Tuesday, December 30

I've looked at the Class List 2009 for the subject combination until I got headache. I was looking, then the "H2Ma" all very blur, I become cross eyed. Anyway, the subject combination I wanted:

First choice: H2 Chem Bio CSE H1 Maths
Second choice: H2 Maths Bio CSE H1 Chem
Third choice: H2 Maths Chem Bio H1 CSE

But I think the FIRST and SECOND choice is not available, since I've checked that people don't take that combination. Hai. Means I got to take H2 Maths and Chem?! OMG.

Monday, December 29

Next year...., you guys will be in 213. 115 to 213?! WTF. 115 should be 215 la. Yeahh, confirm...
But, there's a mistake in 213's timetable, Galston is no longer taking h2 eng lit, and I don't take even promote, so there's no need to have h2 Eng lit in the timetable. WA sehh, the timetable very packed liao. And go home at the usual time. If me, my brains will be fried, or worse, BURST.

Ok, I had these things against timetable. But why I care? MUAHAHHAHA. I just want to know the breaks so we all can have breaks together! LOL

wth.i said im going to guitar, but im at home.zzz.but whocares anyway? none of my friends is going ^^

Friday, December 26

I find this over the Internet. From someone. But forgotten who.

Life is just like riding a roller coaster, sometimes high, sometimes low. It is just up to you want to face it properly or not. A proper portion of solvent can dissolve your solute faster and more efficiently. Find the way best suit you and use it all the time, you will get smarter next time.

Man, I'm creeped out when playing HighStreet5 because I don't know how to NAVIGATE! Just like MapleStory, I don't know how to navigate, then I give up playing. Playing Audition is more simple. Man, I do love simplicity. However, I'm going to quit Audi soon. Yeahh.. Be a hardworking person 24/7 ZZZ =.=''
HOHOHO!
These 2 songs, I sort of like them, yeahh Xmas songs (but I don't celebrate okay)





Hehehe. The reason why I mass messaged (to almost everyone in my contacts) the Xmas wishes is that I got like, $70 more to go before the expire date for the prepaid card, so IN THE END.... It only used up at most $2 for the greetings. ONLY $2! Still more to go!

Sunday, December 21

chirstmas time=)

here are some pics that i took in changi airport there=)
i love the christmas tree!!


time to make petunia jealous.
CANDY EMPIRE!
my fav.

nice christmas tree,isn't it?


different view of the tree
i had been sitting there for almost an hour,
and most people took photos tgt with the treeee...
i want!



i love changi man!
i want to work there!



the environment simply suits people like me!=)


oks.
signing off=)

time to think what i should buy for my cousins during christmas time le=)
what should i buy for them?
hrm...














Saturday, December 20

Today is guitar performance. OMG I have so much things to say. But I'm tired! Okay, but I must give full details!

I thought I want to reach school early, but as usual, I do not reach there exactly on dot. I reached around 2.35pm. I practiced a while in the guitar room. I thought Shannon's friend was Alex aka Mozart, sitting down on the bench, because I'm blind, of course I am wrong. So it was Shannon's sec school friend, whom will be singing (what's that song title? I FORGOT!) a song from Three Doors Down (but I don't like the song though, its too lovey dovey!) Oh ya, one thing; I LOVE MY HAIR! Err... but not the style, but the smell! I washed it with shampoo (as usual), put hair conditioner I just bought the previous day. Before heading out the door to go to to school, I put another hair conditioner from the BS (which I think my sister's friend gave). TWO BOTTLES OF FREE STUFF. All of that gave me a nice smelling hair! LOL. Okay, I shall stop here.

Until 4pm, we played our 2 pieces, Farruca and In The Sky. We played kinda sucks, including me.

4pm - We boarded the bus, I sat with YT. I thought I want to sit alone so that I could put my Darling guitar on one seat. Then the people from Interact Club must sit also, so no choice but to squeeze in the bus, but its okay (:

Around 5pm, we reached the Location. I was very "wow" when I walked into the place. Very high class. We set up the equipment required, played on the stage for a while in the located room. I sucks again with the running notes. Zzz. I had to sit in front of the stage IN THE CENTRE! Haha, but I was accompanying YT (before she was shifted to the corner), cuz I can't leave her alone in front, as the girls were all behind. Hohoho, SO EMBARRASS LA. I don't play that good, then sit in front LOL so funny. We went to the corridor and played, and got chased out from the guard. We were then moved to a room. I played till I very bored.

Around 7pm, we went into the room where we will be performing. Yippee! I saw Han Hui, he didn't attend the meeting. So am I.

Around 8 ++ pm, while the rest were eating, our GEMS went up at the stage and played. I'm happy with my performance (okay, as an ensemle too). I did make mistakes, as I was not concentrating, then I was like, "Uhh... CONCENTRATEEEE!" After that, phew, everything went on smoothly. Stage fright - quick in subsiding to normal state.

After that, eat, played Bingo, and I'm annoyed because we didn't win. And WTH, we sabo Melvin to go up on stage to play Hula Hoop. Hahaha, but actually, its for females from what I see from the participants! If I were him, of course I will be extra humiliated. But we all supported him la. (and I shouted so loud to give encouragement, as well as others, which reminds me of the last time I shouted that loud was on 9th Aug 2008 for the NDP Cheerleading)

I don't even know if the food is Halal or not. Man, I'm sad.

Its a high class place, I feel odd. Hahaha, the ambience there is GOOD. If I got money when I'm old, I will become a member there!

Anyway, the bus if so packed, AND SO NOISY, and I got a headache! My back is aching as I typed this. Reached home like 11.15pm. I AM GLAD THAT THE SCHOOL IS NEAR MY NEIGHBOURHOOD. But the bus driver drop some of us at the MRT station, so I just walked to the bus interchange, for my own convenience.

I think not going for tomorrow's Baby Show. Tired la. TATA! ('m sad, cuz I didn't get to watch TV!)

Oh ya, before I forgot, the dinner ambience was good because the DJ is very good, got Candy Floss for kids, got a Balloon maker man. But I'm too lazy to ask for balloons, and eat candy floss. Man, I think I'm really LAZY. I just want to watch TV, thats all (:
Hehehe, and Han Hui showed me Paul Twohill's mother who attended the event just now. Not bad, Han Hui knows everything LOL. I think the people attended are not the people who are very rich and owned a yacht. Its just the place!
And the crowd clapped for us when we played Farruca in the beginning of the song LOL. Cuz its loud and dynamic.

Thursday, December 18

Tomorrow is guitar performance in front of those crowds
who are freaking rich,
who are even probably own a yacht!
ALL THE BEST

to the ensemble!
but honestly, hopefully we can play as an ensemble..,

I just wanna cry looking at how we play as an ensemble.
WAHHH!!!

Monday, December 15

confused=(

angry with myself for slacking the entire month
but i dun have the mood to study
or is that an excuse for myself?
i have no idea
i just want to slack thruout the holidays
that is my life
probably it is time to wake up in every aspect of my life
it is time to think about what i want in my life
i am confused
i just dun noe what i want is it possible?
i dunno
can anyone just tell me the truth
or least just give me some sound advice will do
din really blog nowadays
i am too lazy to type duh
got to know the guys in my team much better
is this supposed to be a good thing?
i have no idea
but probably i might c them until sian
cos basically i c them almost everyday for the past few weeks
hahas!
i have been emoin until past week
dun really know why
changi airport
i went to changi few days ago
look at the christmas tree!
it is soo pretty
i love it man!
[will upload the photos when i am free lo]
115'08




























115'08 rocks man!






Sunday, December 14

I think I've had enough people telling me that I'm ..... and I'm a ..... STUDENT. ............................................................................................
.....................
WHAT'S THIS?! ............................................................................... STOP THISSSS ! If this continues..., SAY BYEBYE. ....................................
shut up if u dont understand ;D jk ~ just venting my frustrations with dots!

Fine, I will just study and be LIKE SOMEONE WHO STUDIES 24/7. Hohoho. Don't be shocked if I go crazy. I want Hospitality & Resort Management... but, ...., my life is like being controlled.
Okay, I think I shall switch on the comp twice a week only. And suffered under the control of books. No choice, but to give up everything T_T Hmmm. Okay! I've made a plan! I will work after A-Levels, get like $3000 after 8 months (lol hopefully), then rent a room in the Uni hostel! YES! MUAHAHAHA. No one will control me! ^^v

My life is like this... Listen.


i changed the background, nice or not? like weird weird. hmm. next time i change again ;D

wow. chem bonding is inside bio campbell! now i understand better =.=

Saturday, December 13


I PLAYED WITH GM! MUAHAHAHA SO HAPPY! but never win anything la. cuz i so noob in every mode, except for BU (lol. considered better than the rest of the modes)


hmm try clicking it, to see a bigger picture LOL
wEeeeee!

Thursday, December 11

WHAT'S UP WITH THOSE HACKERS? They didn't seem like one. But their EXP and Dens are like hundereds MILLION! So, got this guy proposed, my avatar accepted and all. But then hor, HE BROKE UP AND ... damn stupid. Why my avatar suffered such fate? All guys met are hackers =.=

On the brighter side..., ITS FUNNY JUST NOW!
The Club II, all 3 of the boys gave flowers to my avatar. Then, I was like, "OMG, who to choose?" But I UNDECIDED ~ hahah. its so funny!

okay. im just ranting about my Audi life =.=

Tuesday, December 9


hohoho. I spend like 1 hours reading the Little Nyonya website. I LOVE THE SHOWWW ! That time I watched and I felt like crying. Okay, now I also love watching Campus Shrewd ! IT'S SO FUNNYYYY! I heard this song in Audi before. So it bring memories to me. Its a nice song! (feat Wilber Pan, whom acted in Campus Shrewd. oh ya, the Fatty something something, MAN HE"S SO ;) )





Yesterday, I played Audi, Club mode. And this guy, proposed to be couple, I accepted. BUT.... Now broke up already la. LOL I got money can break up anytime ;) My avatar seems to be kissing lots of FROGS. If you get what I mean. The reason why I broke up is ...


Can you see? ITS SO FISHY about this guy! He's only Stiffy, and had 342 Million, 9 digits of Exp? I'm a Clubber and yet had only around 8 Million if I didn't buy all those shirts (but now only 3 million). And my Exp is freaking LOW.
Hmm. Okay done here :) man, WHEN I SHALL START STUDYING?!
Oh ya, Happy Birthday to Galston. Yeah, what kind of friend am I? But well, I can't go out. Hmm. Last year he spend his birthday in HK. LOL ... okay thinking something funny on my mind right now. DONE DONE DONE. CHIONG AUDI !!!

Monday, December 8

ZZZ.
People asked to add at msn, then added them already. But they never talk! They asked to add one hor. In my new account leh. My new msn is the "so-called msn for friends that I know in real life or friends that are close to me" hmm. I FEEL LIKE DELETING THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE JUST "ONLINE FRIENDS"!!!

Saturday, December 6

=.=''

EEKKK...

I don't want to buy bubble tea at that shop ever again. The "Queue Here" arrow sign is obviously WRONG! man, I'm super angry!

And sad cuz 5k don't have. Only 10K, which costs a bomb in my opinion! :D

Wednesday, December 3

Exhausted

3rd Dec 2008

i have lost count of the time right now. i mean my life is just repeating the same stuffs over and over again. that is my life man. science project is fun in every way man. i did learn lotsa stuffs from there. i seriously do want to manage my time properly but it seems soo difficult to do so man. lets shall not talk about those boring stuffs la. i have decided on something though. that is not to write too personal stuffs in my blog post. anyway, i doubt anyone wants to know about my secrets lo. but, first thing is that i doubt i have the time to write everything that i have experienced in my everyday life.

training takes up too much of my time man. stupid lo. anyway, having team mates which are all guys is soo weird but i think it should be alright once i know them a lot better.
their personality does not seem to be the same as each other lo.

bullying guys is seriously very fun man.
you know who i mean by that lo.
so fun. his reaction is entertaining me in every single way man.
cute Xd

will we get new classmates to join us?
definitely i dun wany any major changes
i doubt there will be.
can we choose to join my class?

oks.
my legs are aching so badly.
write more next time

Sunday, November 30

hahaha. My Audi avatar is DAMN RICH ! muahahah. im so happy that i can buy things that are inside my "Basket" aka wishlist shopping. 2 million lei! then cannot resist already, i bought some clothes.... now my avatar is superrrrr cute!!! that boys want to seduce her LOL.


there below ~


Thursday, November 27

hai ~ its my luck to come across with such a fine, young, good looking man.
See how good looking. Yeah...
He's....: (im referring to someone else)
1. Nice
2. Clever
3. But so good looking like that, yeah, might be a ..... (ahemm, big F 5-letter word)
4. Talented - can play musical instruments (note the "s")
5. Can sing.
Which makes me think. I don't deserve one (what "one"? guess yourself).
I know I might have .......( ahemm, F 6-letter word) for him, but whatever. What I want is REAL LIFE FRIENDS, that I can see with my NEKKID EYES.
Thanks Jolene for the chocolate. LOL she's so generous! guitar was fine, boring just now. was like alone, only when jolene talks to me about promising her to remind her something (which is super funny), and when shannon teaches me how to play some of the bars. wtf la. its so difficult to play. my fingers now numb la. AND EVERYTIME NO SOUND PRODUCED! DAMN ANNOYED! i know how to play, but no sound ~ guys with energy go do la. esp professional kids like the Beethoven and Mozart in our GE can play like that. hmmph. I damn sad ~
dont care anything! Just one thing:
I LOVE JAY CHOU (after first time listening to his another new song "Give me a song's time")

Tuesday, November 25

okay fine. whatever. i shall now be an innocent kid. man. i can't believe that when i first wrote that, everyone (probably his so-called friends) wrote on it TOO! i dunno what they wrote, but for sure, I DON'T WANT TO SEE IT! cuz i don't want to make oneself more sad. i don't care.
i shall now stay out from trouble and study like a nerdy kid. that's what i usually do for the past years in sec sch. and get good grades. i shall...;
1. care about my own business
2. don't care about other people's business
3. spend less time online (REALLY!, cuz i find myself in more trouble than before)

sorry i ain't doing anything. let it be. whatever. don't disturb me. so long, and goodbye.
leave me alone
:D

Monday, November 24

-

im on mourning. dunno why. probably for myself.

EMOING ~

Thursday, November 20

hai. today, I felt ANGRY, ANNOYED but happy..

Firstly, I woke up at 12.05noon. I thought it was 1pm. I switched on my phone, ouh, its 12.05pm. 12.30pm, leave house. I walked from my house to school (because I need to buy Top-Up card on the way). then hor, yesterday i got the feeling that i need to get out from the school after reaching there 5 mins later. and it really came true. i came to school and notice no one was outside the PE department office. so i sms-ed Melvin and asked where is he. he called and said he's at KFC CP. he asked if i wanna join blahblahblah. i said ok lor. since we are not coming back to school. and i dunno where's KFC CP, then i remained silent over the phone, he said, "Hello?" ROFL. cuz i was thinking for the 5 seconds ! then in the end, i know already, its at the old yamaha building, the grey colour building. zzz. I HEART PAIN LA. From school, I walke to KFC CP. damn tired la. means i walked from my house, to college, to KFC. AHHH! and never say anything or what. wtf. im so annoyed. on tuesday, im annoyed when READING SOMEONE's BLOG. yesterday, cuz he said i pathetic. today, .... hai. you guys are nothing but trouble for me.
lesson learnt: girl friends rockz.

reach KFC, I no mood to eat cuz i damn tired. melvin told me to eat since i havent had my lulnch yet. i eat damn slowly like Flower, but mine cuz i got no appetite. 1.55pm we went off to the building next to it. wa seh. i dont know that its a centre for elderly lol. i thought its a resident block, for the whole block. only the level 2 is for the elderly centre.

okay, we reached there. i dunno do what. i slacked around, then kena do the reception. take photos =.= after that, do the dishes thingy. basically, i slacked, and just help with da food. hehe, we not organised one.

melvin and the BBQ guy be the emcee. some of us, did the unpacking the foods. the rest, i dunno do what. zzz. wahh.. the scene was such, rushing and stuffs like that.

after the whole thing finish, we did some strengths and weaknesses. i talked crap of cuz. and the hot topic was ..."Mee Siam must use bowl, NOT plate". so funny, cuz we use mee siam on plates, and the gravy, dunno put where =.=

okay, been released, i took bus off to home. hmm ok la, my ge president very good la.
welcome anyway ~ oh ya, during reflections, teacher told me that she everytime called out my name cuz my name is easy to pronounce (my dear friends dont call me by my first word name) and also i always looks free, means in other words i v slack HAHAH. and ask us to close our eyes and raise up hand if there's anymore CIP like THIS, anyone would come and volunteer? i did not cuz i felt that i need exposure to something else.

time to do my own reflection/opinion:
1. I really can't communicate with people, especially aged 40+? I got scolded a bit for being BLUR.
2. I want to do CIP for children, I WANT A CHANGEEEE !
3. I am tired and thirsty after standing up the whole day. this means, i cant work ! :D rofl
4. I think I don't mind being an independent kid, as my close guitar friends are not even with me for CIP (cuz i think he nvr message them or what), but at least, i need some people that i know, like yin xiu, mel and shannon (anyway, shannon stop being like me, like very sad, should smile often! cuz u look better smiling!)
5. i know i need to take some initiatives in doing something, but its just that, i lacked the confidence.

okay thats all. what troubling me shall wash away once i sleep. and i gotta sleep soon. tomorrow 10am, got guitar omg. (oh ya, i asked mel why use school guitar? he said, "I thought you all usually wants to use the school guitar?" I said, "No. Not me. I prefer using my own guitar". but i scared hor, tomorrow not enough guitars leh. but not bringing my own, cuz gg shopping after that. school one is made from ivory wood or sth. more exp than mine. anyway, if i got a kid, i shall enrol him/her to go guitar lessons at the age of 4, TAKE NOTE OF THIS. and use MAPLEWOOD OKAY! zzz)

oh ya, i accomplised something. anyway, i felt happy after the whole cip cuz i got cip hours, i think 4 hours? and i discovered sth. hehe

sci project meeting

20/11/08
having science project meeting just now with mr seoh.
i reached school like half an hour early! so basically,i was in school stoning before the start of the meeting lo. it was like super pathetic cause not much people came you see. anyway, the elementz group is left with only 9 people and tcher seperated us according to classes. So, i was teamed up with faiz,ruiming and galston. but since ruiming and galston are not in Singapore, me and faiz had to start a bit for the project. Like did some research on the topic that we are doing etc. stupid faiz, the reason is simply because when tcher wanted us to appoint a group leader for now so that tcher will sms the leader the details for the meeting and expected the leader to pass the msg to the rest of the group members. faiz recommended me to tcher! in the end, tcher appointed me as a temporary leader until the others come back to singapore. SIAN cos being a temp. leader means more work to do. NO WAY MAN! i dun want to get more responsibility lor. besides, i am not a good leader[as far as i know]. i mean it depends lor. also dependent on the type of group members that they are man. since i don't really know whether they can co-operate or not. IT IS ALWAYS BETTER NOT TO TAKE THE RISK MAN. Also, next year i will be busy lor so i doubt i will be able to cope with it.

Anyway,just wait until the others are back first and we shall decide about it. Oh ya. this reminds me of something. Faiz said that if i am the leader for the elementz group,he wants to be the assistant leader lor=puzzled= he is weird man. then i was like:''oks. i don't mind be the leader if you going to help me. cause i will make sure i'll make full use of my role as a leader and order you to do most of the tasks. LOL.'' then he was like:'' NOooooooo!''

i find that we cannot get things done asap.
this is because we spent most of the time quarelling over those trival stuffs and talking crap=)
[YA. WE also spent some time smiling/stoning too cos he is weird]
finally we got the sense of direction on what to do for the sci project.
yay!
anyway,there is simply too much to write about it le.
lazy to write lo...

*****I WANT TO GO OUT before the science project takes over most of my time!!!!!!
OH MY GOD! PRESENTATION BY BOTH OF US ON OUR PRELIMINARY IDEAS ON NEXT TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nooooooooooooooooo.................

Wednesday, November 19

I want to play Hotel 626, since my Audition patch or whatever is NOT working, due to dc-ed when I want to log in. UGHH !
(okay, whatever, I know I'm scared, but at least be a gentleman and don't say "You are such a pathetic sia" I only ask what's the game about ma. Okay, my mood towards boys as for now is very LOW. Don't provoke me, unless you are a girl, then its fine)

Then, I think I am not joining the game. Well, maybe I will.

Anyway, tomorrow going for CIP. woohoo. Morning, switched on my handphone, Mel messaged to the GE members if anyone interested to go for CIP. I said I am. And okay, tomorrow, we'll be dealing with the elderly. Err... How ar? I never deal with elderly before. I can only deal with .... myself? Hmm... Hopefully everything went on smoothly.
Okay, so tomorrow CIP, Friday - Guitar Practice. And the very weird thing is: On Friday's practice, we are allowed to use the school's guitar (with the smiley face :D) HUH? VERY WEIRD.

So not bad. My holiday is good, well, also useful.
OK, I'm now emo-ing because of SOME GUYS =.=
ZZZ. I know a guy who got the least/no problem with me, and is the BETTER AND THE BESTEST among the boys in our class is.... of course... BENNY. AND I MEAN IT! He's the gentleman I've ever met. Yes, I mean it! =.= Cuz I'm so frustrated now!

Tuesday, November 18

Hmm, not bad. GE President is not bad. Let's see the sms he sent to the students who went for the Guitar Seminar.

"Thanks for taking time to attend Today's seminar.. We'll be starting guitar practice soon. Full steam ahead for SYF!!"

What's full steam? LOL. Or is it full STREAM?
Let's do the analysis...:
The President appreciates those people who went. And not those IRRESPONSIBLE PEOPLE who did not attend. Hai. Strength: 15 people! I also really upset man.

Honestly, why do I even care? My life is simple: Just study hard, and get As and Bs for Promos. But now think too much already la.
I want money leh.

I want to buy...:
1. Some books so I can improve on chem or bio. (I did not buy this year cuz I thought I would go Poly if failed Promos)
2. New bag - from Zinc or Adidas. giving my OP bag to my sis :P

Hmm.. Expensive leh. I now on budget, even though got money, but saving it for Prom Night and A-Level fee.
Hai ~

I'M FEELING BOREDDD~
IG = Interest Group = CCA LOL

Monday, November 17

today is a horrible day.

reached school around 6.55am. not many people were there. Margaret not coming cuz she said she got fever. YT said she got slight food poisoning. UHH ...
We went to THE SCHOOL (not our school, i mean) by the bus provided by the school. hehe, the 4 girls who came early (including me) sat behind, cuz we shoo-ed the boys away :D

reached there, we sat at the wrong section. we are supposed to sit at the first level. and the auditorium second floor is super scary, its "very tall", can easy "fall down". Melvin said that the lady was like saying, "Uhh, take your guitar.... (pause) ensemble" SO FUNNY, the pause is because our guitar ensemble is only 15 students. anyway, our total strength for today is 15! WTF. 15! out of 38?

talk talk talk, since its a SEMINAR, then got lunch. the food was okay, but can I eat it? okay anway, after that played some stuffs on our guitar. performance lalala. until 6pm. wahh damn stress. Annette got stomach pain, and the medicine need hot water. then hor, the toilet, wahh seh, I really appreciate the toilet in our school. cuz very errr..., not as nice as our school one.

DAMN STRESSING ! and its so ULU PLACE !
after the whole thing is over, Melvin asked anyone going back to here (the area which I stay). Then I said, "ME!" lor. Man, I feel bad for ps Annette. She and other 2 girls, and few boys went home by public transport as they did not live here. So, the 4 of us, Me, Melvin, Jolene (Zhu Lin - the nickname Ann game her) and Shannon went home by teacher's car. haha, inside the car got ...., and then new car ma. so hor, when i ..... the car, teacher said ...... LOL.

today I learnt a few things, and observed somethings:
1. anywhere i go, i will see **** (a school name). for cheerleading, for guitar.. WAHH.
2. Mel is very hahaha, i dunno how to say. Cuz girls, we giggled a lot and talked a lot, and boys want to know, wth the girls laugh and talk a lot for? (anyway, Jolene was imagining she got twins, and I said, "Ooh, twins means TWO LOUD SPEAKERS?" LOL. cuz she said herself that she's a loudspeaker!
3. 15 people came, how's SYF? and the sec school kids are playing better than ours! LOSE FACE!

hai. somewhere i wanna write what? man, i feeling disturbed. dunno why.
ok, i need sleep thats all ~

man. u are my role model. and jiayou for someone that need supp paper. hai ~

Friday, November 14

Today: I FEEL SO EMO. dunno why. but its just like that.

Let's see what I did.
Woke up in the morning, so sleepy la. go to school, meet the president outside guitar room. man. i am so =.=''
go maths class, only 5 people came WTF. talked talked. heheh. HH asked teacher if we all got breaks, can we go out and eat, GO MCDONALDS EAT, to be specific. She said NO. heheh.

after maths, I PERSUADED HH to go McD. It means that, we MUST PASS BY THE SECURITY POST. HH very paranoid, he asked Pei Yen if we are allowed to go out, then come back. she said can. then he asked other people AGAIN. i see down there, I HEART PAIN LOL. his classmates saw me sighing everytime haha. finally, i managed to persuade him to go. but he very quiet on the way. HE's WORRIED ! at McD, he also very quiet. then he asked me some questions. heheh. i talked from experience LOL. after eating, talked a little bit, then 112 people came =.= i was like, "ehh?" when i saw mel =.= then our table, we gave them. oh ya, i went with andrey, yuan xia, and hh.
nothing to do, we went to np extension. the new one. wtf so nice. the library official opening was today. but we dont want to wait. then byebye

went home, SLEEP~

reach sch, no bio, cleaning, took pictures. blahblahblah.

go TP, with wx, tiss, zy. then both of them went off, left me with wx. hehehe. i very heart pain. LOL WX VERY PICKY. later choose wife also very picky LOL. but hor, he very good, i asked him, "is that girl pretty?" i think i asked 3 times. and he said, "no. too much make-up" LOL. lol. the shirt is nice , and err.... want to impress YR right, that's why must pick clothes properly. HAHAHA. yeah, clothes are exp, and the cloth type he wants for polo T, is very hard to find.
then that time, ate at he foodcourt, WAHH HEART PAIN =.='' forget it, AUNTY! zzz

in conclusion, boys are troublesome (: (: hehehe. ok just kidding ar. no offence hehe.

i will miss 115, even though my relationship with everyone is just Van der Waals forces (correct? uhh. chem fail la, so i dunno the correct term LOL), its fun with everyone around. so, next year, making more Van der Waals forces with the NEW JUNIORS ! ok, maybe electrostatic attraction with alicia, hazwani. hehe. dan, nik lol. hai. see, last day of school i so emo.
what thing to say? i dunno. next time write. i go emo first (:

uhh.... i very brave to retain and not take the supp paper huh? 2 people said that =.= hai. i just dunno. so confusing

Thursday, November 13

AHH... I can't stop thinking!
He is EXACTLY like my secondary school friend. The way....:
1. When he finds out that his hair is being disturbed (even though its NOT messy), he will go to the toilet / asks, "Is my hair messy?"
2. The way he talks. Very captivating. VERY VERY VERY!!! (captivates my attention)
3. The tallness. (and say to other guys,"Ha, you are short". but got respect for short girls hehe)
4. The hair! The style of the hair.
5. The way he jokes around, and talks crap.
6. Very talkactive. VERY VERY VERY!!! (but interesting)

FEELS AS IF, I'VE KNOWN HIM FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS IM ALIVE.
next year. im waiting for my wonderful journey of life next year. its really going to be wonderful, i can feel, sense that. and it will always come true. hehe jk. man, i think i will change new background lei.
just like what i said about my promo results, it indeed came true =.=''
Today, I went back to school. Cuz M asked me if I want to join her and her friend, Aloy. So I said, “Ok lor”. She said from 9-10am. Hahaha. Then when I reached school, we all slacked a little bit first, talked to YT and gang. Err… she told me that A asked everyone whether I retain or not? Hmm… but A is not that, hmm, bad right? Wahh. Don told YT about the song! Hopefully, that’s all, and not much.

After 115 had their Bio lessons, joined them, and collect my stuffs. I’m really happy to be able to meet my friends after 2 days. I MISS THEM A LOT! Lol, and I saw Dan hanging out in the canteen! So, he asked me if I can take supp paper. I said yes, but I rejected the offer. But before that, he was like “scolding” me and said, “HEY, YOU BETTER TAKE THE SUPP PAPER!” LOL. I know its joking tone. Then he said he want to “exchange” with me LOL. Then, he asked if I want to change subject combi or not. I said, Yes. After the whole thing, Dan high fived me and said, “Okay, hope to see you in the same class next year!” ROFL. H is staying in. Nik is changing combi.

After meeting 115, I go and sit with HH and his friend. Talked a lot. Asked about CSE. HH told me that this year, a few people retain. Then I was like, “HUH REALLY?! That means I’m the bottom 1% in the college?!” He said, “No la. You choose to retain one what”... makes sense.

After my Maths teacher finished eating, me and M met her and talked. If I’m M, I think I will be really dead. I will go to Poly instead. She’s in a more dilemma than me. I can understand her life right now. Dunno which combi to choose. Hai, sometimes, I’m also like that. Wished I never gone anywhere. Okay anyway, I asked my Maths teacher if I can take H2 Maths and asked for her opinion, and she nodded her head, I felt “whoa…” its kind of risky without A-Maths background, but she said, its okay, as long as you have the passion, and put in a lot of effort (just like Shirley and bel said). Hmm I am still considering actually. I will definitely NOT take @#$%^&* EL ever again! Probably I will take the same subject combi as Priya next year hehehe.

Hmm not bad. Today I made another “close, but not that close” NEW friend. I knew him a little bit from Gal. He’s talkactive, and man, HE’S NICE. Zzz. Okay, I think I should stop it. Well, he’s going to retain next year. And he’s been avoiding his father because of his results. Hehehe. I guess, RETAINEES UNITE! Okay, next year.

Ehh not bad, everyone sort of know my results lei. Ooo. Famous hor. “……” zzz. As if. After that, 3 of us went home, LOL, and its like 12.30noon, while M promised her Mom to go back home at 12! LOL. And M told me to be careful of the man who wants money from people just now at MRT. And the guy really approached me for money! He said, “Hey, can I lend some money from you, I need to go to AMK, I need around $1 or $2. I have lost my wallet”. Zzz. And I said, “No, I don’t have, I used my money to top up my ez-link card already”. WTH. He never say anything to me, not even a THANKS, and just ignore me, like I never exist! If I lost my wallet, firstly, I will go to police station (if my IC is in it, if not I don’t care), secondly, if you are somewhere at the end of Singapore, and your house is at the OTHER end, take taxi, GO HOME, ask the cabby to wait for you and you go home and take your money, OR CALL SOMEONE YOU KNOW! I am sure if your wallet is lost, your hand phone might be still with you. People don’t really put their hand phone and money in the same wallet! And I am sure; everyone has a hand phone, except for some senior citizens and small kids.

Okay, yesterday, was so drama. I am tired, but will write a little bit now.
11.45pm – finished reading our college’s magazine, I put aside and take out the mattress under the bed
Sharp pain. I thought the zipper of the mattress pricked my skin. But the pain won’t go away. I stand up, and hold my hand, damn pain.
One thing on my mind. Is the zipper got rust? I hate rusty stuffs!
Ooh then I remembered, when something is pain, it stings! And it could be probably a bee/hornet!
Looked at the lights/ceilings/walls. Ta-Daa. The @#$%^&* hornet/bee was there! I remembered that I ran away 3 hours before when I saw it. I thought it will go away.
But…. It was under the BED!
Woke my elder sis up, and said, “AHH… I got stung by a bee”. Everyone was asleep.
Sis went out hurriedly, take out her handkerchief, and secure it on my hand.
I woke my mom. And told her. I didn’t realise that she was talking the insect repellent lol. Cuz I was dumb founded I woke my younger sis, and WTH, I screamed at her, she don’t want to wake up. Ahh forget it, my mom came with the repellent and spray, and woke my sis up.
12.30am – my hand still pain, my mom put oil, WAHH MORE PAIN.
Today go Doctor, LOL, he asked, still schooling? I said yes. (Lol. But other colleges, some closed already!)

976 words LOL

Wednesday, November 12

man, our college teachers are very concerned towards their students lol.
i didnt know Dino wanted me (and the others) to call him on monday night. lol. i think i was daydreaming when he said that zzz.
so i didnt call him, and tuesday night, he called my house number. and talked a lot. hahaha. man, i think he think im evil lol. well, i didnt tell my parents that promo results will come out on monday, and err.., i didnt show anyone my results for block test. haha, and Dino's laughter LOL.
ok anyway, after that, i give up la, Dino asked when he can talk to my parents, so yesterday lor. mr leong BROKE THE NEWS FOR ME! ooh man, thanks. cuz i was like, "uhh... when i shall break the news?" then they talked talked talked. oh man! and my mom asked how many people in class retain WTF. actually im not retain la, im ADVANCED LOL.

after that, i off my handphone cuz low batt. when i switch on again, our BIO TEACHER CALLED ! wahh. so surprising. she was on MSN when she called me LOL. Nik was chatting with her at MSN. lol. man, now i do believe that the teachers are concerned xD
then talked for 5 minutes. and she told me that im at least not that quiet as (err...) LOL. yeah, wahh she knows exactly how much i get for chem. this shows that my subject teachers all been discussing THOROUGHLY. and i told her that next year i might not be able to handle with syf and a lvl. so i want to stay on JC1. and she asked me, "to you, CCA or your studies more important?" "err... both". LOL REALLY WHAT. even my mom asked me not to join syf, but its important for TESTIMONIAL. omg. my life's now is complicateddd ~

Tuesday, November 11

I have 101 things to do next year:

1. Guitar SYF. last year, the seniors almost everyday went home at 9pm to practice.
2. Be a Guitar EXCO. (but not President, cuz no one will vote for me) Now I feel really attracted to Guitar Ensem, so I will be a faithful CCA member.
3. Go to OCIP. I must help community beyond Singapore.
4. Study hard, with Alicia, of course.
5. Crash next year's JC2's Prom Night.

ehh. only 5. lol. more to come ! :D
wahh. i cannot sleep leh. i thought i want to sleep until 12noon.

zzz. hehehe. i so fast exp, im so happy. soon to be a clubber ! yiippee. long time never play club. there see the picture, LOL, new one ! HAHA

HAHAHAHA

Monday, November 10

TODAY muahahahaha.

chem:
haiyo. if i know teacher just play game, i might as well come a little bit later lol. hehehe. thanks to alicia, as she brought the game! (:

chem:
wah. as if im paying attention LOL. wah. sweet guy.

bio:
hmm. no la tiss, she wants you to do well, not that she dont like you.

break:
LOL alicia, priya, flower dont want to go Maths lect. then plus, cindys, and shalini, we all went to play Taboo near the grand stand.

maths:
lol. it seems like every teacher is tyring to cool down the kids. we did nothing during maths class too. and yw gave us riddles. and i talked to HH.

yeah. then the time came. at auditorium, as usual.

at the classroom, NOW IS DRAMA..., teacher gave out the results. and realised, ehh? how come teacher skipped my name and suddenly go to tiss. hah, then i know something is wrong. LOL. after the batch of people get promoted get their results, teacher gave back to us, the "conditional advanced" results. wahh, damn thick, cuz got the reply slip for the supp paper. (and when teacher said no one get kicked out from college, I FELT REALLY HAPPY)
yeah sry gal, i really got no mood to talk about my results just now, i didnt say anything just now. wah, so funny, my bio got S lei LOL. hehe, chemistry improved by 20 marks rofl. I thought all U! so i think in our class, 5 retainees. alicia asked me, "ehh how is your results?" (through whispering over the air) and i was like, err, how to say "see you next year?". then i do; pointing to my eye to hers (LOL) and pretend to high five through the air ! hehehe. ok, so, its confirm that me and alicia will crash next year's PROM! WATCH OUT MY CLASSMATES!

after being released from class, i kissed everyone goodbye, through the air, zzz, and only Benny saw me that doing.
wahh. thank you my friends for your concern, Tiss and Benny (hehe surprising, looks quiet but a good man!) im perfectly alright ! hai. i got so much to write, but next time i shall write more.
lol. benny said, he's said cuz we all can't promote together, and i feel very wow. im really going to miss 115. well, im really looking forward to next year, starting everything afresh. man, should i take supp paper? cuz i dont feel like promoting myself. and should i take H2 Maths? my H1 Maths results is ok. hmm. but no A-Maths background. WHOAA. dilemma.

but i really felt happy after the truth is out!

no wonder every teacher is trying to be nice with me LOL. and i still remember teacher's smile when i get the paper hehe.

Sunday, November 9

so scary lo

9/11/08
oh my god man!
MONDAY IS THE DAY!!!!
just got sms from pet and wx, just to remind us about the timin of the release of promo results!
omg!
btw, the timing for the promo results is at 4.10 pm.
think should be during the pc/ct period.
yes, i mean our dino will give us back our results!
haiz.
hopefully there will be good news for our class,115!
i want to c our class together in j2!
that is what we are and who we are.
dun want to have anymore changes.
nervous.
will there be any changes for our class?
i dunno
and dunwant too.
omg!
who can give me any clue for it?
is there any class that get combined together?
just like what tcher has told us?
i dunwant that to happen
noooo!!!!!
dun b afraid.
hopefully everything will be just fine=)
once again, MONDAY IS THE DAY!!!
there are lots for me to say.
i dunno where to start from.
and no mood to write about it
cos i am too nervous.
and is thr a need to do homework?
i dunno.
but i dun intend to do lo.
oks.
not really, but think i will do them[if thr is] at night.
think we will get back our promo papers during tutorial?
omg!
this is so frightening
WAHH I GOT NIGHTMAREEEE !
First, the whole of our classmates got retain, except for 2 of them. (when i have nightmares, it is not that good)
Secondly, those who retain got a red sheet of paper which contains all of the results.
LOL. very weird.

hai.
yes, i had said yes.
but why never add me?
hai. its okay if nvr add lor.
cuz im not a hard core gamer.
im here cuz it will be temporary.
but what if ... expect something more?
like, play game everyday?
NO! i cant.
hai.
monday, 10pm.
looks like monday is the "LOOK INTO YOUR FUTURE"
and how it occurred.
its so funny.
we were chatting secretly from the girl with us in the room.
and during the game while pm-ing him, accidentally forgot to write the "slash",
and its super embarrassing.
ha!

Saturday, November 8

Disclaimer:
Not for the faint hearted.

LOL so funny, on Friday. Not much happening. Pretty boring day. CCM last lesson, and what's up with wx, peeping at Priya LOL. Okay, during Maths lesson, HH told me something, and the conversation went, and he said, ".......", and I said, "Got la". He said, "Who?" I said, "ME!!!" And both of us laughed.
And that point of time, my teacher was like, O.O'', "What's happening? Why suddenly both of you laughed?" Cuz the classroom was kinda quiet, and I suddenly burst out saying "ME!" and both of us burst of laughing, its weird to people who do not know what we were talking about LOL. but shuush, no one shall say this, as its stupid of me to say that earlier on. only 9 people came for Maths. ughh...

Okay, this interesting part. One of my schoolmates came and talked to me, very long conversation, with ZY and WX eavesdropping LOL. Now, its scary to me. When you take your Promotional Exams, there are 3 possibilities:
1. You get PROMOTED to JC2
2. You get RETAINED
3. Get KICKED OUT from college.
Pick your choice.

Let's see for me, if I get...
Choice Number One: I am totally dead, I will really struggle if go to JC2
Choice Number Two: Its okay for me, well, I have Alicia :D
Choice Number Three: I will ****** ******* !

In a sense, our college's Promotional Criteria is very high standard, but its good for us, as the students would not struggle when they get into JC2. For example, NO UNGRADED.
Yeah, my friend got promoted (from other college), but she claimed that she failed her Econs. If this happens in my college, there's no way she could get promoted (unless the sub paper helps her). and wth, Maths failed badly and the school moderated till she passed? ROFL. Its funny, no offence. And wx saw how emotional I am. And I told myself, "Well, if anyone passed Promo, it does not mean that she/he can pass A-Levels". Heh! I made myself happy by saying that.


I wonder how I will see my results this coming Monday. If I get 2 Ungraded, I will definitely get kicked out, as my schoolmate and I had discussed about it on Friday. So, I have been having nightmares about the Promo results, I don't mind getting retain, but NOT GET KICKED OUT !
My schoolmate said that even if you retain, you must come to school next week, as they will have the sub paper, and see your attendance blahblahblah. LOL. But hor, my teacher said, if you retain, OR you feeling very emotional over the Promo results, you can stay at home, to recuperate (is it how it spelt?). I find that a very good reason. I mean, its human nature to be sad over some things, so..., if I retain (zzz), I don't find any good reason to stay in school, (but I shall go to CCA), so, I will probably say that I am emo-ing. Well, kinda true, I'm sad all the time LOL

Okay, enough. Let's talk about Guitar!

Priya told me that during the school holidays, our Guitar practice will be 3 days per week. LOL. She told me to tell Margaret & YT to come to these practices if not they will be kicked out from joining SYF (I don't know, maybe it was a message from Melvin or someone). And when I told them.... err... Its something that you can't do anything, but to just keep quiet. Everyone is my friend. I cannot be biased. This is what I called, HELPLESSNESS.

hai ~

Thursday, November 6

MUAHAHAHA ...
NO H2 Maths, go school late ! YIIPPEE !
hmm. but i got Maths hmk to do. LAZY LA !

i should off this comp at 1 pm.
HHEHE AUDITION ! HERE I GOOO !

Tuesday, November 4

DAMN BORING LA. now OP and MT finish already, nothing to do. like yesterday, played Priya's comp game at the Guitar Room. speaking of that, 115 loves the Guitar Room lei. zzz. almost everyone entered the room already. and its like a hotel lor. haha, then i photcopied Melvin's Canon In D score, wahh, shafiq tabbed it. yiippee, now nothing to do, i am going to learn how to play Canon. mel told that the song got tempo one, then i said, i play for myself one. FOR MY OWN EARS !

then today OP ok la, but i heard the question wrongly. stupid la. everytime i heard wrongly when people talk. man, the clicking parts, err..., screwed up a little. omg.

hahaha. can't bear the funny parts during gal's group. i did my best not to laugh by covering my ears !

wx's pw group is sooo cool la. i very envious. they are like SO UNITED !
wahh... but its okay, pet, priya they all are my friends too! i had a good time in McD. im very very happyyyy. after we went off from McD, I saw Dinosaur ! went out to buy food. LOL.

omg. my eyes. its really .... =.= man. i should adjust it zzz

Sunday, November 2

WAHH I VERY ANGRY LA !
MR WZY ! wahh *breathe in, breathe out*
i ask to copy and paste the slide, he just copy that part.
I WANNA CRY ALREADY LAAAA !
THEN if click on that slide, got two bar chart come out !
wahhh.... i wanna cryy...
MY OP SLIDES MORE REALIABLE LA.

and... about Promos. omg. i know i want to retain, but ...
after 3 years, cannot guarantee that i can get into Uni.
but i can see that i can get into Uni, the strong feeling is there.
AHHH COMPLETELY AIMLESS.
CAN SOMEONE ENLIGHTEN ME ????!!!!!
LOL.
my friend !!! wenxuan.
omg. i think he asked me like a hundred times, and i've been telling him a hundred times about....
AM I HAVING HOLIDAYS? when is my holiday?

LOL. and i asked, "Why? Wanna jio me out is it?"
and he never reply. zzz. haha i was just kidding !


next time i shall just copy and paste if he asked again.
LOL.
hmm. speaking of that, i should make money. anyone want to learn how to ride bicycle, ASK ME. hahaha, so funnyyy. pay me, you learn LOL.

yes of course, my dp rockz. cuz FF picutres are great. LALALALA ~

Friday, October 31

H1:
we did the Critical Region. lol. most of us, our mood to study has been switched off ! and also never bring notes, so completely lost.
then i asked teacher about whether retain, next year can take H1 A-Lvl exam. err... I don't get it, if she said yes or no. cuz she said that the seniors did, and i said, yeah.
then she asked me, u don't want to take H2 ?
i said no, cuz i scared i can't make cope with H2.
and she asked, why you want to retain huh ?
i kept quiet LOL.

PW:
LOL Dinosaur changed hairstyle. And the Statement of thingy file is $5 ! OMG. I brought only a few cents. AND MY GROUP MEMBERS, PAY ME 70cents ! =.=
Alicia was the great speaker man! although she is loud, she's like a reporter ! the way she brought the message across, WHOAAA ... nice nice.

After PW:
break time. why I never eat ? ask me that aagain.
because of the economic recession, I don't feel like eating. I shall only eat at home. don't care if I faint in school, for the better.
AND GUYS, my guy friend, yeah, of course you guys know who since you all were like, "Ooh, I am sure he likes you", yeah I'm talking about Don. He will not like me, cuz I know something that you guys do not know (: so no worries.

1.30pm:
they said no PE. we went to the PE Dep door, they put PE all cancelled. And wx took pictures of the EVIDENCE. so, we all went home ! (: so early LOL. zy asked me if i want to accompany him go to Escape Theme Park. then i said ok. (zzz. he said its alright that both of us went together as he was desperate to find someone to accompany him to go ETP. and i don't mind cuz i i don't mind) but if its too expensive, I will not go. so went home check the website, its around $18. so i decided not to go. its WAYYY beyond my budget !
then just now went home with Priya, wx (but they went off that way), then walked with zy and alicia. hehehe.

wt.....

31/10/08
it has been ages since i blog le.
kinda busy and lazy to write lor.
lotsa things to write.
lazy to write lor.

just now saw mr lee just now.
mwits stuffs again.
sian
i stayed back until 3++
wt...
NO!!!
I WANT TO GO MWITS SCHOOL SO BADLY WITH YJ-MWITS PPL!
I WANT TO SEE PANG, OOM, POR, NEW AND ICE!!!!
THIS IS SOOO UNFAIR TO US!!!!!

he asked us whether we are kinda disappointed.
of course we are=(
just feel like crying right now.
we just simply told him the truth lor.

anyway, saw dinosaur in the general office and he was indeed very weird lor.
weird tcher.

stupid lah.
he[not referring to dino] dun even dare to bet with me lor.
nice use of chinese language anyway.
i am so surprised to hear that.
tho i knew very long ago he knew some chi words/phrases.

sian
emoing now

write more next time

TISSANY

Thursday, October 30

today, mother tongue !
i smiled to myself and heaved a huge sigh of relief. finally its over !!! i feel satisfaction. although i lose my focus while doing the paper, i know that i had done my VERY best.
AHH ... a huge burden lifted from my chest. i feel happy now.

lol. today went off early cuz i met my friend at mrt to pass him something. he's in a rush, so gotta meet asap. then, when i reached kfc, Tiss still in school LOL.

few days ago, the CCA achievement paper. CCA/ Sports involvement, not bad la. got a lot. CIP - wahh. 0 hours. cheerleading, phew. i went to the toilet, that's why i dunno what Flower is talking. so, i ooh, i heck care.

hai. got lotsa things to say. but lazy to write lei.

ooh yes. that time my mom asked me to go supermarket buy fishball. now fishball, in the packet, 10 fishball = $1.20. if not, its usually $1.00 i really really, realised that everything is increasing, in terms of pricing ! when i bought the yoghurt smoothie at school which cost $1.20, i told Don about it and he said, "Yes, everything is rising".
So, what im trying to say is: SPEND LESS. seriously.
my family is not that rich. so, now, i will buy only food/ things that are important, in NEED. stuffs that are not important, I will not buy. if Jay Chou CD, maybe i will buy, cuz its been such a long time since I last bought a CD. which is Jay Chou's On the Run. yeah, serious seriouslyyyy, fast food restaurant, only 1 time per month.
later holiday, i also will tend to spend less, will go out for a maximum of 7 days per whole period (from sch closes to sch reopens). yeah. NOW .... FEEL IT ! FEEL THE PRESSURE ! SPEND LESS !
well, my sis will work soon. so in the future no need to worry that much.