Life

Yo! It's me again.

Probably I'm quite bored so I'm blogging about random stuffs today.

Maybe it is because of clinical attachment, that is why I'm thinking more about the future and how I will be die in near future...This is what life is all about: Live, Age, Sickness and Death. Since we are all human beings and we cann't foresee our future, maybe it is time to sit back and think about what we should do now in order not to regret in the future.

Gosh, I don't think this is what a 20-year-old should be pondering about when my peers are worried about their love life etc. I seriously believe that there is a 80-year-old living inside my body now:///////

Recently, I'm thinking about how I would age and die.....

Isn't this a bit scary that I'm thinking about all these now?

Hrm...

I have changed a lot. Seriously A LOT.

Until it is a bit scary?

LOL

This is so different for asian culture as issues regarding about death are purposely avoided. But isn't death a part of our lives also? So why are we avoiding to talk about death?

I am really thankful for my course actually - I am more mature now, thinking more sensibly especially after going through the attachment. It made me understand how precious life is and also, how vulnerable life is also.

Now, it is very important that I should be spending more time on doing more good deeds and meaningful things in my boring life:S Instead of spending time thinking about someone who does not deserve my precious time, I shall plan for my future.

It is only until today that I really realized that it is really impossible between us. Am I really prepared to sacrifice everything just to be with him? Am I really that noble to do that? Or do I have the courage to face all criticism by my relatives?

I doubt so.