in the morning came to school, chiong cse. wahh... i scared! if i get 21 out of 50 I will be happy enough. If got U, then... )': okay fine, I screwed up for the exam.

I will hang out with Hu Wei on Thursday, haha, we were like saying something, and he said I got talent, so can ... approximation of what Aj told me, its the same! But I don't believe you all xD I'm so gonna ask him to help me in my Calculus YAYNESS! :D

So, I was sad about my cse, Alicia helps me to forget about my cse sadness, by treating me Starbucks Mocha Frappucinoooo! :D THANK YOU SO MUCHHHH! :D Makes me happyyy!

Yeah, reminded me of the drink that Yj bought for me, the one with whipped cream and ice-cream on top. YUMMM ... Love both of them :D hehehe. Yes, today I shall chiong Math!

Looking forward to:

1. Cutting hair tomorrow

2. Buy Ly's present

3. Math Calculus revision

4. Help from Hu Wei! haha, probably it will be the last time I will see him until after A-Level finish ):

5. Next week's timetable!

Okay yesterday, went out with Eunice, eat at Breeks, then study. when we going home, she sent me home, under the block. i really appreciate that she wanted to have a lighter so she can light up the candle. THANK YOU :D

So today, me and Alicia was sitting at the Art Gallery. Rm came up and asked me if I want to eat or not. Well, I didn't bring money cuz I thought I wanted to just go home straight after my Chem paper. I just want to sleep. Okay anyway, so I told him that I never bring money, he told me that they will treat me! HAHAHA. Ok lor! So we went to Sakura cuz I told them I want Swenson or Seoul Garden, but I was just kidding. Wahh really, yeow jie is the best guy on earth! even though sometimes, he like don't care, like bo chup, but WOW, he rocks. At the restaurant, got this small card, indicating a few drinks. There's no tag price on it. Yj asked me, hey what drink you want? I treat you in addition. He's the kind of guy who always jokes around. So I was like, hmmm. got this drink, which looks tempting and delicious. I told him I want that drink. But I was just kidding la. I didn't know he was really treating me. So rm did the order. I went to the toilet for 10 minutes whoaaa, the food was already served. Then rm said the restaurant was empty cuz he booked the entire restaurant. LOLz. I saw yj was drinking his drink. I thought he drank the drink because he wanted to know my opinion what kind of drink is nice. So, the waiter brought me my drink. seriously, PUPIL DILATION. so me and yj had the drink.

I want to say thanks to clara, sheng wei, yeow jie and rui ming. (i close one eye). but really, people who really are nice, i will treat them nicely also. if not..., see the consequences :D

so, yesterday i dreamt about Mark. lol the dream was contributed by eunice! i dreamt that Mark sent me back home after he went shopping with me. i bought a white coloured bag, while he carried the bag for me. and someone else was dreaming about me (and another girls)

what i believe is that, when you are with someone for so long, that person will be regard as a "permanent resident" in your brain. so, when you dream about a particular situation, you will naturally dream about someone whom you are always with or always thinking about. and in someone's case, i think its because i'm used to be his confidante.

- thanks hu wei for the motivation. really appreciate it (:

Monday to Wednesday, school was pretty okay.

On Monday, uhh... I was very annoyed. My sec school friends aren't weird. They rocks, mind you. The funny thing, I was talking to yj, rm sort of interrupted me, I told him to "Shut up". Then, yj told me, "wahh... he angry with you". Second time, I told him to Shut up also cuz I was annoyed. He said, "I won't talk to you throughout my life". Then, I told him, "Fine! Then ........". And yj laughed!!! hahaha. What I said was a bit funny! I LIKE! :D

On Tuesday, haha, me, Aj and Adrian sat at the library basement during... uhh... =X wahhh i smsed yj 2 times, he finally called me! i asked him whether he's eating out, and with who. So, I came down to wed exp. I asked CH, "hey u guys don't have PW?" CH said, "don't have". AND I WAS LIKE, "WHAT? DON'T HAVE?! HUH WHYYYY????!!!!!!!!" I sort of flared up :D for a purpose. Ok phew, so it was me, yj and rm went off for our lunch outside WITHOUT ANY JUNIORS! :D We went to Breeks! YAY! $8 each la. so we had soup of the day, our chicken + fries + coleslaw!!!, small cup of plain water, and ice-cream!!! omg, the ice-cream was peppermint. my fav! :D so the three of us took peppermint. i tell you, i was smiling when i was eating. HA! i didn't finish up my fries cuz scared i will vomit. but luckily, i did not vomit. i thought rm wasn't going to talk to me, but he was the one who spoke to me first. ha! so after we ate, we paid, there $5.60 change. rm wanted to put 60cents for their tips. then i took the 60cents LOL. he forked out his own money to replace the 60 cents. and i took $2 from him cuz i need to buy ai ling's present afterwards. while walking to send yj off, rm told me, "why u want to take the 60 cents?" the reason was" I AM NOT WORKING. EVERY CENTS COUNTS. haha, yj agreed with me. THE FUNNY THING IS: rm said that he gives tips as a form of respect. so i laughed like some crazy girl. then i told him, "ehh you respect me or not? come, give me money!" LOL. so he rephrased that :D reached school, for pcct, released quite early. did my chem. waited for aj and adrian. went off to npoint. wanting to buy for ai ling a teddy bear. no money left. so we bought a flower instead. phew... we had enough money! :D

ahh i finally get the better picture after rosani and aj told me something. after promos, i have a HUGE project. i'm going to draw a "tree" YES!

they dumped her. she came to me. took my bfs. i'm annoyed. she dumped me. now i dumped her and my bfs. but my bfs will still live in my heart. that's why i told him that i am disappointed. in you. i will always be -.-'' whenever see someone with him. for goodness sake, do your pw. we, the seniors, we rockzzz.

Today, Saturday. It was raining. But I still went to Gal's house, buying Mark's potato chips. I managed to finish bio lecture notes, after 1 week! There's also no Wii, that's why. After that, I slacked. I was confused cuz SW didn't mention where to go for the lantern festival thing. Then I suggested to go to the basketball court there cuz there's a large scale event happening. Me, Eun, Mark and Gar left Gal's house at 9pm, after Gar managed to play the PlayStation, finally he managed to get level up. We waited the bus for so long. I told them we should take bus at first. Then waited for 10 minutes, the bus still haven't arrive. We decided to walk to the festival. Haha. My bad! It was quite fast walking there. When we arrived, we crossed the road and met rm, yj they all. After I introduced my sec school friends, I introduced rm and yj they all. Then, moment of awkwardness. Ok, my bad also I guess. I dunno what they all doing, sitting under the block? I thought we were going to watch the moon? Or play lantern? My sec school friends are all very ON, they have a lot of connections from North, South, East, West. But just now, its very awkward. I dunno why! Ok I accidentally grabbed Gar's arm, like ewwww. He shouted "Don't touch me!" Ewww, that's an accident! So, me, Eun, Mark and Gar crossed the road again and were "discussing". Sighhh ): Funny incident, Mark asked me to move forward, then he whispered into my ears, "That girl lining up at that ice-cream there, that's what I want". He told me before about this dream girl, and she fits perfectly. Hmph, Gar bullied my Eun! ): Eun rocks! She told me something that enlightens me, enables me to think carefully, I can finally see the light. I should just give up. She's right about it! I can finally study in peace now :D

AHH I thought I recovered already. But now i feel like puking again! Luckily there's no food inside my stomach if not, I will be running into the toilet now. ALL THANKS TO SOME CONTRIBUTING FACTORS.

Thrusday:
Let's talk about the HAPPY moments. I felt happy going out with Tissany and Zhong Yu, even though Danny can't make it. The fun time we had, seeing Zhong Yu cooked those meats, Tissany serving us with food. Hahaha. Let's see, I ate, sausages, crabsticks, spaghetti, french fries, tons of chicken meats and beefs, ice-cream. Heh, I only puked out my YAM ice-creammmm! I treasure those days that we had, wait after A-Level then we shall play all day.

Friday:
Ok SW asked me to go to the Lantern Festival, then after a few mesasges he sent, I don't feel like going already. Its not about one particular guy who doesn't dare to do something, and use me as a bait to catch the fish. I don't care about that, cuz its his love problem. I don't understand why some people just happy to have found someone better to be friends with. With me, always talk about all these emo stuffs. And with some girls, I could see that someone is happy. Its not about wearing a MASK, cuz when someone shows his or her smile, I can tell whether its PURE happiness or what. And I could see that in someone's smile. After a few weeks trying to forget about all these kind of things, it came back again. Its either I be a social reject, or getting a bucket so that I can puke. I puke when there's some events occurring. I'VE NO MOOD TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW. I'm pissed. I JUST WANT TO PLAY Wii! please, don't use me as a bait. What teacher said just now about some people withdrawing from A-Level after paying a huge sum for the papers. Next year, heh, would be sucky without the Jc2.

Thursday:

heheh, I lazy to do PE :D then during PE, A.j taught me Differentiation cuz I couldn't understand Math lesson just now ): then during CSE, we need to do Souce Based Questions :O then for GP, teacher gave us some tips for Essay, Compre and AQ. She let us off early. Then for Math, I was very bored. Played with my GC! :D Roy and A.j were all sitting beside me. Firstly, I was caught talking. Actually I was talking to Michelle cuz she asked me some questions. Teacher taught I was the one starting the conversation, after that Michelle paiseh. LOL. Secondly, I was caught talking with A.j and Roy. Then teacher asked me, "Why do you want to sit in between these two guys"? She said something about the two guys being bo chup that kind. I forgot what she said, but it was so funny! And she said I should sit somewhere upstairs. Two teachers said me the same question, "Why you look so stressed?" LOL. A.j answered back "Cuz she's worried about GP tomorrow". Finally cleared up my misunderstanding with my "Best Friend".

Friday:

GP essay, I couldn't finish the transition paragraph 2. This time, I won't be stupid as to write nonsense. GP Compre, like duhh, everyone couldn't finish AQ. After the exam, went off to do my CSE. AHH need to pass up by Thursday or Friday. But I won't sacrifice my GP for CSE. So instead I finished up my CSE. Then my "Best Friend" went home alone sia ): Wahh... I did my SBQ for 4 hours like that! Hopefully got quality! :D

Saturday:

Me and Tissany reached the library earlier than the Zhong Yu and Danny. It was raining heavily, and ZY's bag was wet. Before that, got a guy sat beside Tissany. She knows what I was thinking. Heh. Then, we went off to McD, the guy had gone already. So I asked ZY about it, and he said that guy was his primary school schoolmate. YAY. See, I got chance le. Muahahaha. So I had a great time today. Danny came 2 hours before everyone went to our separate ways. Our school NEmation guy was there too. Danny said he wants to go to gym, instead of swimming. Wahh, I LIKE! Reached here, I bought a shampoo! Cuz got discount! :D

Thanks ar Tissany for discovering his name and school.

and thanks everyone for helping me in Differentiation! :D

I'VE CHANGED MY KICKAPOO JOY JUICE! ;D

I just love 15.09.09!
But today... sigh ): I GIVE UP!
the Math test, NO KICK LA. but then, i think get like around E grade. i know how to do that question after several attempts!!! but no time! AHH...

ok during break time just now, my dear accompanied me HAHAHA. ya very sad la, he got gf leh! LOL ):

ok so, after Math, like i couldn't take it anymore. i felt that its to its maximum already. i dunno what had and al were talking, cuz my ears got somewhat blocked, i put my head on da table as i nearly burst into tears. phew. luckily hidayat come and sit with me, if not there will be flooding le. time passed by quite fast, then tissany came already. then saw danny, i quickly shouted "DANNY WAIT FOR ME! GO HOME WITH ME!" ok then 3 of us walked together. since danny is like don't care that kind of person, i told him about some stuffs. haha, he said, "aiyaa... actually last year you can promote right? you should have taken the opportunity" actually, now, i do regret. at least i'm MORE happier last year, even if my academics like wth...

seriously, i find that human behaviour is sometimes hilarious, confusing. like i dunno wth people want to do such things. i just wanna run away from all these. like what i told aj, i need a brainwash. and adrian said i'm being lame ;-( haha. like fine, aj hangs out with me, so he told me about his sec sch class did a BBQ. each and everyone say about 1 bad thing and 1 good thing about each classmate, before their O Level study break. I feel that its fun. IM SO SUPPORTIVE OF IT -.- a classmate said that he got a big mouth LOL. hahaha very funny. ok back to danny. so i told him some stuffs. then he asked me a question "................" i got pupil dilation and my mouth was wide opened. i asked tissany who was busy messaging "omg tissany. did u hear what he asked me?!" she didn't hear wat danny said, so i repeated the question. LOL honestly, i couldn't answer to danny's question. LIKE OH MY... he's so spot-on. i only tell him about 2 lines, then he can make and evaluation of it sehh. CLEVER!!! ......... and danny's wise words "but LIFE STILL GOES ON RIGHT?" HELL YEAH I LIKE THAT!

Mark is unhappy ):

In conclusion:

- i should have just promoted myself last year. i miss everyone ):

- guys just don't move on. don't make use of me larhs. "BEST FRIEND" -.- lol i just love the messages i send to someone. even tissany likes it! :D