omg. my GP March Holiday Comprehension Assignment, I got 13.5 out of 40. Probably the lowest in class larh. I checked the dictionary for the Vocab section, ALSO WRONG! I did the assignment with my heart leh. sigh. But luckily, I have another Senior who "accompanied" me and get the same marks as me! HAHA. *phew* I am not alone! LOL.

then ar, I think teacher going to give the Maths results tomorrow larh. OMG confirm will depress one.

then today, want to donate blood. but then, after doing all those things, they said i cannot donate cuz vein too narrow, ask to do weight lifting *coughs coughs* okay, i still dunno my blood type. (and my finger was hurt during guitar practice, cuz it was still bleeding. its cool as the doctor "staple" my hand) and i saw how the nurse did to hidayat. OMG. the needle went under his skin, you can see the needle right there, then the blood slowly flows down the tube and the bag. omg. i just walked off straight away cuz i could'nt stand it. BLOOD LEH OMG. i felt like crying, and felt like fainting. (not for the faint-hearted ^^)

wa sehh. teacher taught me how to do the chem spa, i still dont understand. stupid brain so slow. i might as well drop from this thing! GO TO other place to continue education =.= RAWRRR! so feeling .... frustrated.

yeah my feeling right now is FRUSTRATED! and i dunno how to do chemistry, maths etc etc. SIGH. no future. if there is, i think i shall pursue a degree in Biology =X
Ai Dao Ai Dao ~

and the wtf Senior's Project! dunno where to take pictures larh. sigh. its such a FREAKING WASTE OF TIME.

I don't care. Life's sucks.

stupid weekends.
now every saturday got guitar practice, i damn sleepy.
then today, got the senior's project.
yj didn't attend. alicia half way then gotta go.
then left me and rm alone.
haha. i bet i left an "impression" on him.., is that, im the girl whose been living in a well.
i told him that i dunno Clifford Pier, and i dunno where Lau Pa Sat is. (but I know its a food centre cuz of F&N coursework during Sec 4)
so, he showed me where is the food centre. and very sadly, his camera card reader cannot operate. if not, there will be "change". cuz the behind of the food centre is undergoing major construction. so, his memory card got something wrong, hopefully its fine soon, if not we have to depend on alicia's photographs ^^
hahaha. compared to SOMEONE, that someone (im sure tissany would know who im referring to) would probably insult me for not knowing some things/places due to me from lack of exposure. rm is one of the rare guy who sort-of keep comments to himself. GOOD. (but anyway, try to speak louder cuz im deaf xD)
im sure girls don't like guys who insult them right.

and im not relaxing. wtf. i go guitar because i have to cuz of syf, i cried that time because of maths, and i've been doing chemistry tutorial. WHAT? U THINK IM NOT STRESS MEH? i seems relax playing the computer because i don't want myself to get crazy. im just happy that i spend some time out today. i NEED TO de-stress. that's why i just love to lock myself in the room, SO NO ONE CAN SEE WHAT IM DOING. NO COMPLAINTS. that's why i prefer going out than sitting at home =.= just shut up

sigh. this few days, is damn no good.
too much things. on monday, i really can't take it anymore. i just breakdown. life's sucks.
even though i've really studied very hard, 6 hours per day non-stop, until i went insane, but still... *sigh*
I WANNA GO POLY!
there are few possibilities on what i want to do when i decided to give up on this **** education:
1. i might be a chef
2. i might be a pilot
3. i might work in the hospital
the end.
don't wanna say anything. no mood to write anything.
life's sucks, don't you agree?

i just LOVE my retainee friends and my last year classmates, my guitar members. good people.
ta-daa, full stop. no one else.

i'm back.

hohoho. so funny, my h1 teacher wrote that i am hardowrking and shown great interest in my h1 subject. hmm. well, i love my h1 subject. but then..., that time my teacher asked me what's Bei and what's Nan (to translate in English), so I dunno what's that. But now I know, Bei is North, Nan is South. Right? LOL.

when i was away on last weekend, i ate a lot. cuz there's plenty of food, to be wasted. but when i think about Roy's comment, i decided to just eat the food regardless of anything. well, what exactly did Roy said? he said, "Must think about the kids in Africa". he said that when he was eating Ern's leftover tomato, on few Saturday ago.

woohoo. my "PW group" got the "1st prize" for the Oral Presentation. The prize was a notebook. Err... Thank you, it was nicely wrapped but I prefer the Toffee! (: (haha someone dont like Toffee, he said its disgusting =.=) Yeah of course we won it larh, TWO SENIORS IN THE GROUP LEH. so 2\3 of the group members are made up from Seniors. HOHOHO.

Maths CMI.
and teacher just send an email saying that next week will be starting on Atomic Structure. OMG. anyway, have we finish the Redox Reaction yet? well, I can't remember.

I'm done with chem (but not the TYS questions sigh),
maths yes (but not the re-test on thursday, cfm must re-test one larhh),
h1 subject i will read thru the lecture notes (the hmk, done, but some dunno how to do),
bio sunday then study,
GP omg comprehension and newspaper articles.
and wth, why Seniors also must do Project? its a photography thingy, theme: changes.
its either i put 100% in that project or i don't put any effort at all. yes, im serious. its wasting my time! =.=
SYF coming, then 2 weeks before the actual SYF, we need to stay back after school everyday, saturday also need to come. ok la, i sort of agree to this because we need quality.
then ar, whatever thing regards to guitar admin stuffs, i will DISAGREE. like we are supposed to wear black blouse for SYF, and I shook my head because firstly, last year for Arts Fusion right, I had to spend $30 for the white blouse and I only wore it once! and now, for the black blouse, I also need to buy, I NO MONEY LARHH! yes, now i have to eat bread for breaks =.=
and i also reject the idea of playing the Bach piece super FAST. my human reaction time is damn slow. hehe, Tissany, do you want to join guitar? cuz the Bach piece requires fast human reaction time, and i'm sure your fingers can pluck the guitar strings fast enough to keep up with the tempo. yeah, plus the cold environment around the lecture theatre, i CMI if want to play very fast.

sigh. who's dying? welcome to the club =.=
if PW also CMI, i will withdraw from this kind of education, not ever coming back.
then LY told me that they will miss me.
well, i don't think so.
no one will...

CVD'09 thots

15th March 2009

Hrm..
basically i am going to write about my thots that are not negative as the thot of those unhappy moments totally pissed me off(and affects my mood). lols but maybe it helped me to see their personalities much more better as compared to the past ba so should not rely on those people anymore.

first one, i love my wushu juniors! We are soo united yesterday! Man, i just love their personalities whether in cca or in school=)

*shootx. i suddenly forgot what i want to say in this entry.
haiz.

second one, i loved my hair yesterday(cos i sprayed the hair with pink colour which turned out to be fabulous-in my opinion)!!!!! Oh man, maybe i should buy the hair spray during festive seasons lorx=)

LOOK at these pics(which turns out to be totally random coz i just randomly add in pics)

Our cca cip event(whereby they gave us a certificate of appreciation)

My pink drink!!!!

My pink drink from another view

I am soo in love with the drink!!!!!

My NEW hairstyle!!!

Isnt that cool?! hahas. moreover, my hair was glitering on that day!

But i want the cvd tee!!!!!!!

i want it BADLY!!!

will it be make available for us to purchase it??

i wonder....

I AM SOO IN LOVE WITH PIANO MUSIC PIECES RIGHT NOW!!!!

Probably b/cos it calms my senses(as i am totally stressed out nowadays)

Song title: 届かぬ想い


Hahas.
who can recommend nice piano pieces to me?

Omg.
i better start to revise for my block test soon...
if not,......
But i doubt i have the time to do so cos i will be busy with elementz report and cca training during the march holidays. i am totally stressed out.

Tissany

yo, I'm back.

I'm in love with Fahrenheit, due to watching ToGetHer.

I think I love perfection, neat-ness =X

Sad=(

it has been ages since i last posted my entry so here it is.

Basically my life is so boring that i realized(since yesterday) that i dun have much to talk about my life. It is just so systematic(well, not exactly. but i think you got what i meant by that). Things and people around me are just as per normal, not much changes, i think. This simply bored me-i need more friends in my life,well,at least someone i could confide to will do.

I need help in all my subjects, i think.
I need people to motivate me!!!
someone whom is clever enough to teach me and hopefully, someone i know quite well..
HINT HINT..

Tired of people asking me to mug,when i am not born to be a mugger and there is no way i will mug~

oks. i mean for now.

oh man!
should take a look when john is playing piano~he looks totally adorable when he is concentrating!
Moreover,he is such a nice guy(esp. when he teached me with lotsa patience during cca training)
HE is clever~in my opinion lols

i am sooo in love with this song!

HERE IS THE LYRICS plus the video :

Hahas/
gtg.
enjoy the songs=)