12/12/15
Life can really be stressful at times.
There are so many responsibilities for us to bear, be it family commitments, work and social life.
As a full time working adult with 1 year and maybe 3 months of working experience, I can say that I am really sick of work.
Working life is too stressful for me. Especially in this field.
Will be right back.
searching random courses that I might be able to take
Saturday, December 12
Monday, March 2
Lonely? Or Not?
02/03/15
Third entry of the day. Seriously. efficiency to the maximum.
I can't help it but to recall what my pt predicted as he went to predict my personality/character in detail. 100% accurate. No joke.
Damn it.
Why did I only ask him the number of kids I would have? and their gender?
But why did I not ask him more about my future partner? (WTF. I hope not those ONS type)
You know what I mean.
Having kids BUT without a partner/husband.
THANKS BUT NO THANKS MAN.
Maybe I should spend money and get it predicted for me.
You know, to get mentally prepared for who the person is.
Will he be someone I already know?
I'm sorry but in my head, I already have 3 candidates in mind.
You know, preferred ones.
Actually, if I get to choose who I can get together with, I would choose him as the first choice (or is it?)
But then hor, my impression of him was struck since 7-8 years back.
So I don't think I would know him well.
Hmmm, to think of it, I wonder if he is attached now.
So maybe the first choice is that pet. that home pet.
BUT THEN, THE MOST PREFERRED CHOICE IS YJ. :D
His career prospects are good HEHEHEHEHE
Third entry of the day. Seriously. efficiency to the maximum.
I can't help it but to recall what my pt predicted as he went to predict my personality/character in detail. 100% accurate. No joke.
Damn it.
Why did I only ask him the number of kids I would have? and their gender?
But why did I not ask him more about my future partner? (WTF. I hope not those ONS type)
You know what I mean.
Having kids BUT without a partner/husband.
THANKS BUT NO THANKS MAN.
Maybe I should spend money and get it predicted for me.
You know, to get mentally prepared for who the person is.
Will he be someone I already know?
I'm sorry but in my head, I already have 3 candidates in mind.
You know, preferred ones.
Actually, if I get to choose who I can get together with, I would choose him as the first choice (or is it?)
But then hor, my impression of him was struck since 7-8 years back.
So I don't think I would know him well.
Hmmm, to think of it, I wonder if he is attached now.
So maybe the first choice is that pet. that home pet.
BUT THEN, THE MOST PREFERRED CHOICE IS YJ. :D
His career prospects are good HEHEHEHEHE
Comparison
02/03/15
I really can't help it but to associate both of them together!
Similarities:
1. Rather similar names. YJ vs CJ
2. The hairstyle.
3. Feeling. Just feels that they are really similar
Dream. Not just any other dream.
01/03/2015
Dreamt about someone today.
It was really weird to dream about him as it has been almost 7 years since I last saw him and yet the dream felt so real. Too real in fact.
It was to the extent that I was really angry with him about the things that he has done last time, which was actually nothing as compared to me; since I were the one who ignored him for almost two years. It really made me wonder why I did all those stupid things last time.
Poor friend of mine.
I cannot really recall why I ignored him for almost two years. I really cannot recall the reason why.
Who can enlighten me now?
I wondered why I dreamt about him today.
I mean, it is interesting how our brains actually work.
How can the dream about him talking to me felt so real?
This is too strange. Yet interesting.
How can my dream be so real?
Of him talking to me and everything?
It was just too awesome.
But again...
How can he did all those things to me?! How can he betray my feelings for him and go for my senior?! I wondered why she appeared in my dream. Maybe because I saw her walking in front of the cute doctor this morning before I left ward HAHAHAHA.
Actually, to think of it, I don't recall any bad habits of him as a friend.
Oh wellz. At least to my memory.
I guess I would almost never forget him since I went to chase after him as he was totally devastated to know that my class skipping team was not united and hardworking at all.
So korean drama-ish please.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I guess I would never do that ever again LOL
Too korean drama-ish prior to the k-wave HAHAHAHA
Back to the dream, how can he attach to my senior when I have waited for him for so many years?! WTF.
But in that dream, I was really devastated by his actions and just by the sight of him and her together actually.
to the extent that I threw his handphone and his bag away HAHAHAHAHA
Maybe it means that I was too stressful at work. I guess that must be the case.
Damn funny. to think of it.
Dreamt about someone today.
It was really weird to dream about him as it has been almost 7 years since I last saw him and yet the dream felt so real. Too real in fact.
It was to the extent that I was really angry with him about the things that he has done last time, which was actually nothing as compared to me; since I were the one who ignored him for almost two years. It really made me wonder why I did all those stupid things last time.
Poor friend of mine.
I cannot really recall why I ignored him for almost two years. I really cannot recall the reason why.
Who can enlighten me now?
I wondered why I dreamt about him today.
I mean, it is interesting how our brains actually work.
How can the dream about him talking to me felt so real?
This is too strange. Yet interesting.
How can my dream be so real?
Of him talking to me and everything?
It was just too awesome.
But again...
How can he did all those things to me?! How can he betray my feelings for him and go for my senior?! I wondered why she appeared in my dream. Maybe because I saw her walking in front of the cute doctor this morning before I left ward HAHAHAHA.
Actually, to think of it, I don't recall any bad habits of him as a friend.
Oh wellz. At least to my memory.
I guess I would almost never forget him since I went to chase after him as he was totally devastated to know that my class skipping team was not united and hardworking at all.
So korean drama-ish please.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I guess I would never do that ever again LOL
Too korean drama-ish prior to the k-wave HAHAHAHA
Back to the dream, how can he attach to my senior when I have waited for him for so many years?! WTF.
But in that dream, I was really devastated by his actions and just by the sight of him and her together actually.
to the extent that I threw his handphone and his bag away HAHAHAHAHA
Maybe it means that I was too stressful at work. I guess that must be the case.
Damn funny. to think of it.
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