15/4/2010

Thursday 15th April 2010

I seemed to have undergone a roller coaster ride for the past 2 weeks or so.

Too much things have happened within this seemingly short period of time which disappoints me a lot. Too much in fact.

What am i supposed to do?

RUN AWAY FROM THE TRUTH?

OR SHOULD I TREAT IT ASIF I DON'T REALLY CARE?

This is so frustrating, i just cann't seem to figure it out somehow.

But there's something that i can confirm, that is the cruelity of the reality.

Probably it is just the hardcore truth where nothing can stop or prevent it.

Why everything seems to change so much recently?

So much until i could not believe the speed where by it is progressing.

Especially got to do with friendship.

Probably it is right that one should not place too much faith in friendship.

As you know, people change from time to time, not just physical appearance, but also, their own personality and values. The speed is amazingly fast that one could not realize about it.

But, that is just the truth , whether one like it or not.

I couldn't comprehend that no matter how hard i try to.

Why everything around me seems to evolve at such a fast pace????

Am i the only one that is being left behind?

Alone and yet defendless to the upcoming dangers/situations that i have to face with it alone?

Is it true that i'm the only one out of such complex,fast-paced world?

I hope not.

Seriously,i dun get it at all.

why one has to be so self-centred and yet put on a fake front to the others?

A highly invisible, yet defensive to all-mask.

where by no one could see it except for that person whom is trying all means to survive in harsh conditions,especially in a hyper competitive society.

Does one have to be so fake in order to survive & to backstab/forsake their close ones for the sake of the survival? Is it ever justified? Why is this phenomenon is so common anymore?

Does anyone ever thought of that?

Also,to think how difficult it is whereby one has to put on a fake front to his or her friends/relatives etc wherever he or she goes. Isn't it too tiring?