What am I doing here at the computer? Sian. I should go out right? Zzz. Stupid. When I live on my own then can. You see, Marina Bay got fireworks; not many people in my msn is online, only 4 people leh; the neighbours in front of my block all shout like damn loud “happy new year”; khatib there got celebration. I FEEL SO LONELY. PATHETIC LIFE. (written on 12:10am, 1 Jan 09)

err... im going to straighten the hair, i feeling very nervous ~ =.=