Welcome 2012!

Hello, it's me again>.<

Shall update this blog since I don't really know what else I should do.

Since a brand new year is coming soon (to be exact: in 4hrs and 51mins), perhaps I should blog about what I want to do for next year 2012.

Though many may have the idea or concept, whatever you call it as, that 2012 is the end of the world. This is totally crap. Who can ever predict (Correctly) what will happen in the future? Therefore, since no one can ever prove it, then only time will tell us the truth. If the world does not end in year 2012, perhaps it is a great start for all of us to start all over again and make things right by changing yourself, your attitude towards life and your perceptions.

Self reflection time

I shall try to change myself since I am problematic.

I'm really quite sad that things went that way, it is not the way I want it to be.

The confession was not supposedly to be known.

Blame on my recklessness haix

I really don't want to lose a good friend like him, things just shouldn't be in this way.

I have lost too many good friends and I definitely do not want to lose any more friends.

Life is simply too miserable for me, a lonely me.

I think I changed way too much after I have repeated.

I think I'm less secured now?

Maybe more lonely???

Perhaps I realized that most of my "friends" betrayed my trust with them in school, which resulted in my current character. Thanks to those people wtf

Okay, shall not use vulgarities anymore.

Think of it positively, it may be a good thing with my current personality.

It prevents myself from getting hurt anymore:X

I wonder why we don't have much things to talk about;(

I'm quite troubled by it haix

Okay I managed to "talk" to him yesterday night via fb but it's like...different somehow:(

Things have changed far too much for me to bear

Sad ttm

Here is the conversation:

WARNING: AWKWARD TTM

Me: hmm...I hope you wouldn't feel awkward talking to me tho:S

Him: ??

Me: as in...hmm..after the awkward conversation in oct

Him: ohhh nah

See?

Shall stop emoing and plan for my new year resolution NOW

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