i give up luh

from now onwards,

im giving up.

stop staring.

cuz its just weird.

i look at you,

you look at me.

don't sit opposite me.

don't cross my path.

full stop.

the day went off fast !

I managed to remember the steps and teached Rio. im the only girl wore the costume inside my shirt. cuz they all don't wear it. for the boy, we were all very shocked to see this guy wore the full costume, plus the beanie cap. but hey, its cute okay. so its okay luh. (I prefer wearing beanie than HEADBAND !)

reached there, we did some rehearsals, it was okay. we managed to do the stunts (yeah!).
we got two tickets luh. but nvr give to anyone, don't ask me WHY.

lunch - okay luh. after lunch, emo a bit, study a lil bit of chem, and day dream.

real first performance -
WAHH... I am so sorry that the stunts did not went well. well, at least we did it ! (:
okay trying to be positive. let's see, what we need to improve : (I must improve luh, everytime I am the last one to do the stunts. huu huu)
1. since I am on the centre, I must shout loudly, 1 2 3 4 5, so that jq and sw can hear me. esp jq, since he's behind me, cant hear my voice, so he won't lift me up, and I can't do shoulder sit. yeah, so, I MUST ahemm (clears throat) say loudly. I can't scream butI can squeal (err ... shout in a high pitch tone)
err.. I think that's all.
then, I sort of, lose confidence in the stunt. but hey, I enjoyed doing the movements, YES I MANAGED TO REMEMBER THE STEPS ! three cheers for me ! LOL
wahh ... my knee - bruised , cuz knock on the floor too hard luh.
and some of us, wore the top with shorts for girls, i felt like I'm a boy and randomly I found myself with those boys playing (as usual doing stuffs like push ups and all, haiyo, and typical boys activities) around me, until jq asked me, "u dont have skirt huh?" and I made that sad face. NO SKIRT , SO WEIRD !!! and after that, I sms-ed tiss and eun. LOL. there's like, "Fate" between me and eun LOL. she sms-ed me, when I sms-ed her. so I told her I was feeling sad, and there on her message, she wrote something. and I gave her that =.= reply. just weird that we message the same time, in a randomly day and time.

after all that stuffs, dinner - KFC, heh, my dinner is KFC, I got weird combination of meals.
since we got tickets, some of us, went to watch the performance using our tickets. I used one of them (haiyo, if I know, I should have used 2 tix for the fun pack!). fun pack okay luh, I LOVEEE THE CAPPP ! so nice, esp the lights. even though its simple. its cute ! take lotsa pictures. its weird cuz some of our schoolmates suddenly disappeared after we were dismissed, I think they went back home luh. SO SAD. I sat down there, nvr bring specs, cant see clearly, stoning there.
this part where the performance shouted "shao" something like that, it was "hehehe" (if u know what I mean)
hmm somemore got what ar ? oh yeah, the black knights (i think) WHOA I AM SO IMPRESSED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finale, got the singapore cheer song, I AM SO HIGH. i dunno why. i just randomly sing along loudly to the song.
sw told us that we are going to perform for our school's national day celeb, WHOA CHEERLEADING LEI. in front of our schoolmates. GRR. but we're going to wear our school cheerleading shirt. I agreed with Daryl, we will look weird without pom poms luh.

went home, with petunia, petunia's friend (i talked her, and didn't even remember to ask her about her name), chin yang (is it how's it spelt?), matt and ash. but matt and ash went off at city hall. i dunno where rio and those people went to. i just randomly chose petunia then i can follow her. LOL I totally agree when chin yang said that petunia looks like someone who isn't local. haha, chin yang quite okay la, i mean friendly. he kept eating old chang kee's food, and i asked him where he got them. blahblahblah. and he told me he took 7 packets of food. wahh.. i didnt even know lor. i should have kope some luh. when people tell me she's not singaporean, I would have believe that person. hehe, petunia, don't angry worx (:

okay, I wear the nice ndp cap to home, looks weird or not ? LOL. im so super tired now. GRR ! sleep or do hmkkk !!!

- U
today is such a "moving day". what had happened ? *wake up from dream*
AND ... GUESS WHAT. IM GIVING UP. (give up what? well something luh)

phew ... RELAX

today, still not much things going on, except for after school. today quite slacking in school. pe time, HAHAHA WEIXIANG WAS ON THE VIDEOOO !!! okay sorry, hehehe.
biology lect - I have no idea what was going on
bio prac - dunno anyhow luh

after wishing everyone good luck for their oral, went to assemble for cheerleading. onboard the bus quite early. we received our costumes. my top was okay, except for the skirt ! its not that i am fat ! its just that the hips was superrr thin . for a 5 year old kid to wear like that luh.

reached the place. did our movement and all. for the first part, stunts. I was nervous again. shaowei told me that I SHOULD CHILLL !!! okay, I should. because the Lenny also told everyone that we should trust our base and back supporter. okay, i will trust shaowei and jiaqi. MUST MUST MUST ! lol. his shoulders turn to jelly. cuz is it I'm heavy ? then, we did all these movements, wahh !!!, its like a lot to learn within 1 day ! MY BRAIN BURST LIAO ! now, as I am typing, I forgot the steps already luh. okay, I changed my skirt just now, tomorrow I think we'll get it. we also haven't get our shoes ! and tomorrow I must teach Rio, and oops, I forgot the steps then how ?! oh my ...
hehe, we get a slice of pizza, 3 chicken wings and some garlic bread for dinner ! yeah, they will be my dinner ! today, ate a few stuffs only luh.
on the way back, sat with basyir, he was shocked to see my thumb nail. cuz its very long. 3 mm more to 1 cm luh. not that long ! and he thought I used the thumb to strum the guitar HAHAHA ! so funny.

okay, gotta go asap. tired man ! oh my... I NEED THE ENERGYYY !!! GRRR !!!

- soon to be a undergraduate at a foreign university LOL
happy happy always,
U
aka ahemm , cheerleader / guitarist LOL

hmm yeah, fate huh LOL

wahh... today morning - so rushing. from GO ran up all the way to CTG venue. phew, I made it on time ! mr leong gave back our GP compre, managed to get 28/50 because everybody got 13/15 for Language. LOL. then for the essay results, he read it out loud, for example, register no. 1 got ...so, I was day dreaming during my number, and I asked Tiss, "ehh how about number 10?" she said she dunno. after that, I asked mr leong to repeat my marks ...mr l : u are number 10 right ? *he talked some stuffs, which made me thought that he havent mark my paper*so finally ...mr l : you got 28 what. wahh you arrogant ar. want to let other people know your marks.me : *stunned* NOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!LOL. I am not. I was practically day dreaming ! oh my, see the consequences of day dreaming.hehe, during free gp lecture, we all ate "big breakfast"so basically, I think I got D for GP. not bad la.
for MT, teacher said she wanna give back our paper. but ... where ???i thought i saw benny after MT, so I told Tiss, and she said benny was sitting opposite her at the canteen. LOL. on the way to the canteen, I kept smiling to myself, that "Channel 5" said to me "ehh, why keep smiling to yourself?" LOL. "channel 5" is very funny. she rocks la.
for the sake of ... , I went to H2 Maths lecture. sit down there reading my chem notes (and please, TISS, DON'T TAKE PICTURES OF ME AND .... =.=)
after chem, 2 hours of break, I was studying thru diffusion, as I was sleeping for like 45 minutes.
wahh ... its like fate (or coincidence?) everywhere I go, I will see you
oh yeah, don't take him from me ! see, during maths lesson, I am sad already luh.and sad that the guitar people never sms me, i knew nth about the photos !!!

- U
woohoo, tmr cheerleading. lol luckily no one knew im from cheerleading. RAWR !

dating with (hrm-hrm)....

[oks,here is the pic of our mwits students(5) that you guys are asking me to upload it into the blog itself. well,here it is----taken on 9th june 2008 by zhi heng who was the photographer,sherman was not in the picture as he had his floorball training] starting from left,we have: ravi,pras,tissany-me,faiz and cecilia.

well,as wx[aka xiao lian] has requested of the uploading of me and faiz photo to this blog though i did not heed his advice,but nevertheless, i uploaded this picture as that day was singapore's junior water prize @ ngee ann polytectnic--where zhiwei and xiangcong's project on the removal of the chromium ions by the used chinese tea leaves,they are one of the shortlisted finalists out of 50 plus teams] so cool lah! it was an eyeopener on that day itself. there was a lot of students from the other schools and MWITS students really had a great time on that day.hahas. ya,after the presentation by zhiwei and xiangcong,there was some kinda of lame activities but at that point of time,there were some cameramen shooting the film for the tv broadcast ba[not sure though] then,the camera started to turn towards our direction lah. so cool right? ya,then i think i am kinda fake lah becos of the camera right, i started to be kinda serious and pretend as if i am listening to those boring stuffs. i think actually everyone also fakes it lor.

not really going to write down the exact things that we had done in the ngee ann poly cos i am going to write/edit this entry another time. ya,i will. probably on the next monday,which is a youth day! so cool,i can get to rest at home on monday! or probably,continue with our pw-wr draft meeting and editing part towards our second draft.

oks. let's talk about today.
we have quite a number of breaks in between which is a good thing as we can get to rest a bit after the block test examinations. we went library and faiz,together with his friends, are in the library.[they seems so guai kia lah--they are diligently doing their homework/revision] then we[me n Um] went to join the guys who are sitting outside the library,which is so stuffy and uncomfortable. after that, saw pras talking to faiz and then, i am kinda looking at them,trying to figure out what exactly that they are talking about[prob mwits stuffs---i am right about it] anyway,pras saw me and ask me to 'hunt' faiz down as i need to talk to him bout the science project. at least, i did. though faiz played a prank on me while i am with him to look for the teacher in charge. [hate him lah for playing a prank on me!] but in fact,it is indeed kinda fun to get along with them though. oh ya,i remembered something: THE WOON ZHONG YU TOLD FAIZ ABOUT MY SCORE FOR MATHS!!!!!! sian..i dun really intend to let him know about my score de.

anyway,when we need to go off for the next lesson for the h1,then jiangwei in ctg 113 asked me sth like wad combi that i am taking for the h1 subject and etc.[he thought that i tak econs too,then zy is saying that is tissany tak econs as u guys right,she will be in the same class as u guys] then jiangwei said something like,"ya,she should take econs so she will get to see faiz everyday!" [then at that point of time,everyone is laughing,including benny too] sian. but the more i think about this particular incident right, the more i want to join the other classes[ctg 113 or 114]. at least their classes have more CLASS BONDINGS THAN OUR CLASS LOR. i should take h1 economics so most probably i will join ctg 113 and be part of the class[and they are so cute lah] . or maybe i dun mind ctg 114 at all. the reason is because i know quite a number of them as well[mostly the mwits ppl].

ps:there is a lot of stuffs to write about but i am goin to write part of it--i will try to add on the stuffs provided i have the time to do so.

OH YA! I WILL BE HAVING MY CHINESE ORAL EXAMINATIONS TMR![ ANYWAY,FAIZ already wished me good luck for my mt oral exam just now!] hahas..i will strive for the best results! i will do well in today's chinese oral examinations so as not to let faiz get disappointed by my performance! yes, i will![ but sometimes,in certain cases right,it is kinda based on luck de] but nevertheless,i will try my best to do well for this oral exam.

signing off,
-tissany-

thank you so much ! (:

today, nothing much. only after school there's "much"

CHEERLEADING PRACTICE LUH.
we practice at the dance studio first, then at the quadrangle.
jiaqi was saying that he's tired.
and I said, I'm scared !
(lol i dont think jq knows my name)
I am so scared and nervous for the stunts !
then, I told shaowei, hey, I scared lei. I am heavy !
then he said, oh don't worry, can one, very light.
wahh, thank goodness he thinks positive and all that. I am so scared that I short cut during the counting, 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8. and they asked me, why you are like so fast and all, like so scared? Ha, I kept quiet.
that's what I said to jiaqi too when I first shoulder sit him. i think he said, ooh its okay nevermind.
haha, the boys are like, omg. I looked at them, and I laughed to myself.
yeah, just now I didn't go up when I am supposed to ... luckily, jiaqi and shaoewei helped me to get my legs to move. THANK YOU SO MUCH !
phew. I am not scared anymore.
AND I LOVE TODAY'S PRACTICE! EVERYONE CAME, AND WE KNEW THE STEPS AND SCNYCRONISE ! (how's it spelt ?)

http://www.ndp.org.sg/articles/singaporecheer/singaporecheer.php
I LOVE THE SONGGG !!!

- U
I am happy, no homework , no stress. cuz hmk finished liao!

a balanced day

today is a sad and happy day.

after assembly the principal wanna see us, yup. its because of some people. okay then, because they never turn up for rehearsals, we've been attending the rehearsals late. yeah, I am innocent, lol. but of course, 1 for all, all for 1, I've been coming to every practice and some people too. and we are not late for rehearsals, only some people. yup, because of them, then now, look at us. we are given the opportunity, we must treasure it. I totally appreciate the offer, from the bottom of my heart. I remembered what she said, "1. Nation, 2. Family, 3. Self". I TOTALLY AGREE WITH HER ! yeah, and tomorrow we are going to have another sch rehearsal, then Friday, having another practice with the other JCs.
WORK HARD PEOPLE. I can't feel your enthusiasm.

okay, during lunch time, the Geog students were free. Donovon sat opposite me. we talked lotsa stuffs. he smiled to himself, and I asked him ... :
Me : Hey, you everytime smiled to yourself, is it because you were thinking of something ?
Don : Wow. You are the first person to said that to me. And you are correct. You can infer something huh.
And we talked about how I am like him sometimes, I would just smiled to myself on the bus. Just read this :
My friend : Teacher, during the MT oral, I said to the examiner that I smoked.
Teacher : *shocked* Why ?
My friend : Because I need to give an example, I think so long and cannot find examples. So, I give that example.
(everyone laughed!)
MY friend : Then, the examiners told me that not to smoke in school.
Teacher : Well, do you smoke in the first place?
My friend : Of course not.
HEHE SO FUNNY ! I couldn't stop laughing !

okay, Don told me something. Friends are just like Chemistry. Friendship - Covalent bond / Ionic bond. well, hopefully anyone reading this would understand. I agree with him.

after school, Tiss said me that she told Cindy that "Umairah will be angry if you talk to weixiang"
OMG ! And Tiss said that Cindy straight away move away from weixiang, and her reaction is so big. even Zhong Yu agreed.
NOOOOOOOOOO !!! Cindy, if you are reading this, I AM NOT ANGRY OR JEALOUS OR WHATEVER. Just do whatever you want, no one is restricting whom you are talking to. man, I feel like a bad kid, not letting anyone speaking to otehr people. okay, get it ? I AM NOT ANGRY. I don't want to create enemies or whatever. I am a good kid, and everyone shall be friends with one another, don't be like a primary school kid, deciding whom you shall be friends with. have a open mind, thats what I got. I got my own life, I don't care anything. I just want this world to be happy with wide circle of friends (:

okay, gotta continue doing my Maths, been re-doing that question for long time, still havent get the answer, what's the ERROR ?!
heh, I am happy for something else ~

- U (ooh, anyway, did you say shut up to me?) WHATEVER