What if....

kept thinking about umairah's question for me," wouldn't you feel heartbreak when you know that you cannot get together with bunny?" 

My initial reply was,"okay what. no point wasting my time hoping for things that wouldn't happen at all. besides, i don't think i like him as a person. i feel that i like him simply because he fits into the criterion" 

-.- wtf right?

However, to think of it, i think i really miss him a lot. 

Miss those days in jc where we could hang out and everything. 

Miss those random conversations that we had. 

Miss those stupid messages that we were texting each other about. 

Miss those palpitations that I had when I see him or whenever I think about him. 

Miss everything in fact about him. 

TIME to be back to reality. 

I am someone who believe in fate. 

If we are meant to be, nothing could separate us. 

However, the irony is that I believe in taking chances-.-