puzzled

10/10/08

[still got 8 more days to my bdae]

i have been thinking a lot the past few days regarding about you[ya, you noe]

i now damn emo because of you once again.

let me repeat that again.

ONCE AGAIN.

why you always looked at me at such a manner?

i dont think there is any words to describe it.

what exactly are you thinking about?

i dun get it.

i simply dont get it.

that incident- so weird lor.

why you asked me that question?

what exactly is in your mind?

are you hinting something to me?

you should clarify what you have said to me.

i am just confused.

and i dont know what i should do.

please,

tell me and give me some directions out of it/

yet another incident that happened to us.

never forget that incident bcos it was just a memorable incident.

ya. i will not.

why is your reaction so.....

just like comedy tho.

this is getting stranger and.............

what will you do if you happens to know about my bdae?

will you just keep quiet or will you ever take the initiative and ask me out?

i have no clue to it.

just listen to your heart and follow what it tells you to do.

trust me.

=X

omg. the MT paper was so difficult.

ooo

hahaha... Tissany got surveyed by the girl. ooo, sort of a "patience thingy". ok nvm.
reached there got seat, saw Nik. and a few of our schmates.

Tissany went off to buy food, I thought she got kidn... cuz its like 1 hour havent come back, and didnt bring hdp.

went to amk hub, NTUC, so embarrassing. I thought I buy one lemon must have the bar code tingy. and i asked the cashier. the cashier dunno wth im talking about. zzz.

then went back home take 804 bus, this two guys riding skateboard sitting in front of me. so ps. so squeezy somemore (fine, i do look like auntie)
and ewww... it seems like a million years in that bus luh.

yeahhs

im so irritating. here i am again.
been switching on and off of my comp.
cuz its been too stressing when studying chem.

LETS FACE IT !
even I study chem now, it would be too late to get even a 30 marks for Promos.
got phobia now studying chem. used to love chem back in sec school days, but now, it requires lotsa calculations and all. well, bio is fine.

arghhh... seriously, i feel so stressed when studying chem. see people in my class, like Priya, Tissany told me she did the every revision thing. i asked myself, why i don't be like her? so hardworking? ughh... i !@#%& myself.

so, after promos. obviously, i retain, then during the december holiday, i really try to catch up by doing the chem sh*t, then the next year see if i still wanna take chemistry.
i see that next year is a good year luh.
then probably for JC1 orientation i become OGL LOL.
but i will certainly miss Dinosaur and my classmates.
its just that, I am not ready to take A Level next year. I think its kinda fast for me.
3 years is manageable.
hai. or should i just go to Poly? HELL YEAH !

haii

so d******** at home.
i was thinking, omg, chemistry is so difficult. i looked at the past year papers from TYS. and was =.=''
regret taking chemistry la.
cfm i cannot promote cuz of chem.
then hor, if next year, i wonder what subject should i choose? but i kinda wasted lotsa money on chemistry, like the TYS.
but im gonna still take BIO. BIO ROCKZZz.

HH said there'll be China Stu., Russian Stu., Indian Stu., so probably im gonna take...,
H2:
Bio
China Stu.
Russian Stu.

H1 Maths.
err ... is it okay ? =X

life's sucks taking chem =.=

omg

i reall can't stand people who are so dumb to know what im talking. i say simple english one. then, they think NEGATIVELY and tmd, i cant stand it luh.
read this:
i am enigmatic. the weird name is the !@#$%^&* guy.

enigmatic said:
i saw u..
enigmatic said:
on wednesday, at the 853 bus stop
enigmatic said:
i saw someone walked like you, ooh, its you
essehacheujiiaenne says:
??
enigmatic says:
i saw u near your house bus stop, the 853 bus stop.
i was inside the 853 bus
essehacheujiiaenne says:
orh
enigmatic says:
on wednesdayy
essehacheujiiaenne says:
because i was sending my duet partner off.
essehacheujiiaenne says:
she went up the 853 bus.
essehacheujiiaenne says:
well, thanks for that 3rd sentence.
essehacheujiiaenne says:
at least i'm slim and fit
essehacheujiiaenne says:
ei think i should crab walk next time i see you.
ssehacheujiiaenne says:
perhaps, it'll save up alittle more space for the people around me.
essehacheujiiaenne says:
or..wait, i suppose i should say save up more space around YOU.
enigmatic says:
huh? what talking you?
enigmatic says:
dont talk cheem english leh
enigmatic says:
space for what?
essehacheujiiaenne says:
well, figure it out yourself
essehacheujiiaenne says:
that's for your 3rd sentence.
essehacheujiiaenne says:
watch those little things that comes out of your mouth.
essehacheujiiaenne says:
yeah, for my balls sake.
essehacheujiiaenne says:
dumb questions come with dumb answers.
essehacheujiiaenne says:
you know..
essehacheujiiaenne says:
i saw one black woman, kind of chubby..i suppose is that you??
mind, my gawd..i think the people will have to give way so that you can get into a train.
essehacheujiiaenne says:
well..perhaps.

there, excuse me, where did i say wrong?
is it "enigmatic said:i saw someone walked like you, ooh, its you?"
i was like only saying, i saw someone who walks the same way as him, and i realised that its really him.
i didn't said he walks like crab or whatever. he claimed it himself.
wl, i innocent. there, what he said, im not offended cuz i know im innocent. there, ive said my piece!
if someone said to me "i saw someone walked like you, and i find its really you". its not offensive or whatever what.
cuz everyone had their own style of walking. and I didn't even said anything about how he walks!
that's why ar, i hateeee talking with these kinda of people. wanna look for trouble only. i was like only telling him that i saw him, AND ITS REALLY HIM! man. i should save this whole conversation as proof that he's really DOT DOT DOT.

(hold on) here's the continued part:
essehacheujiiaenne says:
college girls are much more smarter..for SOME.
well, girls who like to act cute..ohh, i think i've just pee-ed in my pants.
essehacheujiiaenne says:
damn, i suppose..that's alot in there.
essehacheujiiaenne says:
get a life.

haha.. i dont act cute. well, i dunno how to act like one. hmm. maybe he's not referring to me.
yeah. im so damn frustrated now. next time i dont talk to him la. well, i felt happy blocking at msn. MUAHAHAHAH. well i dont even care, he's just a sec school friend who is like zzz.

lala

im so touched by the messages received. my friends send me the Hari Raya greetings through sms.
ahhh .... I LOVE MY FRIENDSSS !!! haha, I didn't know I'm popular LOL.

1. Andrey - he wrote .... hahaha. when I read it, ooh, nice friend.
2. Fatin - sec school friend
3. Basyir
4. Ignatius - man, he's really a nice nice guyyy ! omg. the sweetest guy ever met. i mean, he often send well wishes.
5. Margaret
6. Han Hui
7. Alicia

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST EVERRR !

yesterday, damn funnyyy.
I thought my uncle know where I go. I mean which institution.
So, the conversation goes:
Uncle: Hey, how's school?
Me: Okay luh
Uncle: You are first year right?
Me: Yup.
Uncle: What course you take?
Me: Science.
Uncle: ... ... ... What school?
Me: (did I hear that correctly?) Yishun
Uncle: Huh?
Me: *tells me school*

HAHAHA. if you don't get it its okay. cuz to me its funnyyyy.

and another uncle asked my father how's my college life. obviously my father dunno. HAHAHA. so funny. I'm happy that no one knowsss!

Today, Maths consultation.
wth. 1 hour not enough. hahahha. tomorrow, andrey, don, han hui and me will be going again, for 1.5 hours. huu. byebye BIO. hello MATHS !

wahh/ not bad luh. 1 day, so much money $_$

MUAHAHHA... i very happyyy.. for nothing.