thursday:
PE time, i damn nervous to run (i was the one in front), while doing sort of a shuttle run to warm up. THEN... that's where i fell down. i thought firstly, its just a scratch as i dont feel pain. then my classmates were like, "OOH!" i looked down and realised that my knee got white white colour. obviously the skin has been 'detached on the basketball court'. then i purposely asked clara to go toilet with me, haha, cuz we sort of hate PE. reached toilet, then it started to bleed. after that, we dunno how to use the first-aid kit. we go asked teacher. LOL i wouldnt dare let other people dab the antiseptic on my wound. so i decided to put it myself. yuh yan was there to ensure that i could grab her if i couldn't stand it. then wasted LAAAA!, cuz during PE tat time, the dunno what thing came to our school, so we played their shooting game instead. WOOHOO. i get that band, with one shoot (but aim not tat good). haha. "SPECIAL TREATMENT!"
in conclusion, THANK YOU CLARA, YUH YAN AND THE TEACHER FOR THEIR HELP! =P GREATLY APPRECIATED.
ok maths test, can pass, by still emo la.

Friday:
;) a secret day
haha damn funny. i was wearing half Uniform/costume for guitar rehearsal cuz obviously i could not wear pants. so when the teachers asked me why i didn't wear my pants, then i showed them my knee! then they gave me this 'ouch' face. HAHAHA.
as for rehearsal, it was quite okay, except they made a little bit of changes, which makes HC think that we were actually performing a Drama. LOL. then *coughs coughs* someone's pants got torn, then can ... damn evil la. we all, basically the Alto people all laughed behind him. they don't dare to tell him. but after that, some people told him. lol i didn't laugh too much la, you know... RETRIBUTION. yeahh. so better don't laugh. sigh. today quite emo also la. bio test not A T_T

hmmm. to someone, who sat beside me...: don't get irritated. its not good. think of the people around you, okay? (: remember: CHANGE is always the best (:


me: no life =.=''

(short post)
why life has to be so suckyyy?
1. i haven't do gp essay, ST1 revision.
2. i'm lagging behind
3. i get stressed up so easily
4. my phone is not working.
5. every electronic thing that i touched will get spoilt
6. probably im cursed.
7. now, my life shall be complete silence and emptiness cuz i can't listen to the radio or my songs in my phone.
8. i can't take photos cuz phone spoilt, can't see the beautiful images i've snapped.
9. can't message Tissany. so i probably will be living in a dark well where there's no 'signal'.
10. so busy with life, that i ate prata for breakfast, 4 nuggets for my 'lunch' at 5pm, and my dinner at 10.30pm

just msn-ed with wx. thanks or enlightening me. i really need it, and it helps. thank you :D

the guitar camp is the best camp ever, cuz its so slacking ;) that's what i called ... LIFE

so saturday morning, woke up late, 9.40am. Reach school at 11.45am. then eat lunch, then practice as an ensemble. dot dot dot. had dinner, mcdonalds leh. and err... forgot to pay $10 to them for the camp meals. then we changed into our black costumes. onboard the bus, i had to follow the jc1 cuz im a retainee T_T
and i think im such a whiner. omg. teacher, not your fault.

then reach rp, just love the environment there la. the theatre is small leh. i thought shouldn't it be HUGE? ok, just went to the website and there's a lot of compartments in the cultural centre. we went to is the 1000 seat theatre. damn shiok. took a lot of nice photos ;) haha. and took photo of someone sleeping while holding the guitar!

reached school like around 11.30pm. the girls slept at the staff lounge, and err... bh slept among with the girls? LOL. the staff lounge is the best place on earth. so disturbing luh, a lot of people come in then see see. irritating.
then, morning..., we just watch the performance on the day before that teacher recorded, then go home! and i've slept for 6 hours at home. sigh.

- hmm. no wonder, both of them are sisters! oohs.
- i am so dead. yeah. i guess my vow has been terminated, since i didnt get a D grade for pw. but then ar, i just feel like going to poly leh.
- ok. happy birthday hidayat.
- life's sucks. haven't do GP essay T_T
sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.
ps if got spelling error, or improper sentence being typed (and my classmate can write really good sentence structure)

life's been much better. i feel less sad.

but my maths, yeahh, i accidentally saw my maths results when i turned over my file, and okay, at least its not a U.
yesterday got the PW results. I never expected to get such grade. Its beyond my expectation. Then ZY said, "Thanks for your hardwork" something like that, then I replied, "ZY, I love you!" zzz. haha. I love my PW mates. Ahh... Our hardwork has paid off (:
the rest, JY for h2 subjects! (:

i gotta agree la, life's unfair. its just like that. nothing can change it. that's her luck. don't worry my dear last year classmates, she will get her own retribution. don't think about it too much. people like her can't survive in the society. you know what i mean? the whole class knows her lies and evil stuffs lies underneath her. we can't do anything about it. we can't change her. don't let it affect you. Moral of the Story: Don't let the slackers get the credits for your hardwork. Do let the teachers know.
that's why..., now I try not to interfere with people's life, cuz it will make my life even more complicated, and I would be stressed up thinking about all these unimportant stuffs. well, I used to thinking about all these stuffs, but i came to realise that its all sh*t. see my guy friends, they are simple, and enjoy their own life. that's carefree. i want to be like that too. phew. im glad my life is not as complicated. my life evolves around school, homework. THE END. yeahh, that's why i sort of free almost everyday. but i really cut down on my social life cuz its such a waste of money and time. (except Tissany and my dear last year classmates, you guys rockzzzz) after A-Level then can lah.

so yesterday, was such a Drama day.
morning PE time, wth, I can run 4 rounds within 10 minutes and 28 seconds! i think i broke my own record. zzz. this year, of course NAPFA test, don't want to get NIL. but Bronze also okay la. i lazy to care about these stuffs.
why people ask me questions, i will answer the wrong question? sigh. i am not so going to talk to jq, lol so paiseh X_X haha

uhh.. tomorrow Camp. sighh. sad sad sad. think on the brighter side, i still can see some people at school on a saturdayyy! will suffer humiliation tomorrow. anyway, want to hire me for predicting the future? see, i can predict wx's group grade for PW leh xD zzz.
got a lot of revision to do, hehe, today slept for 14 hours. HAPPYYYY! :D

- oh yes, yesterday is Jesse McCartney's, and Hon Kwan's birthday! happy bady! :D

lol. danny messaged me and said thanks, and the food i gave him was nice. then, i replied, "....i'm really happy that you appreciate it" err... It seems wrong lah, it should be, "I am GLAD that you appreciate it", cuz happy and glad is such a huge difference!

Then, we voted for our House EXCO, I believe I made the right choice ;)
For Chem test, not bad la, easy. Bio test, OMG, last year's nightmare came alive. CMI.

those 2 guys, rm and yj, they actually reminds me of wx and zy, always create somethings that would make people (like me LOL), to smile. Yeahh, for me to smile is a difficult task, then talking to rm and yj is fun! like can bully them like that =x just kidding!

my source of entertainment stared at me, and i stared at him.
then rm was like saying, "what? you think you are a girl, i scared huh?"
then i said, "what? you think you a boy, i scared is it"?
LOL LOL.

and i sort of agree with yj larh, feel stressed despite we are retainess! but them, for them is not bad, cuz they at least have some knowledge from last year's subject..., THEN ME LEH? sigh ):

huuhuu. on saturday night, IT IS COMPULSORY to stay overnight at school T_T hehe, sort of looking forward to it too. but,..., don't want larhhh! i only want to go to RPCC, to see the environment xD

- had fun had fun had fun

I WANNA SEE DAVID ARCHIEEE!

this week, whole week damn emo. because of one thing: GP!
yeahh. so depressed about it. thinking whether i can promote or not next year. sighhh.

but on the other hand, not bad la, guys are entertainers.
"My cuteness kills me"
"Statistics is for a girl's work"
LOL. these phrases made me laugh.

yeah. you know, we need to balance the Yin and the Yang, yeahh, hope you guys understand that.. err... how to say huh? that's why I have friends like Tissany, Weixiang etc, to balance out. but nevermind. I sort of agree that if you are a girl, you would have some guys characteristics and vice versa.
ok la whatever if you don't understand.

=.=
i've been buying Mark in ffs, and i no money already le!

okay anyway, I think I know what to buy for Danny and ZY. Cuz ZY is rather a close friend of mine, so I shall buy some nice food for ZY. hahaha! sorry guys, im having recession, dont expect something good, and i know guys don't really like gifts (in terms of things), so i prefer giving food larh. ^^

nothing to say alr le. SYF is coming soon, omg had to wear those costumes X_X

randomness:
oh ya, 1 more thing. omg omg. i learnt something this week. regarding how boys felt, when they are showing concern towards the other party.
YES! i can write a book already. (wth am i talking?)

omg. my GP March Holiday Comprehension Assignment, I got 13.5 out of 40. Probably the lowest in class larh. I checked the dictionary for the Vocab section, ALSO WRONG! I did the assignment with my heart leh. sigh. But luckily, I have another Senior who "accompanied" me and get the same marks as me! HAHA. *phew* I am not alone! LOL.

then ar, I think teacher going to give the Maths results tomorrow larh. OMG confirm will depress one.

then today, want to donate blood. but then, after doing all those things, they said i cannot donate cuz vein too narrow, ask to do weight lifting *coughs coughs* okay, i still dunno my blood type. (and my finger was hurt during guitar practice, cuz it was still bleeding. its cool as the doctor "staple" my hand) and i saw how the nurse did to hidayat. OMG. the needle went under his skin, you can see the needle right there, then the blood slowly flows down the tube and the bag. omg. i just walked off straight away cuz i could'nt stand it. BLOOD LEH OMG. i felt like crying, and felt like fainting. (not for the faint-hearted ^^)

wa sehh. teacher taught me how to do the chem spa, i still dont understand. stupid brain so slow. i might as well drop from this thing! GO TO other place to continue education =.= RAWRRR! so feeling .... frustrated.

yeah my feeling right now is FRUSTRATED! and i dunno how to do chemistry, maths etc etc. SIGH. no future. if there is, i think i shall pursue a degree in Biology =X
Ai Dao Ai Dao ~

and the wtf Senior's Project! dunno where to take pictures larh. sigh. its such a FREAKING WASTE OF TIME.

I don't care. Life's sucks.