacher going to give the Maths results tomorrow larh. OMG confirm will depress one.
then today, want to donate blood. but then, after doing all those things, they said i cannot donate cuz vein too narrow, ask to do weight lifting *coughs coughs* okay, i still dunno my blood type. (and my finger was hurt during guitar practice, cuz it was still bleeding. its cool as the doctor "staple" my hand) and i saw how the nurse did to hidayat. OMG. the needle went under his skin, you can see the needle right there, then the blood slowly flows down the tube and the bag. omg. i just walked off straight away cuz i could'nt stand it. BLOOD LEH OMG. i felt like crying, and felt like fainting. (not for the faint-hearted ^^)
wa sehh. teacher taught me how to do the chem spa, i still dont understand. stupid brain so slow. i might as well drop from this thing! GO TO other place to continue education =.= RAWRRR! so feeling .... frustrated.
yeah my feeling right now is FRUSTRATED! and i dunno how to do chemistry, maths etc etc. SIGH. no future. if there is, i think i shall pursue a degree in Biology =X
Ai Dao Ai Dao ~
and the wtf Senior's Project! dunno where to take pictures larh. sigh. its such a FREAKING WASTE OF TIME.
I don't care. Life's sucks.
then ar, I think teacher going to give the Maths results tomorrow larh. OMG confirm will depress one.
then today, want to donate blood. but then, after doing all those things, they said i cannot donate cuz vein too narrow, ask to do weight lifting *coughs coughs* okay, i still dunno my blood type. (and my finger was hurt during guitar practice, cuz it was still bleeding. its cool as the doctor "staple" my hand) and i saw how the nurse did to hidayat. OMG. the needle went under his skin, you can see the needle right there, then the blood slowly flows down the tube and the bag. omg. i just walked off straight away cuz i could'nt stand it. BLOOD LEH OMG. i felt like crying, and felt like fainting. (not for the faint-hearted ^^)
wa sehh. teacher taught me how to do the chem spa, i still dont understand. stupid brain so slow. i might as well drop from this thing! GO TO other place to continue education =.= RAWRRR! so feeling .... frustrated.
yeah my feeling right now is FRUSTRATED! and i dunno how to do chemistry, maths etc etc. SIGH. no future. if there is, i think i shall pursue a degree in Biology =X
Ai Dao Ai Dao ~
and the wtf Senior's Project! dunno where to take pictures larh. sigh. its such a FREAKING WASTE OF TIME.
I don't care. Life's sucks.
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