Since yesterday's event is damn ****ing bad, now I got $2 per day as pocket money. But before that, no pocket money will be given (if that happens, I'm totally going to drop out from school, no kidd). So, let's do the Maths. $2 per day times 5 days per week. That means $10 per week, $40 per month.
If you are still clueless, it means that...
1. I will buy a $20 Top Up card, which I want to last for 2 months. Means no sms-ing unless its a "question mark" on the sms, so I have to reply. If not, I will be like those typical boys, who don't reply.
2. No taking bus for me anymore. From my house to the college, its like approximately 2.4km, so to and fro, its 4.8km. Uhh... Exercise.
3. No money for FOOD during lunch/ break.
4. The money is spend only on lecture notes.
1+2+3+4=PATHETIC
Hope you guys understand the pitiful plight that I am in. I can't enjoy in my social life anymore. I will be the old, pathetic ME, in my Sec 4 days. All I did when I reached home was to hit those books!

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So today, I was forced to go to my sec school, I saw this guy whom I know from Sec 1, who I decided to end the friendship when I find it too *coughs*, here's our conversation:
Him: Hey, U, what are you doing here?
Me: ........
Him: Hey I want to ask you, how much did you get for your O-Level points?
Me: L1R4, L1R5?
Him: L1R4
Me: **
Him: Oh. My results was bad.
Me: Zzz. So you are going Poly?
Him: Most probably.
As soon as we are separating from where we stood (and omg, we were standing in the middle of the school main gate where cars travel), he said, "Wow, you rebond your hair!"
All I had to say was, "Pfft..."

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I also met these 2 guy from my primary school classmates who are in my sec school as well. They used to call me "Gangster" in primary school (wth, and they still call me that now), so I asked them how's their results, and they said okay.

I was not eager to meet those guys cuz I was feeling soooooooo down.
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Sorry my friend, Tissany, I can't message you, cuz I didn't top up my prepaid card.
Sorry my friends and Priya, I can't go out when I am feeling so dead, and the horrible situation I am having now.
and WX, I now you can do it, my friends can do anything (I mean in studies)
and my friend, I thought want to study tomorrow, never say anything then fine lor, I stay at home, locked myself in the room.
and I dunno how to play Texas HoldEm. Shame on me! (well, I will be totally dead if anyone found out I want to play that!)
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Go and watch I Not Stupid Too. Shawn Lee's *whistle* character wrote: Tom is dead. ?
Yes, that's what I feel now,
I
AM
DEAD.