Man, I think I'm a geek. Always writing stuffs here.
Well anyway, today is so stupid.
My sister is so stupid. She brought $30, when we are going to library, and buy some things that costs $6. And in the end...
THE WALLET IS MISSING!
We went to Timezone, and maybe the wallet was misplaced, or it was being pickpocket. My younger sister even placed her head on the floor in case the wallet was below machines. I saw some people that might just take. This group of guys or this one girl. But the guys left the place after playing for two rounds of game, and the girl stayed in the place for like so long. Zzz. I very angry la, so stupid right, 13 year old kid brought $30 out! WTF. think she came from a RICH family meh? i check the dustbins also dont have lei.
I have many things to say leh. But now no mood la.
Must always be self conscious la. I always makes sure everything is intact in my bag every 5 seconds.
That's her retribution anyway =.= $30 being LOST.
that's really really really stupid.
i'm not a rich kid like all of my classmates/schoolmates are.
WAHHHHH.....
okay anyway, if I find the person, I'll give them a kick in the a**
heh, make sure they suffer physical, internal injuries.
so stupiddddd. RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
and wtf, i got scolded? omg, its only Timezone leh. said, "why you let your sisters follow you go timezone? nvr show good example" excuseee me, even if i did not go there, they'll go with their friends right? see, im such a pathetic kid, i dont go out to orchard etc, because thats the reason why. if u ask me to go orchard towers, where the hell is that? its because i've been not been exposed to such places. im such a social failure. anyone, JUST KILL ME! i hate and sick of living.
HOHOHO. i'M JUST spamming all these stuffs =.=
everyone starts schooling already omg. *evil laugh*
My timetable until 2nd Feb, from effect tomorrow:
1st week before school reopens: tidy up my room, really, everyting must be cleaned, including bio, chem worksheets that are under the bed collecting dust (i know.., its very EEKK) AND read my old magazines, and keeping some of them for some reasons; finishing up reading bio textbook.
2nd week: read bio lecture notes from last year
3rd week: study chem and do practices tutorial from last year
and i dunno about whether continuing my h1 maths or take h2 maths.
no distractions please, i will be like someone, basically BE A FREAK. yes, I think she's a freak, I think you guys would agree with me that she's a freak. EEKK.
Sunday, January 11
The yesterday trip has no spark. In MY definition, spark means no waste money (definition been copyrighted my ME) :P . My friends and I usually go VivoCity to watch movie, then walk there for 2 hours.
Yesterday, go to lunch, upstairs the pool, National Geographic, Adidas shop. I only spend $1.80 over a cup of Ribena.
Which kind of good thing, $1.80! Now, I have $25 left. $10 for transportation. $15 for ....? And I have no money to top up my prepaid card, so..., if anyone messaged me, TOO BAD, I won't reply. NO MONEY NO MONEY!!! So, I'm going on M.I.A (Missing In Action) until 2nd Feb. OMG, I got like another 1 month for the amount of money I had now in my prepaid card, $0.57!
Oh yes, another resolution for the new year:
I will NOT buy anyone FREE birthday present anymore.
Firstly, I need money to buy books for my studies. Now, taking everything seriously.
Secondly, I need to save up for my OCIP Trip, so I could write it on my testimonial. (I have everything planned out)
Thirdly, I need to save up for A-Levels paper fee. Its VERY expensive, I think costs more than O-Level D:
But I will give, a card, and probably a FOOD (e.g birthday cake) for someone's birthday. Depends on the amount of money I have in that month.
P.S: If anyone want to buy cake and expect me to eat it, PLEASE let it be Halal for me okay. Shops to buy cakes that are edible to me: Polar, Prima Deli. THANK YOU! Yeahh, cakes don't have pork, but..., they put some wine or those alcoholic things inside, to preserve the cakes longerrrr. Understoodddd?
P.S: I don't expect people to give me presents anyway, cuz it's just "occupying the little amount of space I had in my bedroom".
Friendship BOND can't be bought with money or presents. Hahaha!
Just like what, Jolene said, she's going to be stingy this year cuz she needs the money for her Japan Trip after A-Level. So, I also want to be as stingy as her ^^
Yesterday, go to lunch, upstairs the pool, National Geographic, Adidas shop. I only spend $1.80 over a cup of Ribena.
Which kind of good thing, $1.80! Now, I have $25 left. $10 for transportation. $15 for ....? And I have no money to top up my prepaid card, so..., if anyone messaged me, TOO BAD, I won't reply. NO MONEY NO MONEY!!! So, I'm going on M.I.A (Missing In Action) until 2nd Feb. OMG, I got like another 1 month for the amount of money I had now in my prepaid card, $0.57!
Oh yes, another resolution for the new year:
I will NOT buy anyone FREE birthday present anymore.
Firstly, I need money to buy books for my studies. Now, taking everything seriously.
Secondly, I need to save up for my OCIP Trip, so I could write it on my testimonial. (I have everything planned out)
Thirdly, I need to save up for A-Levels paper fee. Its VERY expensive, I think costs more than O-Level D:
But I will give, a card, and probably a FOOD (e.g birthday cake) for someone's birthday. Depends on the amount of money I have in that month.
P.S: If anyone want to buy cake and expect me to eat it, PLEASE let it be Halal for me okay. Shops to buy cakes that are edible to me: Polar, Prima Deli. THANK YOU! Yeahh, cakes don't have pork, but..., they put some wine or those alcoholic things inside, to preserve the cakes longerrrr. Understoodddd?
P.S: I don't expect people to give me presents anyway, cuz it's just "occupying the little amount of space I had in my bedroom".
Friendship BOND can't be bought with money or presents. Hahaha!
Just like what, Jolene said, she's going to be stingy this year cuz she needs the money for her Japan Trip after A-Level. So, I also want to be as stingy as her ^^
Friday, January 9
Okay, hopefully no one reads this post because some parts are so embarrassing!
I reached school at 8.33am, and I just don't care if the teachers are going to give us a brief about the day's event. But when I asked the guy (I forgot his name), he said they were all sitting down there from morning, and teachers didn't brief anything. Then they said they should come a little but late just now and spent the time sleeping. How true!
We waited until 10.30am, it was our turn perform. While waiting, Tissany sat with Pei Yen. Then, after a few minutes later, she mouthed, ".... is there" I suddenly TURNED MY HEAD INVOLUNTARILY SO QUICKLY and he was staring at me. I want to thank Heng How for asking me to hold his guitar for him! If not, guess what will happen? I will wave at him! That's so freakyyy. Wahh, I also dunno why my hand suddenly did this "tiny wave" while holding the guitar. And I quickly muttered to myself. Okay, I talked rubbish to YT to relieve my embarrassment! This is sucks (of me). Huuhuu T_T
During the 1st performance, I was like saying, "That was stupid" to myself. So, I didn't really concentrate on playing. And WTH, WHY AM I ALWAYS SITTING IN FRONT, IN THE CENTRE OF THE ENSEMBLE?!
After the performance, Melvin said 1pm will be our 2nd performance, WTH 2 hours to go! Then I automatically said to YT, "Let's go out to Northpoint", and she agreed, and not asking anyone to follow us. We ate KFC, and I didn't finish my food cuz I was full (dunno why), so I put it in my bag. Walked around the shopping centre before heading off back to school. (Now I know something. The lady who did my hair said some words in Japanese regarding the type of rebonding hair, I dunno how to say that word so I just say "I want the second one" as I really BLUR. So, YT told me there's a lot of types of rebonding. There's normal, Korean, Japanese etc. No wonder the lady said some words that I did not understand. Haha, my hair is the Japanese rebonding. Ooh, now I see.)
Okay on the way to the Guitar room, Alvin was talking to Melvin. I was DEAD BOREDDD! i did something stupid. I said HI to Alvin, and he said HI to me. Then I asked him, "Do you remember me?" And I just walked off. I think they think I am super crazy. But its obvious to remember me cuz I was embarrassingly wearing a Guitar shirt to watch movie when they saw me the last time!
Back to school, WTH GOT FREE FOOD LEH! Nasi Lemak! FREE FOODDDD! We shouldn't have gone out and waste my money cuz I'm really on budget. President fault cuz he didn't say properly =P Margaret came! I missed her! She's going Poly! ): And felt like I want to go too!
AT 2.30pm, we had our 2nd performance, after spending time doing nothing!!! Our school band plays very well, AND I LOVE IT! Because when they play, the sound is full of ENERGY AND DYNAMIC! Super powerful! And Nasruddin was playing solo on his dunno what instrument! Very WOW. Compared to guitar..., *coughs*.
The 2nd performance, no one was watching. Only the teacher was watching and clapped for us. Many Guitarists left already. So, we played just for the sake of playing. After that packed up all the instruments, and the cute guitarrrr!
Eun wanted to go to our school to see Joel =.= (and I saw him many times today, and saw him eating while standing up). But in the end, didn't come. Hohoho, her loss =P
This Open House was kinda empty becasue I think most people would prefer to go the Polytechnics Open House, cuz its more exciting! Yeah, I am very sad about it.
Then bored la, go home walked lor.
The day: - bored - empty - embarrassing
Oh yes, I want to be Guitar President this year, and conquer it! LOL. I want to do a better job! Cuz I was feeling very =.='' when I see the guitar room VERY MESSY! Ok, but lazy to be President la.
And just now was so damn funny. The Shanq Kun guy asked, "Is this all the people who turned up?" Cecilia said, "Ya. After Melvin took over, this is number of people who turned up" And its a small number of people. hahaha I didn't say anything ok, ITS JUST SO FUNNY!
I reached school at 8.33am, and I just don't care if the teachers are going to give us a brief about the day's event. But when I asked the guy (I forgot his name), he said they were all sitting down there from morning, and teachers didn't brief anything. Then they said they should come a little but late just now and spent the time sleeping. How true!
We waited until 10.30am, it was our turn perform. While waiting, Tissany sat with Pei Yen. Then, after a few minutes later, she mouthed, ".... is there" I suddenly TURNED MY HEAD INVOLUNTARILY SO QUICKLY and he was staring at me. I want to thank Heng How for asking me to hold his guitar for him! If not, guess what will happen? I will wave at him! That's so freakyyy. Wahh, I also dunno why my hand suddenly did this "tiny wave" while holding the guitar. And I quickly muttered to myself. Okay, I talked rubbish to YT to relieve my embarrassment! This is sucks (of me). Huuhuu T_T
During the 1st performance, I was like saying, "That was stupid" to myself. So, I didn't really concentrate on playing. And WTH, WHY AM I ALWAYS SITTING IN FRONT, IN THE CENTRE OF THE ENSEMBLE?!
After the performance, Melvin said 1pm will be our 2nd performance, WTH 2 hours to go! Then I automatically said to YT, "Let's go out to Northpoint", and she agreed, and not asking anyone to follow us. We ate KFC, and I didn't finish my food cuz I was full (dunno why), so I put it in my bag. Walked around the shopping centre before heading off back to school. (Now I know something. The lady who did my hair said some words in Japanese regarding the type of rebonding hair, I dunno how to say that word so I just say "I want the second one" as I really BLUR. So, YT told me there's a lot of types of rebonding. There's normal, Korean, Japanese etc. No wonder the lady said some words that I did not understand. Haha, my hair is the Japanese rebonding. Ooh, now I see.)
Okay on the way to the Guitar room, Alvin was talking to Melvin. I was DEAD BOREDDD! i did something stupid. I said HI to Alvin, and he said HI to me. Then I asked him, "Do you remember me?" And I just walked off. I think they think I am super crazy. But its obvious to remember me cuz I was embarrassingly wearing a Guitar shirt to watch movie when they saw me the last time!
Back to school, WTH GOT FREE FOOD LEH! Nasi Lemak! FREE FOODDDD! We shouldn't have gone out and waste my money cuz I'm really on budget. President fault cuz he didn't say properly =P Margaret came! I missed her! She's going Poly! ): And felt like I want to go too!
AT 2.30pm, we had our 2nd performance, after spending time doing nothing!!! Our school band plays very well, AND I LOVE IT! Because when they play, the sound is full of ENERGY AND DYNAMIC! Super powerful! And Nasruddin was playing solo on his dunno what instrument! Very WOW. Compared to guitar..., *coughs*.
The 2nd performance, no one was watching. Only the teacher was watching and clapped for us. Many Guitarists left already. So, we played just for the sake of playing. After that packed up all the instruments, and the cute guitarrrr!
Eun wanted to go to our school to see Joel =.= (and I saw him many times today, and saw him eating while standing up). But in the end, didn't come. Hohoho, her loss =P
This Open House was kinda empty becasue I think most people would prefer to go the Polytechnics Open House, cuz its more exciting! Yeah, I am very sad about it.
Then bored la, go home walked lor.
The day: - bored - empty - embarrassing
Oh yes, I want to be Guitar President this year, and conquer it! LOL. I want to do a better job! Cuz I was feeling very =.='' when I see the guitar room VERY MESSY! Ok, but lazy to be President la.
And just now was so damn funny. The Shanq Kun guy asked, "Is this all the people who turned up?" Cecilia said, "Ya. After Melvin took over, this is number of people who turned up" And its a small number of people. hahaha I didn't say anything ok, ITS JUST SO FUNNY!
Tuesday, January 6
My Audition life is so pathetic. But I think its retribution lol. Last time I thought those "couples" I got are hackers, since they got too much EXP points and Dens. But actually they are not because I think the Audition got something wrong, maybe a bug, as all those "couples" I had had those extraordinare numbers in their EXP and Dens. So now, everytime, my avatar will have a "split". Now my avatar is single again. LOL Pathetic right? Well, well. Its okay.
Anyway, I'm angry. How come they know its $80. Sh*t man, then I should have gone for the $68 one. I play Audition also got scolding, and badmouthed me in front of them. Heh, R is for Retribution. I don't care. I so angry that when I played the Beat Rush in Audi, and got the part where we need to press "Ctrl", I pressed damn hard as if I punch people on their face. Then got scolding again because "scared that the keyboard got spoilt and need to buy new one and waste money over someone who made it spoilt". But don't blame me la, who make me angry? Who bully me, you'll get it man!
Anyway, I'm angry. How come they know its $80. Sh*t man, then I should have gone for the $68 one. I play Audition also got scolding, and badmouthed me in front of them. Heh, R is for Retribution. I don't care. I so angry that when I played the Beat Rush in Audi, and got the part where we need to press "Ctrl", I pressed damn hard as if I punch people on their face. Then got scolding again because "scared that the keyboard got spoilt and need to buy new one and waste money over someone who made it spoilt". But don't blame me la, who make me angry? Who bully me, you'll get it man!
Monday, January 5
I woke up at 9.10am, cuz very lazy to wake up. By time reach Guitar room, the President also haven't reach (LOL). Jolene asked me: "Hey, what's up with your hair? Use wrong shampoo huh?" I said: "Yeah!" After the President opened the Guitar room, I took out the school guitar, then went out of the room. GUESS WHO I SAW? CINDY LOL!
Cindy: Hey you rebonded your hair huh?
Me: *choose to ignore the question lol* Hey long time no see!
Cindy: You also long time nvr come right?
Me: I always come one
LOL LOL LOL
and I asked her about Priya's whereabout. Then she said Priya is still at Australia! Working for her uncle. No wonder. Next week start schooling already, COME BACKKK!
Practiced the SYF piece. And I asked Shannon and Stephanie: "What is the difference between this empty thing and this thing?" Then Stephanie said: "this one is NATURAL". And I went blur.
Music scores are forever cheem. Cuz when play on the guitar, the music scores showed differently.
Then, played Farucca and In the Sky for the Open House.
FINISH FINALLY!
Walked to Npoint, man, both of the shops don't have the shampoo that I wanted. I think I saw one last time! On the escalator, I saw Annette. I think she called me while we were playing some songs for the guitar. I dunno who called me cuz it seems that my SIM card, doesnt have some people's number in the other phone. And I'm very blur. Then, go home I walked.
Reached home, print out for Eun her thing. Man, I'm a very bad friend! Last time she accompany me to go to the salon, and I said I will follow her today, but in the end nvr accompany her. I'm such an old lady, I'm tired =X i pangseh kia =.=
Cindy: Hey you rebonded your hair huh?
Me: *choose to ignore the question lol* Hey long time no see!
Cindy: You also long time nvr come right?
Me: I always come one
LOL LOL LOL
and I asked her about Priya's whereabout. Then she said Priya is still at Australia! Working for her uncle. No wonder. Next week start schooling already, COME BACKKK!
Practiced the SYF piece. And I asked Shannon and Stephanie: "What is the difference between this empty thing and this thing?" Then Stephanie said: "this one is NATURAL". And I went blur.
Music scores are forever cheem. Cuz when play on the guitar, the music scores showed differently.
Then, played Farucca and In the Sky for the Open House.
FINISH FINALLY!
Walked to Npoint, man, both of the shops don't have the shampoo that I wanted. I think I saw one last time! On the escalator, I saw Annette. I think she called me while we were playing some songs for the guitar. I dunno who called me cuz it seems that my SIM card, doesnt have some people's number in the other phone. And I'm very blur. Then, go home I walked.
Reached home, print out for Eun her thing. Man, I'm a very bad friend! Last time she accompany me to go to the salon, and I said I will follow her today, but in the end nvr accompany her. I'm such an old lady, I'm tired =X i pangseh kia =.=
Saturday, January 3
Let’s do a reflection on what I’ve done for the past year:
The year started off quite well, with the O Level results and all. Then it turned all downhill (but still manageable). I made a lot of new friends which shares the same interests, I talk more to friends that I know except for some. If people think that I very err.. arrogant(?) because I don’t talk to them, its because I don’t have nothing to talk about (lack of speeches).
Then, I dunno what’s going on my mind, I joined the NDP Cheerleading, which is a great experience. My dream come true. And I love it!
I’ve been dozing off all the times, 24/7, I dunno why, but my brain just can’t seem to work. But its alright, 2009 is here, time to wake up.
I quit watching TV, my favourite online game, didn’t go anywhere around the country, don’t know the latest movies on the cinema… but the ending, I still doesn’t do well in studies. Hohoho!
Project Work takes the whole time of our time. Hopefully the results will be good.
I realised that I got 0 hours of CIP, but luckily my participation in NDP helps.
I learnt how to play the guitar, learnt to read music score, AND I’M TERRIBLY HAPPY!
Of course, every year I would do something stupid, which I don’t want to think about it anymore.
2009:
I have no resolutions, but here’s my motto for 2009: Hopefully the year will be full of new experiences and new journeys.
Something to achieve (and I don’t call it a resolution):
Be an EXCO member in my CCA
Get As or Bs in Promos
Make more friends with the Juniors! (:
Yeahh. This year, I want to be “isolated”. Its because sometimes, some people just made me sad. The way their behaviours and attitudes. So, now I will just focus on making friendship bonds with my Juniors, and my RETAINEE FRIENDS! :D That’s all, I’m sort of giving up everything.
This post is not referring to anyone in particular, no offence (if taken).
The year started off quite well, with the O Level results and all. Then it turned all downhill (but still manageable). I made a lot of new friends which shares the same interests, I talk more to friends that I know except for some. If people think that I very err.. arrogant(?) because I don’t talk to them, its because I don’t have nothing to talk about (lack of speeches).
Then, I dunno what’s going on my mind, I joined the NDP Cheerleading, which is a great experience. My dream come true. And I love it!
I’ve been dozing off all the times, 24/7, I dunno why, but my brain just can’t seem to work. But its alright, 2009 is here, time to wake up.
I quit watching TV, my favourite online game, didn’t go anywhere around the country, don’t know the latest movies on the cinema… but the ending, I still doesn’t do well in studies. Hohoho!
Project Work takes the whole time of our time. Hopefully the results will be good.
I realised that I got 0 hours of CIP, but luckily my participation in NDP helps.
I learnt how to play the guitar, learnt to read music score, AND I’M TERRIBLY HAPPY!
Of course, every year I would do something stupid, which I don’t want to think about it anymore.
2009:
I have no resolutions, but here’s my motto for 2009: Hopefully the year will be full of new experiences and new journeys.
Something to achieve (and I don’t call it a resolution):
Be an EXCO member in my CCA
Get As or Bs in Promos
Make more friends with the Juniors! (:
Yeahh. This year, I want to be “isolated”. Its because sometimes, some people just made me sad. The way their behaviours and attitudes. So, now I will just focus on making friendship bonds with my Juniors, and my RETAINEE FRIENDS! :D That’s all, I’m sort of giving up everything.
This post is not referring to anyone in particular, no offence (if taken).
Friday, January 2
What am I doing here at the computer? Sian. I should go out right? Zzz. Stupid. When I live on my own then can. You see, Marina Bay got fireworks; not many people in my msn is online, only 4 people leh; the neighbours in front of my block all shout like damn loud “happy new year”; khatib there got celebration. I FEEL SO LONELY. PATHETIC LIFE. (written on 12:10am, 1 Jan 09)
err... im going to straighten the hair, i feeling very nervous ~ =.=
err... im going to straighten the hair, i feeling very nervous ~ =.=
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