work - life

02/08/2014 

Random thoughts of the day. 
What if the world really comes to an end one day and I am still struck with nowhere? 
What if I did not manage to accomplish much things in life? 
What if I would die in regrets as I did not do the things that I want to do in life? 
What if I die without confessing to him? 

Eh. WAIT A MINUTE.

Who is that him? 
Is he..

The one i knew since year 2008? 
The one who i barely keep in contact with as he is always so busy in his own life? 
The one who i barely see him physically? 
Maybe at most once or twice a year after graduation? (excluding the days when I met him in school on purpose) 
The one who is so reserved and yet (WTF am i thinking? The word that came up in my mind was "charming") 
SERIOUSLY WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT? 

...and yet so irresistible? 
OMG this is getting far too much. 

But the question is...Do I really like him? 
I wouldn't mind confessing but when?
how should i go about it?
where? 
what will happen if i do that? 

I am thinking of his convocation.
maybe i can attend his and give him a big hug :D 
and confession following that? 

GREAT IDEA

when his parents will be there to witness the whole scene 
and i doubt/dont think he will invite me -.- 

GRRGHHHHHH this is so frustrating