hai. today, I felt ANGRY, ANNOYED but happy..

Firstly, I woke up at 12.05noon. I thought it was 1pm. I switched on my phone, ouh, its 12.05pm. 12.30pm, leave house. I walked from my house to school (because I need to buy Top-Up card on the way). then hor, yesterday i got the feeling that i need to get out from the school after reaching there 5 mins later. and it really came true. i came to school and notice no one was outside the PE department office. so i sms-ed Melvin and asked where is he. he called and said he's at KFC CP. he asked if i wanna join blahblahblah. i said ok lor. since we are not coming back to school. and i dunno where's KFC CP, then i remained silent over the phone, he said, "Hello?" ROFL. cuz i was thinking for the 5 seconds ! then in the end, i know already, its at the old yamaha building, the grey colour building. zzz. I HEART PAIN LA. From school, I walke to KFC CP. damn tired la. means i walked from my house, to college, to KFC. AHHH! and never say anything or what. wtf. im so annoyed. on tuesday, im annoyed when READING SOMEONE's BLOG. yesterday, cuz he said i pathetic. today, .... hai. you guys are nothing but trouble for me.
lesson learnt: girl friends rockz.

reach KFC, I no mood to eat cuz i damn tired. melvin told me to eat since i havent had my lulnch yet. i eat damn slowly like Flower, but mine cuz i got no appetite. 1.55pm we went off to the building next to it. wa seh. i dont know that its a centre for elderly lol. i thought its a resident block, for the whole block. only the level 2 is for the elderly centre.

okay, we reached there. i dunno do what. i slacked around, then kena do the reception. take photos =.= after that, do the dishes thingy. basically, i slacked, and just help with da food. hehe, we not organised one.

melvin and the BBQ guy be the emcee. some of us, did the unpacking the foods. the rest, i dunno do what. zzz. wahh.. the scene was such, rushing and stuffs like that.

after the whole thing finish, we did some strengths and weaknesses. i talked crap of cuz. and the hot topic was ..."Mee Siam must use bowl, NOT plate". so funny, cuz we use mee siam on plates, and the gravy, dunno put where =.=

okay, been released, i took bus off to home. hmm ok la, my ge president very good la.
welcome anyway ~ oh ya, during reflections, teacher told me that she everytime called out my name cuz my name is easy to pronounce (my dear friends dont call me by my first word name) and also i always looks free, means in other words i v slack HAHAH. and ask us to close our eyes and raise up hand if there's anymore CIP like THIS, anyone would come and volunteer? i did not cuz i felt that i need exposure to something else.

time to do my own reflection/opinion:
1. I really can't communicate with people, especially aged 40+? I got scolded a bit for being BLUR.
2. I want to do CIP for children, I WANT A CHANGEEEE !
3. I am tired and thirsty after standing up the whole day. this means, i cant work ! :D rofl
4. I think I don't mind being an independent kid, as my close guitar friends are not even with me for CIP (cuz i think he nvr message them or what), but at least, i need some people that i know, like yin xiu, mel and shannon (anyway, shannon stop being like me, like very sad, should smile often! cuz u look better smiling!)
5. i know i need to take some initiatives in doing something, but its just that, i lacked the confidence.

okay thats all. what troubling me shall wash away once i sleep. and i gotta sleep soon. tomorrow 10am, got guitar omg. (oh ya, i asked mel why use school guitar? he said, "I thought you all usually wants to use the school guitar?" I said, "No. Not me. I prefer using my own guitar". but i scared hor, tomorrow not enough guitars leh. but not bringing my own, cuz gg shopping after that. school one is made from ivory wood or sth. more exp than mine. anyway, if i got a kid, i shall enrol him/her to go guitar lessons at the age of 4, TAKE NOTE OF THIS. and use MAPLEWOOD OKAY! zzz)

oh ya, i accomplised something. anyway, i felt happy after the whole cip cuz i got cip hours, i think 4 hours? and i discovered sth. hehe